CHAPTER XIV

THE GREAT SCHEME

The height of her esteem for Urquhart was the measure of her growing

disrelish for James. It was hard to visit upon a man the sense that he

was not what he had never dreamed of being; but that is what happened

to him. By how much he had risen in her eyes when she made an Eros of

him, by so much did he fall when she found out her mistake. Because he

was obviously no Eros, was he so obviously but part of a man? It

seemed so indeed. If he discerned it there's no wonder. He irritated

her; she found herself instinctively combating his little preparations

for completeness of effect--she was herself all for simplicity in

these days. She could not conceal her scorn, for instance, when he

refused to go with her to dine in a distant suburb because he would

not have time to dress. "As if," she said, "you eat your shirt-front!"

Trenchancy from James produced a silent disapproval. As he said, if

she didn't sniff, she looked as if she felt a cold coming on. She

knew it herself and took great pains; but it coloured her tone, if not

her words. Too often she was merely silent when he was very much

himself. Silence is contagious: they passed a whole dinner through

without a word, sometimes.

Now James had his feelings, and was rather unhappy over what he called

her moods. He thought she did not go out enough. She ought to see more

people: a woman liked to be admired. It did not occur to him that she

might have been very glad of it from him; but then he didn't know how

highly she had been elated with what she called, thinking it really

so, his love-in-the-darkness. No, Macartney, if ever he looked into

himself, found nothing wrong there. He kept a wary eye through his

masking-glass upon Urquhart's comings and goings. As far as he could

ascertain he was rarely in London during June and early July. No doubt

he wrote to Lucy; James was pretty sure of it; yet he could not stoop

to examining envelopes, and had to leave that to Providence and

herself. He mingled with his uneasiness a high sense of her integrity,

which he could not imagine ever losing. It was, or might have been,

curious to observe the difference he made between his two jealousies.

He had been insolent to Francis Lingen, with his "Ha, Lingen, you

here?" He was markedly polite to Jimmy Urquhart, much more so than his

habit was. He used to accompany him to the door when he left, an

unheard-of attention. But that may have been because Lucy went thither

also.

As a matter of fact Urquhart saw very little of her. He was very much

away, on his aerial and other affairs, and did not care to come to the

house unless James was there, nor, naturally, very much when he was.

They mostly met in the Park, rarely at other people's houses. Once she

lunched at the Nugents' and had the afternoon alone with him; twice he

drove her to Kew Gardens; once she asked him for a week-end to

Wycross, and they had some talks and a walk. He wrote perhaps once a

week, and she answered him perhaps once a fortnight. Not more. She had

to put the screw on herself to outdo him in frugality. She respected

him enormously for his mastery of himself, and could not have told how

much it enhanced her love. It was really comical that precisely what

she had condemned James for she found admirable in Jimmy. James had

neglected her for his occupations, and Jimmy was much away about his.

In the first case she resented, in the second she was not far from

adoration of such a sign of serious strength.

They never alluded directly to what had happened, but sometimes hinted

at it. These hints were always hers, for Urquhart was a random talker,

said what came into his head and had no eye for implications. He made

one odd remark, and made it abruptly, as if it did not affect anybody

present. "It's a very funny thing," he said, "that last year I didn't

know Macartney had a wife, and now, six months later, I don't realise

that you have got a husband." It made her laugh inwardly, but she said

gently, "Try to realise it. It's true."

"You wish me to make a point of it?" he asked her that with a shrewd

look.

"I wish you, naturally, to realise me as I am."

"There doesn't seem much of you involved in it," he said; but she

raised her eyebrows patiently.

"It is a fact, and the fact is a part of me. Besides, there's

Lancelot."

"Oh," he said, "I don't forget him. You needn't think it. He is a

symbol of you--and almost an emanation. Put it like this, that what

you might have been, he is."

"Oh," said she, "do you want me to be different?"

He laughed. "Bless you, no. But I like to see what you gave up to be

made woman. And I see it in your boy."

She was impelled to say what she said next by his words, which excited

her. "I can't tell you--and perhaps I ought not--how happy you make me

by loving Lancelot. I love him so very much--and James never has. I

can't make out why; but it was so from the beginning. That was the

first thing which made me unhappy in my life at home. It was the

beginning of everything. He seemed to lose interest in me when he

found me so devoted."

Urquhart said nothing immediately. Then he spoke slowly. "Macartney is

uneasy with boys because he's uneasy with himself. He is only really

interested in one thing, and he can see that they are obviously

uninterested in it."

"You mean--?" she began, and did not finish.

"I do," said Urquhart. "Most men are like that at bottom--only some of

us can impose ourselves upon our neighbours more easily than he can.

Half the marriages of the world break on that rock, and the other half

on idleness."

She then confessed. "Do you know what I believe in my heart? I believe

that James's eyeglass stands in his way with Lancelot--as it certainly

did with me."

"I think you are right there," he agreed. "But you must allow for it.

He's very uncertain of his foothold, and that's his war armour."

She was more tolerant of James after that conversation, and less

mutinous against her lot. She wondered, of course, what was to become

of them, how long she could hold him at arms' length, how she could

bring herself to unsay what had been said in the dark of Martley

Thicket. But she had boundless faith in Urquhart, and knew, among

other things, that any request she made him would be made easy for

her.

But when, at the end of June, he broached to her his great scheme, she

was brought face to face with the situation, and had to ask herself,

could she be trusted? That he could she knew very well.

He had a project for a month or six weeks in Norway. He had hinted at

it when she was at Martley, but now it was broached. He didn't

disguise it that his interest lay wholly in her coming. He laid it

before her: she, Lancelot and James were to be the nucleus. He should

ask the Corbets and their boys, Vera and hers. Nugent would refuse, he

knew. Meantime, what did she say? He watched her shining eyes

perpending, saw the gleam of anticipated delight. What a plan! But

then she looked down, hesitating. Something must now be said.

"Oh, of course Lancelot would go mad with joy, and I dare say I could

persuade James--"

"Well? But you?"

"I should live every moment of the time, but--sometimes life seems to

cost too much."

He held out his hand to her, and she took it very simply. "Promise to

come, and you shan't repent it. Mind, you have my word on that." Then

he let her go, and they discussed ways and means. She would speak to

James; then he should come and dine, and talk it out. Meantime, let

him make sure of Vera, and do his best with the Corbets. If they were

fixed up, as she thought probable, he might get some other people.

Considine might like it. "He's very much at your disposal, let me tell

you. You have him at your feet."

So it was settled, and James was attacked in front. She told him as

they were driving out to dinner that she had met Mr. Urquhart that

afternoon. "I dare say you might," said James. But he had stiffened to

attention.

"He blazed upon me a plan for August. I said I would ask you about

it."

James said, "H'm. Does it rest with me?"

"Naturally it does. I should not think of any plans without talking to

you."

"No, I suppose you wouldn't," said he. Then he asked, "And what does

Urquhart want you to do?"

"He doesn't want me, particularly. He wants all three of us."

"I think," said James, "you'll find that he wants you most."

She felt that this must be fathomed. "And if he did," she said,

"should you object to that?" He kept very dry.

"It isn't a case of objecting to that, or this. The question before me

at present is whether I want to form one of a party which doesn't want

me, and where I might be in the way."

"From what I know of Mr. Urquhart," she answered, "I don't think he

would ever ask a person he didn't want."

"He might, if he couldn't get the person he did want in any other

way," said James. "Who else is to come?"

"Vera Nugent and her boy, and perhaps Lord Considine. He is going to

ask Laurence and Mabel and all the boys too."

"It will be a kind of school-treat," said James. "I own it doesn't

sound very exciting. Where are we to go to?"

"To Norway. He knows of a house on the Hardanger Fiord, a house in a

wood. He wants to hire a steamer to take us up from Bergen, and means

to bring a motor-boat with him. There will be fishing of sorts if you

want it."

"I don't," said James; then held up his chin. "Is my tie straight?"

She looked. "Perfectly. What am I to say to Mr. Urquhart?"

He said, "I'll talk about it; we'll discuss it in all its bearings. I

don't think I'm so attracted as you are, but then--"

"It's very evident you aren't," Lucy said, and no more. She felt in a

prickly heat, and thought that she had never wanted anything so much

in her life as this which was about to be denied her. She dared not

write to Lancelot about it; but to Urquhart she confessed her despair

and hinted at her longing. He replied at once, "Ask me to dinner.

I'll tackle him. Vera and child will come; not Considine. The Corbets

can't--going to Scotland, yachting. We needn't have another woman, but

Vera will be cross if there is no other man. Up to you to find one."

This again she carried to James, who said, "Let him come--any free

night. Tell me which you settle, will you?"

James had been thinking it out. He knew he would have to go, and was

prepared with what he called a spoke for Jimmy's wheel. Incidentally

it would be a nasty one for Lucy, and none the worse for that. He

considered that she was getting out of hand, and that Urquhart might

be a nuisance because such a spiny customer to tackle. But he had a

little plan, and chuckled over it a good deal when he was by himself.

He was, as usual, excessively urbane to Urquhart when they met, and

himself opened the topic of the Norwegian jaunt. Urquhart took up the

ball. "I think you might come. Your wife and boy will love it, and

you'll kindle at their joy. 'They for life only, you for life in

them,' to flout the bard. Besides, you are not a fogey, if I'm not. I

believe our ages tally. You shall climb mountains with me, Macartney,

and improve the muscles of your calves. You don't fish, I think. Nor

do I. I thought I should catch your brother-in-law with that bait--but

no. As for mine, he'll spend the month in bed somewhere."

"Is your sister coming?" James asked.

Urquhart nodded. "And her youngster. Osborne boy, and a good sort.

Lancelot and he have met."

"They'll fight," said James, "and Mrs. Nugent and Lucy won't speak."

"Vera would speak, I'm sure," said Lucy, "and as for me, I seldom get

a chance."

"A very true saying," said Urquhart. "I don't believe the Last

Judgment would prevent Vera from talking. Well, Macartney, what says

the Man of the World?"

"If you mean me," said James, "I gather that you all want to go. Lucy

does, but that's of course. Lancelot will, equally of course. But I

have a suggestion to make. Might not the party be a little bigger?"

"It might, and it should," said Urquhart; "in fact, I asked Considine

to join us. He would love it, but he has to make a speech at a

Congress, or read a paper, and he says he can't get out of it. The

Corbets can't come. I'll ask anybody else you like."

James, who was now about to enjoy himself, said, "I leave the ladies

to Lucy and Mrs. Nugent. Their choice would no doubt be mine. But I

certainly think we want another man. Much as you and I esteem each

other, my dear Urquhart, if there's walking to be done--serious

walking, I think we shall be better three than two. I don't at all

agree that three is no company. Where men are concerned I think it

better than two or four. If only to give a knee, or hold the sponge!

And with more than four you become a horde. We want a man now."

"I think so too," Urquhart said. "Well, who's your candidate?"

James meditated, or appeared to meditate. "Well," he said, looking up

and fixing Urquhart with his eyeglass, "what do you say to Francis

Lingen? Lucy likes him, I am used to him, and you will have to be some

day."

Lucy was extremely annoyed. That was evident. She bit her lip, and

crumbled her bread. She said shortly, "Francis couldn't walk to save

his life."

"Let us put it another way," said James, enjoying his little _coup_.

"Let us say that if he did walk, he might save his life."

Urquhart marked the breeze, and sailed into it. "I leave all that to

you. All I know about Lingen is that I have done my best to oblige him

in his private affairs. I confess that I find him mild, not to say

insipid, but I dare say he's the life of a party when he's put to it."

"Oh," said James, not averse from disparaging an old rival, "Oh, poor

chap, he hasn't many party tricks. I'd back him at cat's-cradle, and I

dare say he plays a very fair game at noughts-and-crosses. Besides,

he'll do what he's told, and fetch things for you. You'll find him a

handy and obliging chap to have about."

"Sounds delightful," said Urquhart pleasantly. He turned to Lucy.

"We'll give him Lingen, shall we?"

She said, "By all means. It doesn't matter in the least to me."

So James had his little whack, after all.