CHAPTER V.
Our hopes when elevated to that standard of ambition which demands
unison may fall asunder like an ancient ruin. They are no longer fit for
construction unless on an approved principle. They smoulder away like
the ashes of burnt embers, and are cast outwardly from their confined
abode, never more to be found where once they existed only as
smouldering serpents of scorned pride.
The little chat that Irene apparently enjoyed in the conservatory would
gladly have become an act of forgetfulness on her part had not Sir John
reminded her of its existence a few days afterwards. The spark of
jealous passion had not fully died out after the incident referred to,
and awaiting silently its decease, Sir John almost had grown a mourner
to its imagined demise, following its undying remains so far as the
village of Opportunity, when it was again to revive and shine as
luminously as before.
It happened about three weeks preceding the day set apart for their holy
union, on Sir John arriving at the castle, he was informed of Irene's
recent exit, and gently turning away, he resolved to have a stroll in
the tastefully laid-out gardens with the sole object of meeting her.
Walking leisurely along, and stooping to pick up some fallen fruit,
he suddenly heard a faint sound issue amongst the trees. Remaining
breathless for a few seconds, lest he might be deceived by the rippling
sounds of the adjacent waves, he again heard the same sweet strain, but
of much longer duration than before, and quietly moving towards the spot
whence it issued, another sound met his ear in the distance, which
seemed to be the hasty tread of some one making good an escape, before
he got time to view the object he would eagerly have pursued, but
checking his desire somewhat, he allowed the matter to sink into
silence. Boldly moving towards the spot whence the sound of music
issued, how delightfully surprised was he to find a
magnificently-constructed little summer-house, a charming pyramidal
Gothic structure, robed internally with mossy mantles of nature, and
brightened beyond conception with the instrument of humanity which gave
origin to such pathetic and sweetened strains.
Politely offering an apology for intruding on the private little palace
of Irene, who failed completely to hide her gross confusion from the
keen gaze of her espoused, who never seemed to notice in the least the
sudden change that swept so swiftly over her pallid cheeks at his
unexpected visit, Sir John sat down.
Irene held in her snowy palms a roll of Italian music, which she
earnestly endeavoured to conceal from his penetrating stare, probably on
account of the words contained therein, which for ever would be unknown
to his varied sphere of knowledge, and which would undoubtedly have
betrayed her feelings, never dreaming that they should strike other ears
than those for whom they practically were intended.
Perceiving her great excitement at the unexpected appearance of him,
who ever afterwards kept his jealous thoughts in silent motion, he
absolutely evaded making any inquiry whatever, or slightest allusion to
the name and nature of the parchment she so firmly retained. Sir John
chatted gaily until he gained good ground for delivering to her the
message that instinct had so prompted him to utter.
"Irene, my beloved one," he began; "it is now only about a score of days
until I hoped for ever to call you mine; a hope which unmercifully has
haunted me since I fortunately gazed on your lovely face; a hope which I
trusted should be fully appreciated by both you and me, and which, I now
must own, can never be realised until the clearance of the barrier that
since our engagement has been but too apparent.
"The sole object of my visit, my dear Irene"--here Sir John clasped her
tender hand in his--"tonight is to elicit from you a matter that lately
has cast a shadowy gloom over my anticipated bright and cheerful future.
I am not one of those mortals who takes offence at trifles, neither am I
a man of hasty temper or words--quite the contrary, I assure you; but it
has, fortunately or unfortunately, been probably a failing amongst my
ancestors to court sensitiveness in its minutest detail, and, I must
acknowledge, I stray not from any of them in this particular point.
"I must acquaint you, though it pains me deeply to do so, that lately
you have not treated me with such respect or attention as you certainly
lavished upon me before the announcement of our engagement, and for what
reason or reasons I now wish to be apprised. You seem when in company
with others to ignore my remarks to you entirely, and treat them with
proud disdain, as if shame took the place of pride at my wordy approach!
I felt and do feel quite hurt, and am resolved that no such repetition
shall take place in future. I promised to be at the castle last night,
but unfortunately I felt indisposed, and only that I wished to have a
thorough understanding relative to your recent conduct, and which has
pained me acutely, I should not have ventured out of doors this evening
either. I was, in consequence, obliged to write you last night, asking a
written reply, which you failed to give! And this evening, instead of
being doubly rejoiced at my presence, you, on the contrary, seem doubly
annoyed! I therefore pray, my dearest Irene, that you will, and I am
persuaded honestly, not hesitate to satisfy me regarding this
unpleasantness, that should anything of which you are now aware cause
your conduct to be changed towards me, do not allow it a lair within
your breast, but confide in me as thou wouldst in a dearly-trusted and
faithful lover."
At this stage Irene began to consider seriously the earnestness that
accompanied the words of Sir John, knowing well she had been guilty,
grossly guilty, of the charges with which he impeached her, and which
were mixed with child-like simplicity, descriptive only of a world-famed
bachelor. She pondered whether or not honesty should take the place of
deceit--too often practised in women--and concluded to adopt the latter
weapon of defence. Raising her hazel eyes to his, and clearing the weft
of truth that had been mixing with the warp of falsehood to form an
answer of plausible texture, fringed with different shades of love,
she thus began:
"My dearest and much beloved, I assure you your remarks have astounded
me not a little! Your words sting like a wasp, though, I am quite
convinced, unintentionally. You are well aware that within a short
period I will be marked out publicly as mistress of Dunfern mansion--an
honour revered in every respect by me; an honour to which I at one time
dare never aspire; an honour coveted by many much more worthy than I,
whose parentage is as yet bathed in the ocean of oblivious ostentation,
until some future day, when I trust it shall stand out boldly upon the
brink of disclosure to dry its saturated form and watery wear with the
heat of equality. You are about to place me in a position which cannot
fail to wring from jealousy and covetousness their flaming torch of
abuse. Yes, Sir John, on me you have not ceased to lavish every
available treasure and token of your unbounded love. You have been to me
not only a loyal admirer, but a thoroughly upright and estimable example
of life's purest treasures. You have resolved to place me by your side
as your equal, whilst wealth in boundless store is thirsting for your
touch. You have elevated my unknown position to such a pitch as to defy
taunt or jeer, and at any time if I may have, seemingly, ignored your
advances, it was purely want of thought, and not through any underhand
motive or scheme whatever.
"I assure you your allusion to my verbal answer last night is very
pronounced, and may be overlooked on the ground of pure disappointment.
Our time of singleness is now short, and begging your forgiveness for my
seeming neglect or indifference, I hope the tide, which until now has
flown so gently, may not be stayed on the eve of entering the harbour of
harmony, peace, and love."
At the commencement of Irene's answer of lavishing praises and flimsy
apologies, her affianced moved to the opposite corner of the rustic
building to scan the features of her he wholly worshipped and
reluctantly doubted. Every sentence the able and beautiful girl uttered
caused Sir John to shift his apparently uncomfortable person nearer and
nearer, watching at the same time minutely the divine picture of
innocence, until at last, when her reply was ended, he found himself,
altogether unconsciously, clasping her to his bosom, whilst the ruby
rims which so recently proclaimed accusations and innocence met with
unearthly sweetness, chasing every fault over the hills of doubt, until
hidden in the hollow of immediate hate.