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CHAPTER XII.

All the principal streets of the old town of Hereford were thronged

with personages of various conditions and degrees, towards the evening

of one of those soft, but cloudy summer days, when the sun makes his

full warmth felt, but without the glare which dazzles the eye when he

shines unveiled upon the world. That street, however, to which we shall

conduct the reader, was narrow, so that not more than three or four

horsemen could ride abreast, and yet it was one of the best in the

town. But, in reality, the space for passengers was much wider than it

seemed; for, as was then very common, especially upon the frontiers of

Wales, one half of the ground-floor of the houses was taken up by a

long, open arcade, which sheltered the pedestrians from the rain at

some periods of the year, and from the heat at others. From the first

floors of these houses--just high enough to allow a tall horse, mounted

by a tall man with a lance in his hand to pass, without striking the

head of the cavalier or the weapon he carried--projected long poles,

usually gilt; and suspended therefrom appeared many of the various

signs which are now restricted to inns and taverns, but were then

common to every mansion of any importance.

Down this street, and underneath innumerable symbols of swans, and

horses, and eagles, and mermaids, and falcons, and doves, and of all

those heterogeneous mixtures of birds, beasts, and fishes, which the

fertile fancy of man ever confounded, were riding, at the time I speak

of, various groups of horsemen, while ever and anon the progress of one

party or another would be stopped by some man, woman, or child, darting

out from the arcade at the side, and holding a conversation, short or

long, as the circumstances might be, with one of the equestrians.

Amongst other groups in the gay and animated scene, was one which

remained ungreeted by any of the good people of the town, but which was

suffered to pass along uninterrupted till it reached a second-rate inn,

called the Maypole. It consisted of four human beings and three

beasts--namely, three men and a woman, two horses, and a sleek,

vicious-looking mule. On one of the horses was mounted a tall sturdy

man in the guise of a servant; on the other was evidently a

fellow-labourer in the same vineyard; but he was not alone, for on a

pillion behind him appeared a female from, covered with a thick veil

which shrouded the face, so that it was impossible to see whether there

was beauty beneath or not, although the figure gave indications of

youth and grace which were not to be mistaken.

Jogging along upon the mule, with his legs hanging down easily by the

side of the animal, and his fat stomach resting peacefully upon the

saddle, was a jolly friar clothed in grey, with his capuche thrown

back, the sun not being troublesome, and a bald head--the glistening

smoothness of which had descended by tradition even to Shakspeare's

days, and was recorded by him in his Two Gentlemen of Verona--peeping

out from a narrow ring of jet black hair, scarcely streaked with grey.

His face was large and jovial, which, in good sooth, was no distinction

in those times between one friar and another; but there was withal a

look of roguish fun about the corners of his small grey eyes; and a

jeering smile, full of arch satire, quivered upon his upper lip,

completely neutralizing the somewhat sensual and food-loving expression

of the under one, which moved up and down every time he spoke, like a

valve, to let out the words that could never come in again. Indeed, he

seemed to be one of those easy-living friars who, knowing neither

sorrow nor privation in their own persons, appeared to look upon grief

and care with a ready laugh and a light joke, as if no such things in

reality exist. His rosy gills, his double chin, and his large round

ear, all spoke of marrow and fatness; and, indeed, at the very first

sight, the spectator saw that he was not only a well-contented being,

but one who had good reason to be so.

Just as they reached the entrance of the tavern which we have

mentioned, the friar, by some mismanagement, contrived to get his

mule's hind quarters towards the servant, who was riding singly on

horseback, and by a touch of the heel, given, apparently, to make the

beast put itself into a more convenient position for all parties, he

produced a violent fit of kicking, in the course of which the horseman

received a blow upon the fleshy part of his thigh, which made him roar

with pain. The seat upon the vicious beast's back was no easy one, but

yet the fat monk kept his position, laughing heartily, and calling his

mule a petulant rogue, while he held him by his left ear, or patted his

pampered neck. As soon as the fit was done, he rolled quietly off at

the side, and looking up to his companion, saw, or appeared to see, for

the first time, the wry faces which the servant man was making.

"Bless my heart!" he cried, "has he touched thee, the good-for-nothing

rogue? I will chastise him for it soundly."

"If he have not broke my leg it is not his fault," replied the man,

dismounting, and limping round his horse; "and you have as great a

share in it, mad priest, for bringing his heels round where they had no

business to be."

"Nay," rejoined the friar, "I brought not his heels round, he brought

them himself, and me along with them. It was all intended to cast me

off; so the offence is towards myself, and I shall punish him severely.

He shall have five barley-corns of food less for his misbehaviour."

"Psha!" said the serving-man, looking up at the inn. "You are jesting

foully, friar; I am sorry I let you join us. Is this the hostel you

boasted had such good wine? It seems but a poor place for such

commendation."

"Thou shalt find the liquor better than in any house in Hereford,"

replied he of the grey gown; "whether you choose mead, or metheglin, or

excellent warm Burgundy, or cool Bordeaux. Taste and try--taste and

try; and if you find that I have deceived you, you shall cut me into

pieces not an inch square, and sow me along the high road! There is

good lodging, too.--Canst thou not trust a friar?"

The man grumbled forth some reply not very laudatory of the order to

which his fat friend belonged; and in a few minutes after, the whole

party were seated in a hall, which, for the time being, lacked other

tenants. The usual hour of supper was over, and in many a hostelry of

those days the wayfarers would have found no food in such a case,

unless they brought it with them. But the host was a compassionate man,

and, moreover, knew right well the twinkle of the jolly friar's eye, so

that, for old friendship's sake, many a savoury mess was speedily set

before them, together with a large flagon of wine, which fully bore out

the character that had been given to it by the friar as they rode

along.

Under the influence of such consolations, the serving-man forgot his

bruise; and the lady, laying aside her veil, shewed a pretty face, with

which the reader is in some part acquainted, being none other than that

which, once happy and bright, graced the door of the little village inn

under the name of Kate Greenly. There was some sadness upon that fair

countenance--the cheerful smile was gone, although there was a smile of

a different character still left. The freshness, the ease, the

lightness, were all wanting; though there was greater depth of thought

and feeling in the expression than during the pleasant days of village

sport and girlish coquetry. The rough touch of passion had brushed the

bloom from the fruit, and Kate Greenly, in look at least, was three or

four years older than a few weeks before.

As she put aside her veil to take part in the meal, the eye of the

friar fixed upon her, till she reddened under his gaze, looking half

angry, half abashed; but the moment after, the colour became deeper

still, when he said, "Methinks, fair lady, I have seen that sweet face

before."

"Perhaps so," she replied--"I cannot tell. There's many a wandering

friar comes to my father's door; but I heed them not, good sooth."

The friar laughed, answering gaily--

"Beauty, fair girl, is like the sun--

Is marked by all, but marketh none."

"Try some of these stewed eels, pretty one; they are worthy of the Wye,

whose waters have no mud to give them a foul flavour. Try them--try

them--they are good for the complexion: and now, Master Serving-man,

what think you of the wine? Did you ever taste better out of the spare

tankard which the butler hideth behind the cellar door?"

The serving-man was forced to admit that he had seldom drunk such good

liquor, and gradually getting over the ill humour which had been

sharpened by a lurking suspicion that the heels of the mule had been

turned towards him by human agency rather than the brute's own

obstinacy, enjoyed his supper, and laughed and talked with the friar

till the wine seemed to mount somewhat into the brain of both.

In the meanwhile, the light-o'-love, Kate Greenly, sat by for some

three quarters of an hour, melancholy in the midst of mirth. The

thoughts of home had been called up in her heart by the monk's

words--the thoughts of home and happy innocence! and she now found that

in giving up every treasure with which Heaven had gifted her lot, for

one trinket that, she could not always wear upon her hand, she had made

a mighty sacrifice for an uncertain reward. The only object that could

console her was away; and after enduring for the space of time we have

mentioned the pangs of others' mirth, she rose, and said she would seek

her chamber, as they had to proceed early.

The two serving-men sat idly at the table, leaving her to find her way

alone, for they reverenced but little their master's leman; but the

jovial fat friar started up from his seat with an activity which he

seemed little capable of, saying, "Stay, stay, pretty one--I will call

my host or hostess to you. They are worthy, kind people, as ever

lived," and he walked side by side with her towards the door.

Had the eyes of her two companions been upon her, they would have seen

her start as she was quitting the room with the friar; but their looks

were directed to the tankard which was passing between them, and in a

moment after, the rich full voice of the grey gown was heard calling

for the host and hostess. In another instant he rolled back into the

room, and resuming his place at the table, did as much justice as any

one to the good wine of the Maypole.

"Here's to thy lord, whosoever he may be!" cried the friar, addressing

the serving-man whom his mule had kicked. "God prosper his good deeds,

and frustrate his bad ones, if he commits any!"

"I'll not drink that," replied the worthy who had carried Kate Greenly

behind him. "I say, God prosper my master, and all his works--good,

bad, and indifferent. I have no business to take exceptions."

"Tut, man, drink the toast, and sing us a song!" cried he of the grey

gown.

"Sing first, thyself, fat friar," answered the serving-man.

The friar rejoined, "That I will!" and after taking another deep

draught, he poured forth, in full mellow strains, the well-known old

song,

"In a tavern let me die,

And a bottle near me lye,

That the angelic choir may cry,

God's blessing on the toper!" etc.

The song was much applauded, and as both the friar's companions were

now sufficiently imbued with drink to be ready for any species of

jollity, the same musical propensity seized upon them both in turn, and

they poured forth a couple of strains, which, if they could be found

written down in the exact terms in which they were sung, might well be

considered as invaluable specimens of the English poetry of that early

age. As they had no great tendency to edification, however, and

contained more ribaldry than wit, the gentle render will probably

excuse their omission in this place.

While thus with mirth and revelry three out of the personages whom we

saw arrive at the inn passed more than one hour of the night, the

fourth was ushered to a chamber hung with dark-painted cloth, while a

lamp placed in the window shewed a deep recess projecting over the

street, and making, as it were, a room within the room. The hostess

accompanied Kate Greenly to her apartment, and for some time bustled

about, seeing that all was in order, much to the poor girl's

discomfort. In vain she assured the good landlady that she had all she

wanted; in vain she expressed weariness and a desire to retire to bed:

still the hostess found something to set to rights, some table to

place, some stool to dust, while ever and anon she declared that her

girls were slatterns, and her chamberlain a lazy knave. At length she

turned towards the door, and Kate Greenly thought that she was going to

be freed from her presence; but it was only to call for her husband,

and to tell him, at the top of her voice, that he was "wonderful slow."

The poor girl could bear it no longer, but approaching the deep recess,

where the lamp stood in the window, she mounted the two little steps,

which separated it from the rest of the room, and standing close to the

light, unfolded a paper which she held in her hand. At first she could

scarcely see the words which were written therein, but shading her eyes

with her hand, she gazed intently on the lines, and read,--

"Return to your father; leave him not broken-hearted with shame and

sorrow! If you are willing to go back, I will soon find means; for I

have more help at hand than you wot of. Say but one word to the

hostess, and ere daylight to-morrow you shall be on the way to

Barnesdale. As I know the whole, so I tell you that the last hope is

before you. If you go back you may have peace and ease, though you have

cast away happiness; if you go forward, you may have a few hours of

joy, but a long life of misery, neglect, destitution, and despair,

without the hope of this world or the hope of the next.

"THE FRIAR."

Kate trembled very much, and her whole thoughts seemed to refuse all

direction or control; but at that moment the host of the Maypole

himself appeared, bearing a small silver chalice of warm wine, and a

plate filled with many-coloured comfits.

"I pray you, taste the sleeping-cup," he said, approaching his fair

guest; and as she mechanically followed the common custom of the day in

taking the cup, putting a few comfits in, and raising it for an instant

to her lips, she saw the eyes of both her companions fix upon her

countenance with a look of interest and inquiry, and perceived at a

glance that they also had, in some way, been made acquainted with her

history.

The burning glow of shame--the first time that she had felt it

fully--came into Kate Greenly's cheek, but it only roused her pride;

and instead of trampling that viper of the human heart under her feet,

after a moment's pause to recover herself, she said, with the look and

air of a queen--

"I want nothing more. You may go! If I want aught else, I will call."

The host and hostess retired, wishing her good night; but she thought

she saw upon the man's lip one of those maddening smiles which say more

than words, but do not admit of reply.

The moment they were gone she clasped her hands together, and burst

into tears--tears, not calm and soothing; tears, not bitter and

purifying; but tears of fierce and passionate anger at meeting,

perhaps, kinder treatment than she deserved. Seating herself upon the

step to the window, she sobbed for a few minutes with uncontrollable

vehemence; and then, starting up, she approached the lamp, and once

more read the lines she had received.

They seemed to change the current of her thoughts again, for her eye

fixed upon vacancy, the paper dropped from her hand, and once or twice

she uttered, in a low, solemn voice, the word "Return!"

"Oh no!" she cried at length, "no; I cannot return. What! return to my

father's house, with every object that my eyes could light upon crying

out upon me, and telling me what I was once, and what I am now,--to

have the jeers and smiles and nods of my companions, and be pointed at

as the light-o'-love and the wanton!--to be marked in the walk, and in

the church, to be shunned like a leper, to be pitied by those who hate

me most, and looked cold upon by those who loved me! No, no, no! I can

never return. There is no return in life from any course that we have

once taken.--I feel it, I know it now. We may strive hard, we may look

back, we may stretch forth our arms towards the place from which we set

out; but we can never reach it again, struggle however we may. No, no;

I must forward! I have chosen my path, I have sealed my own fate, and

by it I must abide!"

She paused and thought for several minutes, and as she did so, it would

seem, the fears and apprehensions, the doubts and anxieties, that dog

the steps of sin, the hell-hounds that are ever ready to fall upon

their prey the moment that lassitude overtakes it on its onward course,

seized upon the heart of poor Kate Greenly with their envenomed teeth.

Yes, you may struggle on, poor thing; you may burst away, for an

instant, from the fangs that hold, you may get a fresh start and run

on, thinking that you have distanced them, but those fell pursuers,

Fear and Apprehension, Doubt and Anxiety, are still behind you, and

shall hunt you unto death!

They were now, for the first time, tearing the sides of their victim;

and the shapes they assumed may be discovered by the words that broke

from her in her mental agony--"He will never surely abandon me!--he

will never surely ill-treat me! after all that he has promised, after

all that he has told me, after all that he has sworn! He will never

surely be so base, so utterly base!--and yet why has he not come on

with me? Why, after two poor days' companionship, send me on with

serving-men? If he needs must to London, why not take me with him?--But

no," she continued, soothing herself with fond hopes, "no, it cannot

be; he has some weighty business on hand requiring instant dispatch.

Doubtless his journey was too swift and fatiguing for a woman.--Oh,

yes, he will come back to me soon.--Perhaps he is already at his

castle--perhaps I may see him to-morrow:" and she clapped her pretty

hands with joy at the happiness which imagination had called up.

At that moment, however, by one of those strange turns of thought which

the mind sometimes suddenly takes, whether we will or not--like a bird

struggling away from the hand that would hold it--the image of poor

Ralph Harland rose up before her, and the satisfaction she felt at the

idea of again seeing her seducer, seemed to contrast itself painfully

in imagination with the anguish which he must endure at never beholding

more the object of his earliest love, and knowing that she was in the

arms of another.

"What," she asked herself, "what would be my own feelings under such

circumstances?" and the answer which naturally sprang to her lips from

the eager and passionate heart that beat within her bosom, was, "I

should kill some one and die!"

The contemplation, however, was too painful; she would think of it no

more. Sorrow and repentance had not yet sufficiently taken hold of her,

to render it difficult for Kate Greenly to cast away thought with the

usual lightness of her nature, and she answered the reproaches of

conscience, as usually happens, with a falsehood.

"Oh, he will soon find some one to console him!" she said; and for fear

of her own better judgment convicting her of an untruth, she hastened

to employ herself on the trifles of the toilet, and to seek in sleep

that repose of heart which her waking hours were never more to know.

But there was a thorn in her pillow too, and her nights had lost no

small portion of their peace.

The following morning dawned bright and clear, and Kate Greenly's state

of mind was changed. Fears and apprehensions, self-reproach and regret,

had vanished with the shades of night. The stillness, the darkness, the

solitude--those powerful encouragers of sad thoughts--were gone; the

busy, bustling, sunshiny day was present; she heard songs coming up

from the streets, she heard voices talking and laughing below; all the

sounds and sights of merry life were around her; and her heart took the

top of the wave, and bounded onward in the light of hope. Her only

care, as she dressed herself in the morning, was, how she should meet

the keen grey eye of the Friar; but that was soon resolved. She would

frown upon him, she thought; she would treat him with silent contempt,

and doubtless he would not dare to say another word, for fear of

calling upon himself chastisement from her two attendants.

She was spared all trouble upon the subject, however, for the friar had

departed before daybreak. She had sent him no answer by the hostess,

and her silence was answer enough.

After a hasty meal the light-o'-love and those who accompanied her once

more set out upon their way, and rode on some fifteen miles down the

Wye without stopping. Not that the two serving-men would not willingly

have paused, at one of the little towns they passed, to let the fair

companion of their journey take some repose; but Kate herself was eager

to proceed. Hope and expectation were busy at her heart--hope, that

like a moth, flies on to burn itself to death in the flame of

disappointment.

At length, upon a high woody bank, showing a bold craggy face towards

the river--the reader who has travelled that way may know it, for a

little country church now crowns the trees--appeared a small

castellated tower, with one or two cottages seeking protection beneath

its walls. The serving-man who rode beside her pointed forward with his

hand, as they passed over a slight slope in the ground, which first

presented this object to their sight, saying, "There is the castle,

Madam."

Kate looked forward, and her eyes sparkled; and in a few minutes more

they were entering the archway under the building.

The castle was smaller than she expected to see it. It was, in fact,

merely one of those strong towers which had been built about a century

before, for the protection of the Norman encroachers upon that fair

portion of the island, into which the earliest known possessors of the

whole land had been driven by the sword of various invaders. Many of

these towers, with a small territory round them, had fallen into the

possession of the younger sons of noble families; upon the mere tenure

of defending them against the attacks of the enemy; and although the

incursions of the Welsh upon the English lands were now much less

frequent than they had been some time before, the lords of these small

castles had often to hold them out against the efforts of other still

more formidable assailants.

It mattered not to Kate, however, whether the place was large or small:

how furnished or decorated was the same to her. It was _his_

castle--_his_, to whom all her thoughts and feelings were now given;

and she looked upon it but as the home of love and joy, where all the

hours of the future were to be passed.

Her disappointments began almost at the threshold. An old warder who

let them in, not only said in a rough tone, that Sir Richard de Ashby

had not yet arrived, but gazed over the form of the female visitor with

a look of harsh and somewhat sullen displeasure. He murmured something

to himself too, the greater part of which she did not hear, but words

that sounded like--"This new leman," caught her ear, and made her

start, while a thrill of agony indescribable passed through her bosom

at the thought of a name which might but too justly be applied to her.

The eyes of two or three archers, however, who were hanging about the

gate, were upon her, as she knew; and, fancying that the same term

might be in their hearts also, she hurried on after the old warder, who

said he would show her the chamber which had been prepared for her by

his master's orders.

She found it convenient, and fitted up with every comfort, some of the

articles being evidently new; and she concluded, with love's eager

credulity, that these objects had been sent down to decorate her

apartment, and make every thing look gay and cheerful in her eyes. She

was well used also; but still, amongst the men who surrounded her,

there was a want of that respect, which, although she knew she had

fairly forfeited all claim to it, she was angry and grieved not to

obtain. She had fancied, in her idle vanity, that the concubine of a

man of rank would approach, in a degree at least, to the station of his

wife; and she now consoled herself with believing that she could easily

induce Richard de Ashby, if not to punish such want of reverence, at

least to put a stop to it. But day passed by, after day, without the

appearance of him for whom she had sacrificed all; and melancholy

memories and vain regrets kept pouring upon her mind more and more

strongly, till she could hardly bear the weight of her own thoughts.

At length, one day, towards eventide, she saw, as she wandered round

the battlements, which were left unguarded, a small party of horsemen

coming up over the hill; and, with impatience which would brook no

restraint, she ran down to meet him who, she was convinced, was now

approaching. The old warder would have prevented her from passing the

gate, but she bade him stand back in so stern and peremptory a tone

that he gave way: for few are the minds upon which the assumption of

authority does not produce some effect.

Kate Greenly was not mistaken. The party consisted of her seducer, and

four or five soldiers, whom he had obtained at Hereford, for the

purpose of strengthening his little garrison, war being by this time

imminent, and the post that he held considered of some importance.

Richard de Ashby sprang down from his horse to meet her, and kissed her

repeatedly, with many expressions of tenderness and affection. It is

true, he spoke to her lightly; called her "Pretty one," and used those

terms with which he might have fondled a child, but which he would

never have thought of employing to a woman he much respected. To other

ears, this might have marked the difference between Kate Greenly's real

situation, and that which fancy almost taught her to believe was hers;

but poor Kate saw it not; for happiness swallowed up all other feeling.

He was with her--he was kind--he was affectionate--she was no longer a

solitary being, without love, or joy, or occupation, or self-respect,

and that evening, and the next day, and the next, passed over in

happiness, which obliterated every sensation of remorse for the past or

apprehension for the future.

Gradually, however, a change came over Richard de Ashby; he lost some

of his tenderness--he now and then spoke angrily--he would be out on

horseback the whole day, and return at night, tired, imperious and

irritable. Kate tried to soothe him, but tried in vain. He uttered

harsh and unkind words--he laughed at her tears--he turned from her

caresses.

It were painful to pursue and recapitulate the very well-known course

of the events which, in nine cases out of ten, follow such conduct as

she had adopted. The retribution was beginning. The pangs of

ill-requited affection, of betrayed confidence, and of disappointed

hope, rapidly took possession of the young, light, wilful heart, which

had inflicted the same on others; and, in the gentler paroxysms of her

grief, Kate would sit and think of young Ralph Harland, and his true

love, of the father she had deceived and disgraced, of the happy scenes

of her childhood and her youth, her village companions, her innocent

sports, the flowers gathered in the early morning, and the Maypole on

the green.

Of all these she would think, I say, in the gentler moments of her

sorrow, and would sit and weep for many an hour together. But there

were other times, when a fiercer and a haughtier mood would come upon

her, when disappointed vanity and irritated pride would raise their

voice, as well as injured love; and dark and passionate thoughts would

pass through her mind, sometimes flashing forth fiery schemes of

vengeance, like lightning from a cloud, soon swallowed up in the

obscurity again. An angry word, also, would often break from her when

she saw herself trifled with, or neglected, or ill-treated, but it only

excited a mocking laugh, or some insulting answer. It seemed, indeed,

as if Richard de Ashby took a pleasure in seeing her fair face and

beautiful figure wrought by strong passion; for, when he beheld her

wrath kindled, he would urge her on, with mirth or taunts, till the

fire would flash from her eyes, and then drown itself in tears.

There was still, however, so much of unsated passion yet left in his

bosom, as to make him generally soothe her in the end; and, though

sometimes Kate's heart would continue to burn for a whole day, after

one of these scenes, they generally ended with her face hid on his

bosom. The very quickness and fiery nature of her spirit, indeed, gave

her charms in his cold, dissolute eyes, which none of the softer and

the weaker victims who had preceded her had ever possessed. It kept his

sensations alive, amused and excited him, and he treated her as a good

cavalier will sometimes treat a fiery horse, which he now spurs into

fury, now reins and governs with a strong hand, now soothes and

caresses into tranquillity and gentleness.

His servants marked all this, and smiled, and one would turn to another

and say, "This has lasted longer than it ever lasted before. She must

have some spell upon him, to keep his love for a whole month!" But it

was clear to see that, under such constant vehemence and irritation,

affection, on her part, at least, could not long endure, or that, as

will sometimes happen, love would change its own nature, and act the

part of hate.