CHAPTER XXII.
_Ferdinand Meditates over His Good Fortune_.
IN MOMENTS of deep feeling, alike sudden bursts of prosperity as in
darker hours, man must be alone. It requires some self-communion to
prepare ourselves for good fortune, as well as to encounter difficulty,
and danger, and disgrace. This violent and triumphant revolution in his
prospects and his fortunes was hardly yet completely comprehended by our
friend, Ferdinand Armine; and when he had left a note for the generous
Mirabel, whose slumbers he would not disturb at this early hour, even
with good news, he strolled along up Charles-street, and to the Park,
in one of those wild and joyous reveries in which we brood over coming
bliss, and create a thousand glorious consequences.
It was one of those soft summer mornings which are so delightful in a
great city. The sky was clear, the air was bland, the water sparkled
in the sun, and the trees seemed doubly green and fresh to one who so
recently had gazed only on iron bars. Ferdinand felt his freedom as well
as his happiness. He seated himself on a bench and thought of Henrietta
Temple! he took out her note, and read it over and over again. It was
indeed her handwriting! Restless with impending joy, he sauntered to the
bridge, and leant over the balustrade, gazing on the waters in charmed
and charming vacancy. How many incidents, how many characters, how many
feelings flitted over his memory! Of what sweet and bitter experience
did he not chew the cud! Four-and-twenty hours ago, and he deemed
himself the most miserable and forlorn of human beings, and now all the
blessings of the world seemed showered at his feet! A beautiful bride
awaited him, whom he had loved with intense passion, and who he had
thought but an hour ago was another’s. A noble fortune, which would
permit him to redeem his inheritance, and rank him among the richest
commoners of the realm, was to be controlled by one a few hours back a
prisoner for desperate debts. The most gifted individuals in the land
emulated each other in proving which entertained for him the most
sincere affection. What man in the world had friends like Ferdinand
Armine? Ferdinand Armine, who, two days back, deemed himself alone
in the world! The unswerving devotion of Glastonbury, the delicate
affection of his sweet cousin, all the magnanimity of the high-souled
Mont-fort, and the generosity of the accomplished Mirabel, passed before
him, and wonderfully affected him. He could not flatter himself that
he indeed merited such singular blessings; and yet with all his faults,
which with him were but the consequences of his fiery youth, Ferdinand
had been faithful, to Henrietta. His constancy to her was now rewarded.
As for his friends, the future must prove his gratitude to them.’
Ferdinand Armine had great tenderness of disposition, and somewhat of a
meditative mind; schooled by adversity, there was little doubt that his
coming career would justify his favourable destiny.
It was barely a year since he had returned from Malta, but what an
eventful twelvemonth! Everything that had occurred previously seemed
of another life; all his experience was concentrated in that wonderful
drama that had commenced at Bath, the last scene of which was now
approaching; the characters, his parents, Glastonbury, Katherine,
Henrietta, Lord Montfort, Count Mirabel, himself, and Mr. Temple!
Ah! that was a name that a little disturbed him; and yet he felt
confidence now in Mirabel’s prescience; he could not but believe that
with time even Mr. Temple might be reconciled! It was at this moment
that the sound of military music fell upon his ear; it recalled old
days; parades and guards at Malta; times when he did not know Henrietta
Temple; times when, as it seemed to him now, he had never paused to
think or moralise. That was a mad life. What a Neapolitan ball was his
career then! It was indeed dancing on a volcano. And now all had ended
so happily! Oh! could it indeed be true? Was it not all a dream of his
own creation, while his eye had been fixed in abstraction on that bright
and flowing river? But then there was Henrietta’s letter. He might be
enchanted, but that was the talisman.
In the present unsettled, though hopeful state of affairs, Ferdinand
would not go home. He was resolved to avoid any explanations until
he heard from Lord Montfort. He shrank from seeing Glastonbury or his
cousin. As for Henrietta, it seemed to him that he never could have
heart to meet her again, unless they were alone. Count Mirabel was the
only person to whom he could abandon his soul, and Count Mirabel was
still in his first sleep.
So Ferdinand entered Kensington Gardens, and walked in those rich glades
and stately avenues. It seems to the writer of this history that the
inhabitants of London are scarcely sufficiently sensible of the beauty
of its environs. On every side the most charming retreats open to them,
nor is there a metropolis in the world surrounded by so many rural
villages, picturesque parks, and elegant casinos. With the exception
of Constantinople, there is no city in the world that can for a
moment enter into competition with it. For himself, though in his time
something of a rambler, he is not ashamed in this respect to confess to
a legitimate Cockney taste; and for his part he does not know where life
can flow on more pleasantly than in sight of Kensington Gardens, viewing
the silver Thames winding by the bowers of Rosebank, or inhaling from
its terraces the refined air of graceful Richmond.
In exactly ten minutes it is in the power of every man to free himself
from all the tumult of the world; the pangs of love, the throbs of
ambition, the wear and tear of play, the recriminating boudoir, the
conspiring club, the rattling hell; and find himself in a sublime sylvan
solitude superior to the cedars of Lebanon, and inferior only in extent
to the chestnut forests of Anatolia. Kensington Gardens is almost the
only place that has realised his idea of the forests of Spenser and
Ariosto. What a pity, that instead of a princess in distress we meet
only a nurserymaid! But here is the fitting and convenient locality to
brood over our thoughts; to project the great and to achieve the
happy. It is here that we should get our speeches by heart, invent our
impromptus; muse over the caprices of our mistresses, destroy a cabinet,
and save a nation.
About the time that Ferdinand directed his steps from these green
retreats towards Berkeley-Square, a servant summoned Miss Temple to her
father.
‘Is papa alone?’ enquired Miss Temple.
‘Only my lord with him,’ was the reply.
‘Is Lord Montfort here!’ said Miss Temple, a little surprised.
‘My lord has been with master these three hours,’ said the servant.