Part 7

Then one day a little thing happened that clothed itself in

significance.

She had been working upon a ribbon of microtome sections of the

developing salamander, and he came to see what she had made of them. She

stood up and he sat down at the microscope, and for a time he was busy

scrutinizing one section after another. She looked down at him and saw

that the sunlight was gleaming from his cheeks, and that all over

his cheeks was a fine golden down of delicate hairs. And at the sight

something leaped within her.

Something changed for her.

She became aware of his presence as she had never been aware of any

human being in her life before. She became aware of the modelling of his

ear, of the muscles of his neck and the textures of the hair that came

off his brow, the soft minute curve of eyelid that she could just see

beyond his brow; she perceived all these familiar objects as though

they were acutely beautiful things. They WERE, she realized, acutely

beautiful things. Her sense followed the shoulders under his coat, down

to where his flexible, sensitive-looking hand rested lightly upon the

table. She felt him as something solid and strong and trustworthy beyond

measure. The perception of him flooded her being.

He got up. “Here’s something rather good,” he said, and with a start and

an effort she took his place at the microscope, while he stood beside

her and almost leaning over her.

She found she was trembling at his nearness and full of a thrilling

dread that he might touch her. She pulled herself together and put her

eye to the eye-piece.

“You see the pointer?” he asked.

“I see the pointer,” she said.

“It’s like this,” he said, and dragged a stool beside her and sat down

with his elbow four inches from hers and made a sketch. Then he got up

and left her.

She had a feeling at his departure as of an immense cavity, of something

enormously gone; she could not tell whether it was infinite regret or

infinite relief....

But now Ann Veronica knew what was the matter with her.