CHAPTER IX.

_Which I Hope May Prove as Agreeable to the Reader as to Our

Hero_.

FERDINAND’S servant, whom he had despatched the previous evening to

Armine, returned early with his master’s letters; one from his ‘mother,

and one from Miss Grandison.

They were all to arrive at the Place on the day after the morrow.

Ferdinand opened these epistles with a trembling hand. The sight of

Katherine’s, his Katherine’s, handwriting was almost as terrible as

his dream. It recalled to him, with a dreadful reality, his actual

situation, which he had driven from his thoughts. He had quitted his

family, his family who were so devoted to him, and whom he so loved,

happy, nay, triumphant, a pledged and rejoicing bridegroom. What had

occurred during the last eight-and-forty hours seemed completely to have

changed all his feelings, all his wishes, all his views, all his hopes!

He had in that interval met a single human being, a woman, a girl, a

young and innocent girl; he had looked upon that girl and listened to

her voice, and his soul was changed as the earth by the sunrise. As

lying in his bed he read these letters, and mused over their contents,

and all the thoughts that they suggested, the strangeness of life,

the mystery of human nature, were painfully impressed upon him.

His melancholy father, his fond and confiding mother, the devoted

Glastonbury, all the mortifying circumstances of his illustrious race,

rose in painful succession before him. Nor could he forget his own

wretched follies and that fatal visit to Bath, of which the consequences

clanked upon his memory like degrading and disgraceful fetters. The

burden of existence seemed intolerable. That domestic love which had so

solaced his existence, recalled now only the most painful associations.

In the wildness of his thoughts he wished himself alone in the world, to

struggle with his fate and mould his fortunes. He felt himself a slave

and a sacrifice. He cursed Armine, his ancient house, and his broken

fortunes. He felt that death was preferable to life without Henrietta

Temple. But even supposing that he could extricate himself from his

rash engagement; even admitting that all worldly considerations might

be thrown aside, and the pride of his father, and his mother’s love, and

Glastonbury’s pure hopes, might all be outraged; what chance, what

hope was there of obtaining his great object? What was he, what was he,

Ferdinand Armine, free as the air from the claims of Miss Grandison,

with all sense of duty rooted out of his once sensitive bosom, and

existing only for the gratification of his own wild fancies? A beggar,

worse than a beggar, without a home, without the possibility of a home

to offer the lady of his passion; nay, not even secure that the harsh

process of the law might not instantly claim its victim, and he himself

be hurried from the altar to the gaol!

Moody and melancholy, he repaired to the salon; he beheld Henrietta

Temple, and the cloud left his brow, and lightness came to his heart.

Never had she looked so beautiful, so fresh and bright, so like a fair

flower with the dew upon its leaves. Her voice penetrated his soul; her

sunny smile warmed his breast. Her father greeted him too with kindness,

and inquired after his slumbers, which he assured Mr. Temple had been

satisfactory.

‘I find,’ continued Mr. Temple, ‘that the post has brought me some

business to-day which, I fear, claims the morning to transact; but I

hope you will not forget your promise. The keeper will be ready whenever

you summon him.’

Ferdinand muttered something about trouble and intrusion, and the

expected arrival of his family; but Miss Temple begged him to accept the

offer, and refusal was impossible.

After breakfast Mr. Temple retired to his library, and Ferdinand found

himself alone for the first time with Henrietta Temple.

She was copying a miniature of Charles the First. Ferdinand looked over

her shoulder.

‘A melancholy countenance!’ he observed.

‘It is a favourite one of mine,’ she replied.

‘Yet you are always gay.’

‘Always.’

‘I envy you, Miss Temple.’

‘What, are you melancholy?’

‘I have every cause.’

‘Indeed, I should have thought the reverse.’

‘I look upon myself as the most unfortunate of human beings,’ replied

Ferdinand.

He spoke so seriously, in a tone of such deep and bitter feeling,

that Miss Temple could not resist looking up at her companion. His

countenance was gloomy.

‘You surprise me,’ said Miss Temple; ‘I think that few people ought to

be unhappy, and I rather suspect fewer are than we imagine.’

‘All I wish is,’ replied he, ‘that the battle of Newbury had witnessed

the extinction of our family as well as our peerage.’

‘A peerage, and such a peerage as yours, is a fine thing,’ said

Henrietta Temple, ‘a very fine thing; but I would not grieve, if I were

you, for that. I would sooner be an Armine without a coronet than many a

brow I wot of with.’

‘You misconceived a silly phrase,’ rejoined Ferdinand. ‘I was not

thinking of the loss of our coronet, though that is only part of the

system. Our family, I am sure, are fated. Birth without honour, estates

without fortune, life without happiness, that is our lot.’

‘As for the first,’ said Miss Temple, ‘the honourable are always

honoured; money, in spite of what they say, I feel is not the greatest

thing in the world; and as for misery, I confess I do not very readily

believe in the misery of youth.’

‘May you never prove it!’ replied Ferdinand; ‘may you never be, as I am,

the victim of family profligacy and family pride!’ So saying, he turned

away, and, taking up a book, for a few minutes seemed wrapped in his

reflections.

He suddenly resumed the conversation in a more cheerful tone. Holding a

volume of Petrarch in his hand, he touched lightly, but with grace, on

Italian poetry; then diverged into his travels, recounted an adventure

with sprightliness, and replied to Miss Temple’s lively remarks with

gaiety and readiness. The morning advanced; Miss Temple closed her

portfolio and visited her flowers, inviting him to follow her. Her

invitation was scarcely necessary, his movements were regulated by hers;

he was as faithful to her as her shadow. From the conservatory they

entered the garden; Ferdinand was as fond of gardens as Miss Temple.

She praised the flower-garden of Armine. He gave her some account of its

principal creator. The character of Glastonbury highly interested Miss

Temple. Love is confidential; it has no fear of ridicule. Ferdinand

entered with freedom and yet with grace into family details, from which,

at another time and to another person, he would have been the first to

shrink. The imagination of Miss Temple was greatly interested by his

simple, and, to her, affecting account of this ancient line living

in their hereditary solitude, with all their noble pride and haughty

poverty. The scene, the circumstances, were all such as please a

maiden’s fancy; and he, the natural hero of this singular history,

seemed deficient in none of those heroic qualities which the wildest

spirit of romance might require for the completion of its spell.

Beautiful as his ancestors, and, she was sure, as brave, young,

spirited, graceful, and accomplished, a gay and daring spirit blended

with the mournful melody of his voice, and occasionally contrasted with

the somewhat subdued and chastened character of his demeanour.

‘Well, do not despair,’ said Henrietta Temple; ‘riches did not make Sir

Ferdinand happy. I feel confident the house will yet flourish.’

‘I have no confidence,’ replied Ferdinand; ‘I feel the struggle with our

fate to be fruitless. Once indeed I felt like you; there was a time when

I took even a fancied pride in all the follies of my grandfather. But

that is past; I have lived to execrate his memory.’

‘Hush! hush!’

‘Yes, to execrate his memory! I repeat, to execrate his memory! His

follies stand between me and my happiness.’

‘Indeed, I see not that.’

‘May you never! I cannot disguise from myself that I am a slave, and a

wretched one, and that his career has entailed this curse of servitude

upon me. But away with this! You must think me, Miss Temple, the most

egotistical of human beings; and yet, to do myself justice, I never

remember having spoken of myself so much before.’

‘Will you walk with me?’ said Miss Temple, after a moment’s silence;

‘you seem little inclined to avail yourself of my father’s invitation

to solitary sport. But I cannot stay at home, for I have visits to pay,

although I fear you will consider them rather dull ones.’ ‘Why so?’

‘My visits are to cottages.’

‘I love nothing better. I used ever to be my mother’s companion on such

occasions.’

So, crossing the lawn, they entered a beautiful wood of considerable

extent, which formed the boundary of the grounds, and, after some time

passed in agreeable conversation, emerged upon a common of no ordinary

extent or beauty, for it was thickly studded in some parts with lofty

timber, while in others the furze and fern gave richness and variety

to the vast wilderness of verdant turf, scarcely marked, except by the

light hoof of Miss Temple’s palfrey.

‘It is not so grand as Armine Park,’ said Miss Temple; ‘but we are proud

of our common.’

The thin grey smoke that rose in different directions was a beacon to

the charitable visits of Miss Temple. It was evident that she was a

visitor both habitual and beloved. Each cottage-door was familiar to her

entrance. The children smiled at her approach; their mothers rose and

courtesied with affectionate respect. How many names and how many wants

had she to remember! yet nothing was forgotten. Some were rewarded for

industry, some were admonished not to be idle; but all were treated with

an engaging suavity more efficacious than gifts or punishments. The

aged were solaced by her visit; the sick forgot their pains; and, as

she listened with sympathising patience to long narratives of rheumatic

griefs, it seemed her presence in each old chair, her tender enquiries

and sanguine hopes, brought even more comfort than her plenteous

promises of succour from the Bower, in the shape of arrowroot and gruel,

port wine and flannel petticoats.

This scene of sweet simplicity brought back old days and old places to

the memory of Ferdinand Armine. He thought of the time when he was a

happy boy at his innocent home; his mother’s boy, the child she so loved

and looked after, when a cloud upon her brow brought a tear into his

eye, and when a kiss from her lips was his most dear and desired reward.

The last night he had passed at Armine, before his first departure, rose

up to his recollection; all his mother’s passionate fondness, all her

wild fear that the day might come when her child would not love her so

dearly as he did then. That time had come. But a few hours back, ay! but

a few hours back, and he had sighed to be alone in the world, and had

felt those domestic ties which had been the joy of his existence a

burthen and a curse. A tear stole down his cheek; he stepped forth from

the cottage to conceal his emotion. He seated himself on the trunk of

a tree, a few paces withdrawn; he looked upon the declining sun that

gilded the distant landscape with its rich yet pensive light. The

scenes of the last five years flitted across his mind’s eye in fleet

succession; his dissipation, his vanity, his desperate folly, his hollow

worldliness. Why, oh! why had he ever left his unpolluted home? Why

could he not have lived and died in that sylvan paradise? Why, oh! why

was it impossible to admit his beautiful companion into that sweet and

serene society? Why should his love for her make his heart a rebel to

his hearth? Money! horrible money! It seemed to him that the contiguous

cottage and the labour of his hands, with her, were preferable to

palaces and crowds of retainers without her inspiring presence. And why

not screw his courage to the sticking-point, and commune in confidence

with his parents? They loved him; yes, they idolised him! For him, for

him alone, they sought the restoration of their house and fortunes.

Why, Henrietta Temple was a treasure richer than any his ancestors had

counted. Let them look on her, let them listen to her, let them breathe

as he had done in her enchantment; and could they wonder, could they

murmur, at his conduct? Would they not, oh! would they not, rather

admire, extol it! But, then, his debts, his overwhelming debts. All

the rest might be faced. His desperate engagement might be broken; his

family might be reconciled to obscurity and poverty: but, ruin! what

was to grapple with his impending ruin? Now his folly stung him; now the

scorpion entered his soul. It was not the profligacy of his ancestor,

it was not the pride of his family then, that stood between him and his

love; it was his own culpable and heartless career! He covered his face

with his hands; something touched him lightly; it was the parasol of

Miss Temple.

‘I am afraid,’ she said, ‘that my visits have wearied you; but you have

been very kind and good.’

He rose rapidly, with a slight blush. ‘Indeed,’ he replied, ‘I have

passed a most delightful morning, and I was only regretting that life

consisted of anything else but cottages and yourself.’

They were late; they heard the first dinner-bell at Ducie as they

re-entered the wood. ‘We must hurry on,’ said Miss Temple; ‘dinner is

the only subject on which papa is a tyrant. What a sunset! I wonder if

Lady Armine will return on Saturday. When she returns, I hope you will

make her call upon us, for I want to copy the pictures in your gallery.’

‘If they were not heir-looms, I would give them you,’ said Ferdinand;

‘but, as it is, there is only one way by which I can manage it.’

‘What way?’ enquired Miss Temple, very innocently.

‘I forget,’ replied Ferdinand, with a peculiar smile. Miss Temple looked

a little confused.