CHAPTER XXIII
When Miss Sherwood's invitation reached Maggie, Barney and Old Jimmie
were with her. The pair had growled a lot, though not directly at
Maggie, at the seeming lack of progress Maggie had made during the past
week. Barney was a firm enough believer in his rogue's creed of first
getting your fish securely hooked; but, on the other hand, there was the
danger, if the hooked fish be allowed to remain too long in the water,
that it would disastrously shake itself free of the barb and swim away.
That was what Barney was afraid had been happening with Dick Sherwood.
Therefore he was thinking of returning to his abandoned scheme of
selling stock to Dick. He might get Dick's money in that way, though of
course not so much money, and of course not so safely.
And another item which for some time had not been pleasing Barney was
that Larry Brainard had not yet been finally taken care of, either by
the police or by that unofficial force to which he had given orders.
So he had good reason for permitting himself the relaxation of scowling
when he was not on public exhibition.
But when Maggie, after reading the invitation, tossed it, together with
a note from Dick, across to Barney without comment, the color of his
entire world changed for that favorite son of Broadway. The surly
gloom of the end of a profitless enterprise became magically an aurora
borealis of superior hopes:--no, something infinitely more substantial
than any heaven-painting flare of iridescent colors.
“Maggie, it's the real thing! At last!” he cried.
“What is it?” asked Old Jimmie.
Barney gave him the letter. Jimmie read it through, then handed it back,
slowly shaking his head.
“I don't see nothing to get excited about,” said the ever-doubtful,
ever-hesitant Jimmie. “It's only an invitation.”
“Aw, hell!” ejaculated the exasperated Barney in disgust. “If some one
handed you a government bond all you could see would be a cigar coupon!
That invitation, together with this note from Dick Sherwood saying he'll
call and take Maggie out, means that the fish is all ready to be landed.
Try to come back to life, Jimmie. If you knew anything at all about
big-league society, you'd know that sending invitations to meet the
family--that's the way these swells do things when they're all set to do
business. We're all ready for the killing--the big clean-up!”
He turned to Maggie. “Great stuff, Maggie. I knew you could put it over.
Of course you're going?”
“Of course,” replied Maggie with a composure which was wholly of her
manner.
A sudden doubt came out of this glory to becloud Barney's master mind.
“I don't know,” he said slowly. “It's one proposition to make one
of these men swells believe that a woman is the real thing. And it's
another proposition to put it over on one of these women swells. They've
got eyes for every little detail, and they know the difference between
the genuine article and an imitation. I've heard a lot about this Miss
Sherwood; they say she's one of the cleverest of the swells. Think you
can walk into her house and put it over on her, Maggie?”
“Of course--why not?” answered Maggie, again with that composure which
was prompted by her pride's desire to make Barney, and every one else,
believe her equal to any situation.
Barney's animation returned. “All right. If you think you can swing it,
you can swing it, and the job's the same as finished and we're made!”
Left to herself, and the imposing propriety and magnificent stupidity
of Miss Grierson, Maggie made no attempt to keep up her appearance of
confidence. All her thoughts were upon this opportunity which
insisted upon looking to her like a menace. She tried to whip her
self-confidence, of which she was so proud, into a condition of constant
pregnancy. But the plain fact was that Maggie, the misguided child of a
stolen birthright, whose soaring spirit was striving so hard to live up
to the traditions and conventions of cynicism, whose young ambition it
was to outshine and surpass all possible competitors in this world in
which she had been placed, who in her pride believed she knew so much of
life--the plain fact was that Maggie was in a state bordering on funk.
This invitation from Miss Sherwood was an ordeal she had never counted
on. She had watched the fine ladies at the millinery shop and while
selling cigarettes at the Ritzmore, when she had been modeling her
manners, and had believed herself just as fine a lady as they. But that
had been in the abstract. Now she was face to face with a situation that
was painfully concrete--a real test: she had to place herself into close
contrast with, and under the close observation of, a real lady, and in
that lady's own home. And in all her life she had not once been in a
fine home! In fine hotels, yes--but fine hotels were the common
refuge of butcher, baker, floor-walker, thief, swell, and each had
approximately the same attention; and all she now felt she had really
learned were a few such matters as the use of table silver and finger
bowls.
It came to her that Barney, in his moment of doubt, had spoken more
soundly than he had imagined when he had said that it was easier to fool
a man about a woman than it was to fool a woman. How tragically true
that was! While trying to learn to be a lady by working in smart shops,
she had learned that the occasional man who had ventured in after
woman's gear was hopelessly ignorant and bought whatever was skillfully
thrust upon him, but that it was impossible to slip an inferior or
unsuitable or out-dated article over on the woman who really knew.
And Miss Sherwood was the kind of woman who really knew! Who knew
everything. Could she possibly, possibly pass herself off on Miss
Sherwood as the genuine article?...
Could Larry have foreseen the very real misery--for any doubt of her
own qualities, any fear of her ability to carry herself well in any
situation, are among the most acute of a proud woman's miseries--which
for some twenty-four hours was brought upon Maggie by the well-meant
intrigue of which he was pulling the hidden strings, he might, because
of his love for Maggie, have discarded his design even while he was
creating it, and have sought a measure pregnant with less distress. But
perhaps it was just as well that Larry did not know. Perhaps, even, it
was just as well that he did not know what his grandmother knew.
Maggie's pride would not let her evade the risk; and her instinct
for self-preservation dictated that she should reduce the risk to its
minimum. So she wrote her acceptance--Miss Grierson attended to the
phrasing of her note--but expressed her regret that she would be able to
come only for the tea-hour. Drinking tea must be much the same, reasoned
Maggie, whether it be drunk in a smart hotel or in a smart country home.
Maggie's native shrewdness suggested her simplest summer gown as likely
to have committed the fewest errors, and the invaluable stupidity of
Miss Grierson aided her toward correctness if not originality. When
Dick came he was delighted with her appearance. On the way out he
was ebulliently excited in his talk. Maggie averaged a fair degree of
sensibility in her responses, though only her ears heard him. She was
far more excited than he, and every moment her excitement mounted, for
every moment she was speeding nearer the greatest ordeal of her life.
When at length they curved through the lawns of satin smoothness and
Dick slowed down the car before the long white house, splendid in its
simplicity, Maggie's excitement had added unto it a palpitant, chilling
awe. And unto this was added consternation when, as they mounted the
steps, Miss Sherwood smilingly crossed the piazza and welcomed her
without waiting for an introduction. Maggie mumbled some reply; she
later could not remember what it was. Indeed she never had met such a
woman: so finished, so gracious, so unaffected, with a sparkle of humor
in her brown eyes; and the rich plainness of her white linen frock
made Maggie conscious that her own supposed simplicity was cheap and
ostentatious. If Miss Sherwood had received her with hostility, doubt,
or even chilled civility, the situation would have been easier; the
aroused Maggie would then have made use of her own great endowment of
hauteur and self-esteem. But to be received with this frank cordiality,
on a basis of a equality with this finished woman--that left Maggie for
the moment without arms. She had, in her high moments, believed herself
an adventuress whose poise and plans nothing could unbalance. Now she
found herself suddenly just a young girl of eighteen who didn't know
what to do.
Had Maggie but known it that sudden unconscious confusion, which seemed
to betray her, was really more effective for her purpose than would
have been the best of conscious acting. It established her at once as an
unstagey ingenue--simple, unspoiled, unacquainted with the formulas and
formalities of the world.
Miss Sherwood, in her easy possession of the situation, banished Dick
with “Run away for a while, Dick, and give us two women a chance to get
acquainted.” She had caught Maggie's embarrassment, and led her to
a corner of the veranda which looked down upon the gardens and the
glistering Sound. She spoke of the impersonal beauties spread before
their vision, until she judged that Maggie's first flutter had abated;
then she led the way to wicker chairs beside a table where obviously tea
was to be spread.
Miss Sherwood accepted Maggie for exactly what she seemed to be; and
presently she was saying in a low voice, with her smiling, unoffending
directness:
“Excuse the liberty of an older woman, Miss Cameron--but I don't wonder
that Dick likes you. You see, he's told me.”
If Maggie had been at loss for her cue before, she had it now. It was
unpretentiousness.
“But, Miss Sherwood--I'm so crude,” she faltered, acting her best. “Out
West I never had any chances to learn. Not any chances like your Eastern
girls.”
“That's no difference, my dear. You are a nice, simple girl--that's what
counts!”
“Thank you,” said Maggie.
“So few of our rich girls of the East know what it is to be simple,”
continued Miss Sherwood. “Too many are all affectation, and pose, and
forwardness. At twenty they know all there is to be known, they are
blasees--cynical--ready for divorce before they are ready for marriage.
By contrast you are so wholesome, so refreshing.”
“Thank you,” Maggie again murmured.
And as the two women sat there, sprung from the extremes of life, but
for the moment on the level of equals, and as the older talked on, there
grew up in Maggie two violently contradictory emotions. One was triumph.
She had won out here, just as she had said she would win out; and won
out with what Barney had declared to be the most difficult person to get
the better of, a finished woman of the world. Indeed, that was triumph!
The other emotion she did not understand so well. And just then
she could not analyze it. It was an unexpected dismay--a vague but
permeating sickness--a dazed sense that she was being carried by
unfamiliar forces toward she knew not what.
She held fast to her sense of triumph. That was the more apprehendable
and positive; triumph was what she had set forth to win. This sense of
triumph was at its highest, and she was resting in its elating security,
when a car stopped before the house and a large man got out and started
up the steps. From the first moment there was something familiar to
Maggie in his carriage, but not till Miss Sherwood, who had risen and
crossed toward him, greeted him as “Mr. Hunt,” did Maggie recognize the
well-dressed visitor as the shabby, boisterous painter whom she had last
seen down at the Duchess's.
Panic seized upon her. Miss Sherwood was leading him toward where she
sat and his first clear sight of her would mean the end. There was
no possible escape; she could only await her fate. And when she was
denounced as a fraud, and her glittering victory was gone, she could
only take herself away with as much of the defiance of admitted defeat
as she could assume--and that wouldn't be much.
She gazed up at Hunt, whitely, awaiting extermination. Miss Sherwood's
voice came to her from an infinite distance, introducing them. Hunt
bowed, with a formally polite smile, and said formally, “I'm very glad
to meet you, Miss Cameron.”
Not till he and Miss Sherwood were seated and chatting did Maggie
realize the fullness of the astounding fact that he had not recognized
her. This was far more upsetting to her than would have been recognition
and exposure; she had been all braced for that, but not for what had
actually happened. She was certain he must have known her; nothing had
really changed about her except her dress, and only a few weeks had
passed since he had been seeing her daily down at the Duchess's,
and since she had been his model, and he had studied every line and
expression of her face with those sharp painter's eyes of his.
And so as the two chatted, she putting in a stumbling phrase when they
turned to her, Maggie Carlisle, Maggie Cameron, Maggie Ellison, that
gallant and all-confident adventuress who till the present had never
admitted herself seriously disturbed by a problem, sat limply in her
chair, a very young girl, indeed, and wondered how this thing could
possibly be.