CHAPTER XI

LOWER AND LOWER

THE figure descended the great stairs, steadily, steadily; always

verging, like a weight in deep water, to the black gulf at the bottom.

Mr. Gradgrind, apprised of his wife’s decease, made an expedition from

London, and buried her in a business-like manner. He then returned with

promptitude to the national cinder-heap, and resumed his sifting for the

odds and ends he wanted, and his throwing of the dust about into the eyes

of other people who wanted other odds and ends—in fact resumed his

parliamentary duties.

In the meantime, Mrs. Sparsit kept unwinking watch and ward. Separated

from her staircase, all the week, by the length of iron road dividing

Coketown from the country house, she yet maintained her cat-like

observation of Louisa, through her husband, through her brother, through

James Harthouse, through the outsides of letters and packets, through

everything animate and inanimate that at any time went near the stairs.

‘Your foot on the last step, my lady,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, apostrophizing

the descending figure, with the aid of her threatening mitten, ‘and all

your art shall never blind me.’

Art or nature though, the original stock of Louisa’s character or the

graft of circumstances upon it,—her curious reserve did baffle, while it

stimulated, one as sagacious as Mrs. Sparsit. There were times when Mr.

James Harthouse was not sure of her. There were times when he could not

read the face he had studied so long; and when this lonely girl was a

greater mystery to him, than any woman of the world with a ring of

satellites to help her.

So the time went on; until it happened that Mr. Bounderby was called away

from home by business which required his presence elsewhere, for three or

four days. It was on a Friday that he intimated this to Mrs. Sparsit at

the Bank, adding: ‘But you’ll go down to-morrow, ma’am, all the same.

You’ll go down just as if I was there. It will make no difference to

you.’

‘Pray, sir,’ returned Mrs. Sparsit, reproachfully, ‘let me beg you not to

say that. Your absence will make a vast difference to me, sir, as I

think you very well know.’

‘Well, ma’am, then you must get on in my absence as well as you can,’

said Mr. Bounderby, not displeased.

‘Mr. Bounderby,’ retorted Mrs. Sparsit, ‘your will is to me a law, sir;

otherwise, it might be my inclination to dispute your kind commands, not

feeling sure that it will be quite so agreeable to Miss Gradgrind to

receive me, as it ever is to your own munificent hospitality. But you

shall say no more, sir. I will go, upon your invitation.’

‘Why, when I invite you to my house, ma’am,’ said Bounderby, opening his

eyes, ‘I should hope you want no other invitation.’

‘No, indeed, sir,’ returned Mrs. Sparsit, ‘I should hope not. Say no

more, sir. I would, sir, I could see you gay again.’

‘What do you mean, ma’am?’ blustered Bounderby.

‘Sir,’ rejoined Mrs. Sparsit, ‘there was wont to be an elasticity in you

which I sadly miss. Be buoyant, sir!’

Mr. Bounderby, under the influence of this difficult adjuration, backed

up by her compassionate eye, could only scratch his head in a feeble and

ridiculous manner, and afterwards assert himself at a distance, by being

heard to bully the small fry of business all the morning.

‘Bitzer,’ said Mrs. Sparsit that afternoon, when her patron was gone on

his journey, and the Bank was closing, ‘present my compliments to young

Mr. Thomas, and ask him if he would step up and partake of a lamb chop

and walnut ketchup, with a glass of India ale?’ Young Mr. Thomas being

usually ready for anything in that way, returned a gracious answer, and

followed on its heels. ‘Mr. Thomas,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ‘these plain

viands being on table, I thought you might be tempted.’

‘Thank’ee, Mrs. Sparsit,’ said the whelp. And gloomily fell to.

‘How is Mr. Harthouse, Mr. Tom?’ asked Mrs. Sparsit.

‘Oh, he’s all right,’ said Tom.

‘Where may he be at present?’ Mrs. Sparsit asked in a light

conversational manner, after mentally devoting the whelp to the Furies

for being so uncommunicative.

‘He is shooting in Yorkshire,’ said Tom. ‘Sent Loo a basket half as big

as a church, yesterday.’

‘The kind of gentleman, now,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, sweetly, ‘whom one might

wager to be a good shot!’

‘Crack,’ said Tom.

He had long been a down-looking young fellow, but this characteristic had

so increased of late, that he never raised his eyes to any face for three

seconds together. Mrs. Sparsit consequently had ample means of watching

his looks, if she were so inclined.

‘Mr. Harthouse is a great favourite of mine,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ‘as

indeed he is of most people. May we expect to see him again shortly, Mr.

Tom?’

‘Why, _I_ expect to see him to-morrow,’ returned the whelp.

‘Good news!’ cried Mrs. Sparsit, blandly.

‘I have got an appointment with him to meet him in the evening at the

station here,’ said Tom, ‘and I am going to dine with him afterwards, I

believe. He is not coming down to the country house for a week or so,

being due somewhere else. At least, he says so; but I shouldn’t wonder

if he was to stop here over Sunday, and stray that way.’

‘Which reminds me!’ said Mrs. Sparsit. ‘Would you remember a message to

your sister, Mr. Tom, if I was to charge you with one?’

‘Well? I’ll try,’ returned the reluctant whelp, ‘if it isn’t a long un.’

‘It is merely my respectful compliments,’ said Mrs. Sparsit, ‘and I fear

I may not trouble her with my society this week; being still a little

nervous, and better perhaps by my poor self.’

‘Oh! If that’s all,’ observed Tom, ‘it wouldn’t much matter, even if I

was to forget it, for Loo’s not likely to think of you unless she sees

you.’

Having paid for his entertainment with this agreeable compliment, he

relapsed into a hangdog silence until there was no more India ale left,

when he said, ‘Well, Mrs. Sparsit, I must be off!’ and went off.

Next day, Saturday, Mrs. Sparsit sat at her window all day long looking

at the customers coming in and out, watching the postmen, keeping an eye

on the general traffic of the street, revolving many things in her mind,

but, above all, keeping her attention on her staircase. The evening

come, she put on her bonnet and shawl, and went quietly out: having her

reasons for hovering in a furtive way about the station by which a

passenger would arrive from Yorkshire, and for preferring to peep into it

round pillars and corners, and out of ladies’ waiting-room windows, to

appearing in its precincts openly.

Tom was in attendance, and loitered about until the expected train came

in. It brought no Mr. Harthouse. Tom waited until the crowd had

dispersed, and the bustle was over; and then referred to a posted list of

trains, and took counsel with porters. That done, he strolled away idly,

stopping in the street and looking up it and down it, and lifting his hat

off and putting it on again, and yawning and stretching himself, and

exhibiting all the symptoms of mortal weariness to be expected in one who

had still to wait until the next train should come in, an hour and forty

minutes hence.

‘This is a device to keep him out of the way,’ said Mrs. Sparsit,

starting from the dull office window whence she had watched him last.

‘Harthouse is with his sister now!’

It was the conception of an inspired moment, and she shot off with her

utmost swiftness to work it out. The station for the country house was

at the opposite end of the town, the time was short, the road not easy;

but she was so quick in pouncing on a disengaged coach, so quick in

darting out of it, producing her money, seizing her ticket, and diving

into the train, that she was borne along the arches spanning the land of

coal-pits past and present, as if she had been caught up in a cloud and

whirled away.

All the journey, immovable in the air though never left behind; plain to

the dark eyes of her mind, as the electric wires which ruled a colossal

strip of music-paper out of the evening sky, were plain to the dark eyes

of her body; Mrs. Sparsit saw her staircase, with the figure coming down.

Very near the bottom now. Upon the brink of the abyss.

An overcast September evening, just at nightfall, saw beneath its

drooping eyelids Mrs. Sparsit glide out of her carriage, pass down the

wooden steps of the little station into a stony road, cross it into a

green lane, and become hidden in a summer-growth of leaves and branches.

One or two late birds sleepily chirping in their nests, and a bat heavily

crossing and recrossing her, and the reek of her own tread in the thick

dust that felt like velvet, were all Mrs. Sparsit heard or saw until she

very softly closed a gate.

She went up to the house, keeping within the shrubbery, and went round

it, peeping between the leaves at the lower windows. Most of them were

open, as they usually were in such warm weather, but there were no lights

yet, and all was silent. She tried the garden with no better effect.

She thought of the wood, and stole towards it, heedless of long grass and

briers: of worms, snails, and slugs, and all the creeping things that be.

With her dark eyes and her hook nose warily in advance of her, Mrs.

Sparsit softly crushed her way through the thick undergrowth, so intent

upon her object that she probably would have done no less, if the wood

had been a wood of adders.

Hark!

The smaller birds might have tumbled out of their nests, fascinated by

the glittering of Mrs. Sparsit’s eyes in the gloom, as she stopped and

listened.

Low voices close at hand. His voice and hers. The appointment _was_ a

device to keep the brother away! There they were yonder, by the felled

tree.

Bending low among the dewy grass, Mrs. Sparsit advanced closer to them.

She drew herself up, and stood behind a tree, like Robinson Crusoe in his

ambuscade against the savages; so near to them that at a spring, and that

no great one, she could have touched them both. He was there secretly,

and had not shown himself at the house. He had come on horseback, and

must have passed through the neighbouring fields; for his horse was tied

to the meadow side of the fence, within a few paces.

‘My dearest love,’ said he, ‘what could I do? Knowing you were alone,

was it possible that I could stay away?’

‘You may hang your head, to make yourself the more attractive; _I_ don’t

know what they see in you when you hold it up,’ thought Mrs. Sparsit;

‘but you little think, my dearest love, whose eyes are on you!’

That she hung her head, was certain. She urged him to go away, she

commanded him to go away; but she neither turned her face to him, nor

raised it. Yet it was remarkable that she sat as still as ever the

amiable woman in ambuscade had seen her sit, at any period in her life.

Her hands rested in one another, like the hands of a statue; and even her

manner of speaking was not hurried.

‘My dear child,’ said Harthouse; Mrs. Sparsit saw with delight that his

arm embraced her; ‘will you not bear with my society for a little while?’

‘Not here.’

‘Where, Louisa?

‘Not here.’

‘But we have so little time to make so much of, and I have come so far,

and am altogether so devoted, and distracted. There never was a slave at

once so devoted and ill-used by his mistress. To look for your sunny

welcome that has warmed me into life, and to be received in your frozen

manner, is heart-rending.’

‘Am I to say again, that I must be left to myself here?’

‘But we must meet, my dear Louisa. Where shall we meet?’

They both started. The listener started, guiltily, too; for she thought

there was another listener among the trees. It was only rain, beginning

to fall fast, in heavy drops.

‘Shall I ride up to the house a few minutes hence, innocently supposing

that its master is at home and will be charmed to receive me?’

‘No!’

‘Your cruel commands are implicitly to be obeyed; though I am the most

unfortunate fellow in the world, I believe, to have been insensible to

all other women, and to have fallen prostrate at last under the foot of

the most beautiful, and the most engaging, and the most imperious. My

dearest Louisa, I cannot go myself, or let you go, in this hard abuse of

your power.’

Mrs. Sparsit saw him detain her with his encircling arm, and heard him

then and there, within her (Mrs. Sparsit’s) greedy hearing, tell her how

he loved her, and how she was the stake for which he ardently desired to

play away all that he had in life. The objects he had lately pursued,

turned worthless beside her; such success as was almost in his grasp, he

flung away from him like the dirt it was, compared with her. Its

pursuit, nevertheless, if it kept him near her, or its renunciation if it

took him from her, or flight if she shared it, or secrecy if she

commanded it, or any fate, or every fate, all was alike to him, so that

she was true to him,—the man who had seen how cast away she was, whom she

had inspired at their first meeting with an admiration, an interest, of

which he had thought himself incapable, whom she had received into her

confidence, who was devoted to her and adored her. All this, and more,

in his hurry, and in hers, in the whirl of her own gratified malice, in

the dread of being discovered, in the rapidly increasing noise of heavy

rain among the leaves, and a thunderstorm rolling up—Mrs. Sparsit

received into her mind, set off with such an unavoidable halo of

confusion and indistinctness, that when at length he climbed the fence

and led his horse away, she was not sure where they were to meet, or

when, except that they had said it was to be that night.

But one of them yet remained in the darkness before her; and while she

tracked that one she must be right. ‘Oh, my dearest love,’ thought Mrs.

Sparsit, ‘you little think how well attended you are!’

Mrs. Sparsit saw her out of the wood, and saw her enter the house. What

to do next? It rained now, in a sheet of water. Mrs. Sparsit’s white

stockings were of many colours, green predominating; prickly things were

in her shoes; caterpillars slung themselves, in hammocks of their own

making, from various parts of her dress; rills ran from her bonnet, and

her Roman nose. In such condition, Mrs. Sparsit stood hidden in the

density of the shrubbery, considering what next?

Lo, Louisa coming out of the house! Hastily cloaked and muffled, and

stealing away. She elopes! She falls from the lowermost stair, and is

swallowed up in the gulf.

Indifferent to the rain, and moving with a quick determined step, she

struck into a side-path parallel with the ride. Mrs. Sparsit followed in

the shadow of the trees, at but a short distance; for it was not easy to

keep a figure in view going quickly through the umbrageous darkness.

When she stopped to close the side-gate without noise, Mrs. Sparsit

stopped. When she went on, Mrs. Sparsit went on. She went by the way

Mrs. Sparsit had come, emerged from the green lane, crossed the stony

road, and ascended the wooden steps to the railroad. A train for

Coketown would come through presently, Mrs. Sparsit knew; so she

understood Coketown to be her first place of destination.

In Mrs. Sparsit’s limp and streaming state, no extensive precautions were

necessary to change her usual appearance; but, she stopped under the lee

of the station wall, tumbled her shawl into a new shape, and put it on

over her bonnet. So disguised she had no fear of being recognized when

she followed up the railroad steps, and paid her money in the small

office. Louisa sat waiting in a corner. Mrs. Sparsit sat waiting in

another corner. Both listened to the thunder, which was loud, and to the

rain, as it washed off the roof, and pattered on the parapets of the

arches. Two or three lamps were rained out and blown out; so, both saw

the lightning to advantage as it quivered and zigzagged on the iron

tracks.

The seizure of the station with a fit of trembling, gradually deepening

to a complaint of the heart, announced the train. Fire and steam, and

smoke, and red light; a hiss, a crash, a bell, and a shriek; Louisa put

into one carriage, Mrs. Sparsit put into another: the little station a

desert speck in the thunderstorm.

Though her teeth chattered in her head from wet and cold, Mrs. Sparsit

exulted hugely. The figure had plunged down the precipice, and she felt

herself, as it were, attending on the body. Could she, who had been so

active in the getting up of the funeral triumph, do less than exult?

‘She will be at Coketown long before him,’ thought Mrs. Sparsit, ‘though

his horse is never so good. Where will she wait for him? And where will

they go together? Patience. We shall see.’

The tremendous rain occasioned infinite confusion, when the train stopped

at its destination. Gutters and pipes had burst, drains had overflowed,

and streets were under water. In the first instant of alighting, Mrs.

Sparsit turned her distracted eyes towards the waiting coaches, which

were in great request. ‘She will get into one,’ she considered, ‘and

will be away before I can follow in another. At all risks of being run

over, I must see the number, and hear the order given to the coachman.’

But, Mrs. Sparsit was wrong in her calculation. Louisa got into no

coach, and was already gone. The black eyes kept upon the

railroad-carriage in which she had travelled, settled upon it a moment

too late. The door not being opened after several minutes, Mrs. Sparsit

passed it and repassed it, saw nothing, looked in, and found it empty.

Wet through and through: with her feet squelching and squashing in her

shoes whenever she moved; with a rash of rain upon her classical visage;

with a bonnet like an over-ripe fig; with all her clothes spoiled; with

damp impressions of every button, string, and hook-and-eye she wore,

printed off upon her highly connected back; with a stagnant verdure on

her general exterior, such as accumulates on an old park fence in a

mouldy lane; Mrs. Sparsit had no resource but to burst into tears of

bitterness and say, ‘I have lost her!’