CHAPTER XXXIII.
Clem. Lift the dark veil of years! Behind, what waits?
A human heart. Vast city, where reside
All glories and all vilenesses; while foul,
Yet silent, through the roar of passions rolls
The river of the Darling Sin, and bears
A life and yet a poison on its tide.
..............
Clem. Thy wife?
Vict. Avaunt! I've changed that word to “scorn”!
Clem. Thy child?
Vict. Ay, that strikes home,--my child, my child!
Love and Hatred, by --------
To an obscure town in ------shire there came to reside a young couple, whose
appearance and habits drew towards them from the neighbouring gossips
a more than ordinary attention. They bore the name of Welford. The man
assumed the profession of a solicitor. He came without introduction
or recommendation; his manner of life bespoke poverty; his address was
reserved and even sour; and despite the notice and scrutiny with which
he was regarded, he gained no clients and made no lawsuits. The want of
all those decent charlatanisms which men of every profession are almost
necessitated to employ, and the sudden and unushered nature of his
coming were, perhaps, the cause of this ill-success. “His house was too
small,” people said, “for respectability.” And little good could be got
from a solicitor the very rails round whose door were so sadly in want
of repainting! Then, too, Mrs. Welford made a vast number of enemies.
She was, beyond all expression, beautiful; and there was a certain
coquetry in her manner which showed she was aware of her attractions.
All the ladies of ------- hated her. A few people called on the young
couple. Welford received them coldly; their invitations were unaccepted,
and, what was worse, they were never returned. The devil himself could
not have supported an attorney under such circumstances. Reserved,
shabby, poor, rude, introductionless, a bad house, an unpainted railing,
and a beautiful wife! Nevertheless, though Welford was not employed,
he was, as we have said, watched. On their first arrival, which was in
summer, the young pair were often seen walking together in the fields or
groves which surrounded their home. Sometimes they walked affectionately
together, and it was observed with what care Welford adjusted his wife's
cloak or shawl around her slender shape, as the cool of the evening
increased. But often his arm was withdrawn; he lingered behind, and
they continued their walk or returned homeward in silence and apart.
By degrees whispers circulated throughout the town that the new-married
couple lived by no means happily. The men laid the fault on the
stern-looking husband; the women, on the minx of a wife. However, the
solitary servant whom they kept declared that though Mr. Welford
did sometimes frown, and Mrs. Welford did sometimes weep, they were
extremely attached to each other, and only quarrelled through love. The
maid had had four lovers herself, and was possibly experienced in such
matters. They received no visitors, near or from a distance; and the
postman declared he had never seen a letter directed to either. Thus a
kind of mystery hung over the pair, and made them still more gazed on
and still more disliked--which is saying a great deal--than they would
have otherwise been. Poor as Welford was, his air and walk eminently
bespoke what common persons term gentility. And in this he had greatly
the advantage of his beautiful wife, who, though there was certainly
nothing vulgar or plebeian in her aspect, altogether wanted the
refinement of manner, look, and phrase which characterized Welford.
For about two years they lived in this manner, and so frugally and
tranquilly that though Welford had not any visible means of subsistence,
no one could well wonder in what manner they did subsist. About the
end of that time Welford suddenly embarked a small sum in a county
speculation. In the course of this adventure, to the great surprise of
his neighbours, he evinced an extraordinary turn for calculation, and
his habits plainly bespoke a man both of business and ability. This
disposal of capital brought a sufficient return to support the Welfords,
if they had been so disposed, in rather a better style than heretofore.
They remained, however, in much the same state; and the only difference
that the event produced was the retirement of Mr. Welford from the
profession he had embraced. He was no longer a solicitor! It must be
allowed that he resigned no great advantages in this retirement. About
this time some officers were quartered at ------; and one of them, a
handsome lieutenant, was so struck with the charms of Mrs. Welford,
whom he saw at church, that he lost no opportunity of testifying his
admiration. It was maliciously yet not unfoundedly remarked that though
no absolute impropriety could be detected in the manner of Mrs. Welford,
she certainly seemed far from displeased with the evident homage of the
young lieutenant. A blush tinged her cheek when she saw him; and the
gallant coxcomb asserted that the blush was not always without a smile.
Emboldened by the interpretations of his vanity, and contrasting, as
every one else did, his own animated face and glittering garb with the
ascetic and gloomy countenance, the unstudied dress, and austere gait
which destroyed in Welford the effect of a really handsome person, our
lieutenant thought fit to express his passion by a letter, which he
conveyed to Mrs. Welford's pew. Mrs. Welford went not to church that
day; the letter was found by a good-natured neighbour, and inclosed
anonymously to the husband.
Whatever, in the secrecy of domestic intercourse, took place on this
event was necessarily unknown; but the next Sunday the face of Mr.
Welford, which had never before appeared at church, was discerned by one
vigilant neighbour,--probably the anonymous friend,--not in the same
pew with his wife, but in a remote corner of the sacred house. And once,
when the lieutenant was watching to read in Mrs. Welford's face some
answer to his epistle, the same obliging inspector declared that
Welford's countenance assumed a sardonic and withering sneer that
made his very blood to creep. However this be, the lieutenant left
his quarters, and Mrs. Welford's reputation remained dissatisfactorily
untarnished. Shortly after this the county speculation failed, and it
was understood that the Welfords were about to leave the town, whither
none knew,--some said to jail; but then, unhappily, no debts could be
discovered. Their bills had been “next to nothing;” but, at least, they
had been regularly paid. However, before the rumoured emigration took
place, a circumstance equally wonderful to the good people of occurred.
One bright spring morning a party of pleasure from a great house in the
vicinity passed through that town. Most conspicuous of these was a
young horseman, richly dressed, and of a remarkably showy and handsome
appearance. Not a little sensible of the sensation he created,
this cavalier lingered behind his companions in order to eye more
deliberately certain damsels stationed in a window, and who were quite
ready to return his glances with interest. At this moment the horse,
which was fretting itself fiercely against the rein that restrained it
from its fellows, took a fright at a knife-grinder, started violently to
one side, and the graceful cavalier, who had been thinking, not of the
attitude best adapted to preserve his equilibrium, but to display his
figure, was thrown with some force upon a heap of bricks and rubbish
which had long, to the scandal of the neighbourhood, stood before the
paintless railings around Mr. Welford's house. Welford himself came
out at the time, and felt compelled--for he was by no means one whose
sympathetic emotions flowed easily--to give a glance to the condition
of a man who lay motionless before his very door. The horseman quickly
recovered his senses, but found himself unable to rise; one of his legs
was broken. Supported in the arms of his groom, he looked around, and
his eye met Welford's. An instant recognition gave life to the face
of the former, and threw a dark blush over the sullen features of the
latter.
“Heavens!” said the cavalier, “is that--”
“Hist, my lord!” cried Welford, quickly interrupting him, and glancing
round. “But you are hurt,--will you enter my house?”
The horseman signified his assent, and, between the groom and Welford,
was borne within the shabby door of the ex-solicitor. The groom was
then despatched with an excuse to the party, many of whom were already
hastening around the house; and though one or two did force themselves
across the inhospitable threshold, yet so soon as they had uttered a few
expletives, and felt their stare sink beneath the sullen and chilling
asperity of the host, they satisfied themselves that though it was d---d
unlucky for their friend, yet they could do nothing for him at present;
and promising to send to inquire after him the next day, they remounted
and rode homeward, with an eye more attentive than usual to the motion
of their steeds. They did not, however, depart till the surgeon of the
town had made his appearance, and declared that the patient must not on
any account be moved. A lord's leg was a windfall that did not happen
every day to the surgeon of -------. All this while we may imagine the
state of anxiety experienced in the town, and the agonized endurance of
those rural nerves which are produced in scanty populations, and have
so Taliacotian a sympathy with the affairs of other people. One day,
two days, three days, a week, a fortnight, nay, a month, passed, and the
lord was still the inmate of Mr. Welford's abode. Leaving the gossips to
feed on their curiosity,--“cannibals of their own hearts,”--we must
give a glance towards the interior of the inhospitable mansion of the
ex-solicitor.
It was towards evening, the sufferer was supported on a sofa, and the
beautiful Mrs. Welford, who had officiated as his nurse, was placing the
pillow under the shattered limb. He himself was attempting to seize her
hand, which she coyly drew back, and uttering things sweeter and more
polished than she had ever listened to before. At this moment Welford
softly entered; he was unnoticed by either; and he stood at the door
contemplating them with a smile of calm and self-hugging derision. The
face of Mephistopheles regarding Margaret and Faust might suggest some
idea of the picture we design to paint; but the countenance of Welford
was more lofty, as well as comelier, in character, though not less
malignant in expression, than that which the incomparable Retsch has
given to the mocking fiend. So utter, so congratulatory, so lordly was
the contempt on Welford's dark and striking features, that though he
was in that situation in which ridicule usually attaches itself to the
husband, it was the gallant and the wife that would have appeared to the
beholder in a humiliating and unenviable light.
After a momentary pause Welford approached with a heavy step. The wife
started; but with a bland and smooth expression, which since his sojourn
in the town of had been rarely visible in his aspect, the host joined
the pair, smiled on the nurse, and congratulated the patient on his
progress towards recovery. The nobleman, well learned in the usages
of the world, replied easily and gayly; and the conversation flowed
on cheerfully enough till the wife, who had sat abstracted and apart,
stealing ever and anon timid glances towards her husband and looks of a
softer meaning towards the patient, retired from the room. Welford
then gave a turn to the conversation; he reminded the nobleman of the
pleasant days they had passed in Italy,--of the adventures they had
shared, and the intrigues they had enjoyed. As the conversation warmed,
it assumed a more free and licentious turn; and not a little, we ween,
would the good folks of -----have been amazed, could they have listened
to the gay jests and the libertine maxims which flowed from the thin
lips of that cold and severe Welford, whose countenance gave the lie to
mirth. Of women in general they spoke with that lively contempt which is
the customary tone with men of the world; only in Welford it assumed
a bitterer, a deeper, and a more philosophical cast than it did in his
more animated yet less energetic guest.
The nobleman seemed charmed with his friend; the conversation was just
to his taste; and when Welford had supported him up to bed, he shook
that person cordially by the hand, and hoped he should soon see him
in very different circumstances. When the peer's door was closed on
Welford, he stood motionless for some moments; he then with a soft step
ascended to his own chamber. His wife slept soundly; beside the bed was
the infant's cradle. As his eyes fell on the latter, the rigid irony,
now habitual to his features, relaxed; he bent over the cradle long and
in deep silence. The mother's face, blended with the sire's, was stamped
on the sleeping and cherub countenance before him; and as at length,
rousing from his revery, he kissed it gently, he murmured,--
“When I look on you I will believe that she once loved me. Pah!” he said
abruptly, and rising, “this fatherly sentiment for a -----'s offering
is exquisite in me!” So saying, without glancing towards his wife, who,
disturbed by the loudness of his last words, stirred uneasily, he left
the room, and descended into that where he had conversed with his
guest. He shut the door with caution, and striding to and fro the humble
apartment, gave vent to thoughts marshalled somewhat in the broken array
in which they now appear to the reader:--
“Ay, ay, she has been my ruin! and if I were one of your weak fools who
make a gospel of the silliest and most mawkish follies of this social
state, she would now be my disgrace; but instead of my disgrace, I will
make her my footstool to honour and wealth. And, then, to the devil with
the footstool! Yes! two years I have borne what was enough to turn my
whole blood into gall,--inactivity, hopelessness, a wasted heart
and life in myself; contumely from the world; coldness, bickering,
ingratitude from the one for whom (oh, ass that I was!) I gave up the
most cherished part of my nature,--rather, my nature itself! Two years I
have borne this, and now will I have my revenge. I will sell her,--sell
her! God! I will sell her like the commonest beast of a market! And this
paltry piece of false coin shall buy me--my world! Other men's vengeance
comes from hatred,--a base, rash, unphilosophical sentiment! mine comes
from scorn,--the only wise state for the reason to rest in. Other men's
vengeance ruins themselves; mine shall save me! Ha! how my soul chuckles
when I look at this pitiful pair, who think I see them not, and know
that every movement they make is on a mesh of my web! Yet,” and Welford
paused slowly,--“yet I cannot but mock myself when I think of the arch
gull that this boy's madness, love,--love, indeed! the very word
turns me sick with loathing,--made of me. Had that woman, silly, weak,
automatal as she is, really loved me; had she been sensible of the
unspeakable sacrifice I had made to her (Antony's was nothing to it,--he
lost a real world only; mine was the world of imagination); had she
but condescended to learn my nature, to subdue the woman's devil at
her own,--I could have lived on in this babbling hermitage forever,
and fancied myself happy and resigned,--I could have become a different
being. I fancy I could have become what your moralists (quacks!) call
'good.' But this fretting frivolity of heart, this lust of fool's
praise, this peevishness of temper, this sullenness in answer to the
moody thought, which in me she neither fathomed nor forgave, this
vulgar, daily, hourly pining at the paltry pinches of the body's
poverty, the domestic whine, the household complaint,--when I--I have
not a thought for such pitiful trials of affection; and all this while
my curses, my buried hope and disguised spirit and sunken name not
thought of; the magnitude of my surrender to her not even comprehended;
nay, her 'inconveniences'--a dim hearth, I suppose, or a daintiless
table--compared, ay, absolutely compared, with all which I abandoned for
her sake! As if it were not enough,--had I been a fool, an ambitionless,
soulless fool,-the mere thought that I had linked my name to that of a
tradesman,--I beg pardon, a retired tradesman!--as if that knowledge--a
knowledge I would strangle my whole race, every one who has ever met,
seen me, rather than they should penetrate--were not enough, when she
talks of 'comparing,' to make me gnaw the very flesh from my bones! No,
no, no! Never was there so bright a turn in my fate as when this titled
coxcomb, with his smooth voice and gaudy fripperies, came hither! I
will make her a tool to carve my escape from this cavern wherein she
has plunged me. I will foment 'my lord's' passion, till 'my lord' thinks
'the passion' (a butterfly's passion!) worth any price. I will then
make my own terms, bind 'my lord' to secrecy, and get rid of my wife,
my shame, and the obscurity of Mr. Welford forever. Bright, bright
prospects! let me shut my eyes to enjoy you! But softly! my noble friend
calls himself a man of the world, skilled in human nature, and a derider
of its prejudices; true enough, in his own little way--thanks not to
enlarged views, but a vicious experience--so he is! The book of the
world is a vast miscellany; he is perfectly well acquainted, doubtless,
with those pages that treat of the fashions,--profoundly versed, I
warrant, in the 'Magasin des Modes' tacked to the end of the index. But
shall I, even with all the mastership which my mind must exercise
over his,--shall I be able utterly to free myself in this 'peer of the
world's' mind from a degrading remembrance? Cuckold! cuckold! 't is an
ugly word; a convenient, willing cuckold, humph!--there is no grandeur,
no philosophical varnish in the phrase. Let me see--yes! I have a
remedy for all that. I was married privately,--well! under disguised
names,--well! It was a stolen marriage, far from her town,--well!
witnesses unknown to her,--well! proofs easily secured to my
possession,--excellent! The fool shall believe it a forged marriage, an
ingenious gallantry of mine; I will wash out the stain cuckold with the
water of another word; I will make market of a mistress, not a wife. I
will warn him not to acquaint her with this secret; let me consider for
what reason,--oh! my son's legitimacy may be convenient to me hereafter.
He will understand that reason, and I will have his 'honour' thereon.
And by the way, I do care for that legitimacy, and will guard the
proofs. I love my child,--ambitious men do love their children. I may
become a lord myself, and may wish for a lord to succeed me; and that
son is mine, thank Heaven! I am sure on that point,--the only child,
too, that ever shall arise to me. Never, I swear, will I again put
myself beyond my own power! All my nature, save one passion, I have
hitherto mastered; that passion shall henceforth be my slave, my only
thought be ambition, my only mistress be the world!”
As thus terminated the revery of a man whom the social circumstances
of the world were calculated, as if by system, to render eminently and
basely wicked, Welford slowly ascended the stairs, and re-entered his
chamber. His wife was still sleeping. Her beauty was of the fair and
girlish and harmonized order, which lovers and poets would express by
the word “angelic;” and as Welford looked upon her face, hushed and
almost hallowed by slumber, a certain weakness and irresolution might
have been discernible in the strong lines of his haughty features. At
that moment, as if forever to destroy the return of hope or virtue
to either, her lips moved, they uttered one word,--it was the name of
Welford's courtly guest.
About three weeks from that evening Mrs. Welford eloped with the young
nobleman, and on the morning following that event the distracted husband
with his child disappeared forever from the town of -----. From that day
no tidings whatsoever respecting him ever reached the titillated ears
of his anxious neighbours; and doubt, curiosity, discussion, gradually
settled into the belief that his despair had hurried him into suicide.
Although the unfortunate Mrs. Welford was in reality of a light and
frivolous turn, and, above all, susceptible to personal vanity, she was
not without ardent affections and keen sensibilities. Her marriage had
been one of love,--that is to say, on her part, the ordinary love of
girls, who love not through actual and natural feeling so much as forced
predisposition. Her choice had fallen on one superior to herself in
birth, and far above all, in person and address, whom she had habitually
met. Thus her vanity had assisted her affection, and something strange
and eccentric in the temper and mind of Welford had, though at times it
aroused her fear, greatly contributed to inflame her imagination. Then,
too, though an uncourtly, he had been a passionate and a romantic lover.
She was sensible that he gave up for her much that he had previously
conceived necessary to his existence; and she stopped not to inquire how
far this devotion was likely to last, or what conduct on her part might
best perpetuate the feelings from which it sprang. She had eloped with
him. She had consented to a private marriage. She had passed one happy
month, and then delusion vanished! Mrs. Welford was not a woman who
could give to reality, or find in it, the charm equal to delusion. She
was perfectly unable to comprehend the intricate and dangerous character
of her husband.
She had not the key to his virtues, nor the spell for his vices. Neither
was the state to which poverty compelled them one well calculated
for that tender meditation, heightened by absence and cherished in
indolence, which so often supplies one who loves with the secret to the
nature of the one beloved. Though not equal to her husband in birth or
early prospects, Mrs. Welford had been accustomed to certain comforts,
often more felt by those who belong to the inferior classes than by
those appertaining to the more elevated, who in losing one luxury will
often cheerfully surrender all. A fine lady can submit to more hardships
than her woman; and every gentleman who travels smiles at the privations
which agonize his valet. Poverty and its grim comrades made way for a
whole host of petty irritations and peevish complaints; and as no
guest or visitor ever relieved the domestic discontent, or broke on the
domestic bickering, they generally ended in that moody sullenness which
so often finds love a grave in repentance. Nothing makes people tire of
each other like a familiarity that admits of carelessness in quarrelling
and coarseness in complaining. The biting sneer of Welford gave acrimony
to the murmur of his wife; and when once each conceived the other the
injurer, or him or herself the wronged, it was vain to hope that one
would be more wary, or the other more indulgent. They both exacted too
much, and the wife in especial conceded too little. Mrs. Welford was
altogether and emphatically what a libertine calls “a woman,”--such as
a frivolous education makes a woman,--generous in great things, petty
in small; vain, irritable, full of the littleness of herself and her
complaints, ready to plunge into an abyss with her lover, but equally
ready to fret away all love with reproaches when the plunge had been
made. Of all men, Welford could bear this the least. A woman of a
larger heart, a more settled experience, and an intellect capable of
appreciating his character and sounding all his qualities, might have
made him perhaps a useful and a great man, and, at least, her lover for
life. Amidst a harvest of evil feelings the mere strength of his nature
rendered him especially capable of intense feeling and generous emotion.
One who relied on him was safe; one who rebelled against him trusted
only to the caprice of his scorn. Still, however, for two years, love,
though weakening with each hour, fought on in either breast, and could
scarcely be said to be entirely vanquished in the wife, even when she
eloped with her handsome seducer. A French writer has said pithily
enough: “Compare for a moment the apathy of a husband with the
attention, the gallantry, the adoration of a lover, and can you ask the
result?” He was a French writer; but Mrs. Welford had in her temper much
of the Frenchwoman. A suffering patient, young, handsome, well versed
in the arts of intrigue, contrasted with a gloomy husband whom she
had never comprehended, long feared, and had lately doubted if she
disliked,--ah! a much weaker contrast has made many a much better
woman food for the lawyers! Mrs. Welford eloped; but she felt a revived
tenderness for her husband on the very morning that she did so. She
carried away with her his letters of love as well as her own, which
when they first married she had in an hour of fondness collected
together,--then an inestimable board!--and never did her new lover
receive from her beautiful lips half so passionate a kiss as she left on
the cheek of her infant. For some months she enjoyed with her paramour
all for which she had sighed in her home. The one for whom she had
forsaken her legitimate ties was a person so habitually cheerful,
courteous, and what is ordinarily termed “good-natured” (though he
had in him as much of the essence of selfishness as any nobleman can
decently have), that he continued gallant to her without an effort long
after he had begun to think it possible to tire even of so lovely a
face. Yet there were moments when the fickle wife recalled her husband
with regret, and contrasting him with her seducer, did not find all the
colourings of the contrast flattering to the latter. There is something
in a powerful and marked character which women and all weak natures feel
themselves constrained to respect; and Welford's character thus stood in
bold and therefore advantageous though gloomy relief when opposed to the
levities and foibles of this guilty woman's present adorer. However this
be, the die was cast; and it would have been policy for the lady to have
made the best of her present game. But she who had murmured as a wife
was not complaisant as a mistress. Reproaches made an interlude to
caresses, which the noble lover by no means admired. He was not a man
to retort, he was too indolent; but neither was he one to forbear.
“My charming friend,” said he one day, after a scene, “you weary of
me,--nothing more natural! Why torment each other? You say I have ruined
you; my sweet friend, let me make you reparation. Become independent; I
will settle an annuity upon you; fly me,--seek happiness elsewhere, and
leave your unfortunate, your despairing lover to his fate.”
“Do you taunt me, my lord?” cried the angry fair; “or do you believe
that money can replace the rights of which you have robbed me? Can you
make me again a wife,--a happy, a respected wife? Do this, my lord, and
you atone to me!”
The nobleman smiled, and shrugged his shoulders. The lady yet more
angrily repeated her question. The lover answered by an innuendo,
which at once astonished and doubly enraged her. She eagerly demanded
explanation; and his lordship, who had gone further than he intended,
left the room. But his words had sunk deep into the breast of this
unhappy woman, and she resolved to procure an elucidation. Agreeably to
the policy which stripped the fabled traveller of his cloak, she laid
aside the storm and preferred the sunshine: she watched a moment of
tenderness, turned the opportunity to advantage, and by little and
little she possessed herself of a secret which sickened her with shame,
disgust, and dismay. Sold! bartered! the object of a contemptuous
huxtering to the purchaser and the seller, sold, too, with a lie that
debased her at once into an object for whom even pity was mixed with
scorn! Robbed already of the name and honour of a wife, and transferred
as a harlot from the wearied arms of one leman to the capricious
caresses of another! Such was the image that rose before her; and while
it roused at one moment all her fiercer passions into madness, humbled,
with the next, her vanity into the dust. She, who knew the ruling
passion of Welford, saw at a glance the object of scorn and derision
which she had become to him. While she imagined herself the betrayer,
she had been betrayed; she saw vividly before her (and shuddered as she
saw) her husband's icy smile, his serpent eye, his features steeped in
sarcasm, and all his mocking soul stamped upon the countenance, whose
lightest derision was so galling. She turned from this picture, and
saw the courtly face of the purchaser,--his subdued smile at her
reproaches,--his latent sneer at her claims to a station which he had
been taught by the arch plotter to believe she had never possessed.
She saw his early weariness of her attractions, expressed with respect
indeed,--an insulting respect,--but felt without a scruple of remorse.
She saw in either--as around--only a reciprocation of contempt. She was
in a web of profound abasement. Even that haughty grief of conscience
for crime committed to another, which if it stings humbles not, was
swallowed up in a far more agonizing sensation, to one so vain as
the adulteress,--the burning sense of shame at having herself, while
sinning, been the duped and deceived. Her very soul was appalled with
her humiliation. The curse of Welford's vengeance was on her, and it
was wreaked to the last! Whatever kindly sentiment she might have
experienced towards her protector, was swallowed up at once by this
discovery. She could not endure the thought of meeting the eye of one
who had been the gainer by this ignominious barter; the foibles and
weaknesses of the lover assumed a despicable as well as hateful dye. And
in feeling herself degraded, she loathed him. The day after she had made
the discovery we have referred to, Mrs. Welford left the house of her
protector, none knew whither. For two years from that date, all trace
of her history was lost. At the end of that time what was Welford? A man
rapidly rising in the world, distinguished at the Bar, where his first
brief had lifted him into notice, commencing a flattering career in
the senate, holding lucrative and honourable offices, esteemed for the
austere rectitude of his moral character, gathering the golden opinions
of all men, as he strode onward to public reputation. He had re-assumed
his hereditary name; his early history was unknown; and no one in the
obscure and distant town of ------ had ever guessed that the humble
Welford was the William Brandon whose praise was echoed in so many
journals, and whose rising genius was acknowledged by all. That
asperity, roughness, and gloom which had noted him at ------, and which,
being natural to him, he deigned not to disguise in a station ungenial
to his talents and below his hopes, were now glitteringly varnished over
by an hypocrisy well calculated to aid his ambition. So learnedly could
this singular man fit himself to others that few among the great met him
as a companion, nor left him without the temper to become his friend.
Through his noble rival--that is (to make our reader's “surety doubly
sure”), through Lord Mauleverer--he had acquired his first lucrative
office, a certain patronage from government, and his seat in parliament.
If he had persevered at the Bar rather than given himself entirely to
State intrigues, it was only because his talents were eminently more
calculated to advance him in the former path to honour than in the
latter. So devoted was he become to public life that he had only
permitted himself to cherish one private source of enjoyment,--his son.
As no one, not even his brother, knew he had been married (during the
two years of his disguised name, he had been supposed abroad), the
appearance of this son made the only piece of scandal whispered against
the rigid morality of his fair fame; but he himself, waiting his own
time for avowing a legitimate heir, gave out that it was the orphan
child of a dear friend whom he had known abroad; and the puritan
demureness not only of life, but manner, which he assumed, gained a
pretty large belief to the statement. This son Brandon idolized. As
we have represented himself to say, ambitious men are commonly fond
of their children, beyond the fondness of other sires. The perpetual
reference which the ambitious make to posterity is perhaps the
main reason. But Brandon was also fond of children generally;
philoprogenitiveness was a marked trait in his character, and would seem
to belie the hardness and artifice belonging to that character, were not
the same love so frequently noticeable in the harsh and the artificial.
It seems as if a half-conscious but pleasing feeling that they too were
once gentle and innocent, makes them delight in reviving any sympathy
with their early state.
Often after the applause and labour of the day, Brandon would repair
to his son's chamber and watch his slumber for hours; often before his
morning toil commenced, he would nurse the infant in his arms with all
a woman's natural tenderness and gushing joy; and often, as a graver
and more characteristic sentiment stole over him, he would mentally say,
“You shall build up our broken name on a better foundation than your
sire. I begin too late in life, and I labour up a painful and stony
road; but I shall make the journey to Fame smooth and accessible for
you. Never, too, while you aspire to honour, shall you steel your heart
to tranquillity. For you, my child, shall be the joys of home and love,
and a mind that does not sicken at the past, and strain, through mere
forgetfulness, towards a solitary and barren distinction for the future.
Not only what your father gains you shall enjoy, but what has cursed him
his vigilance shall lead you to shun!”
It was thus not only that his softer feelings, but all the better and
nobler ones, which even in the worst and hardest bosom find some root,
turned towards his child, and that the hollow and vicious man promised
to become the affectionate and perhaps the wise parent.
One night Brandon was returning home on foot from a ministerial dinner.
The night was frosty and clear, the hour was late, and his way lay
through the longest and best-lighted streets of the metropolis. He
was, as usual, buried in thought, when he was suddenly aroused from his
revery by a light touch laid on his arm. He turned, and saw one of the
unhappy persons who haunt the midnight streets of cities, standing right
before his path. The gaze of each fell upon the other; and it was thus,
for the first time since they laid their heads on the same pillow,
that the husband met the wife. The skies were intensely clear, and the
lamplight was bright and calm upon the faces of both. There was no
doubt in the mind of either. Suddenly, and with a startled and ghastly
consciousuess, they recognized each other. The wife staggered, and clung
to a post for support; Brandon's look was calm and unmoved. The hour
that his bitter and malignant spirit had yearned for was come; his
nerves expanded in a voluptuous calmness, as if to give him a deliberate
enjoyment of his hope fulfilled. Whatever the words that in that
unwitnessed and almost awful interview passed between them, we may
be sure that Brandon spared not one atom of his power. The lost and
abandoned wife returned home; and all her nature, embruted as it
had become by guilt and vile habits, hardened into revenge,--that
preternatural feeling which may be termed the hope of despair.
Three nights from that meeting Brandon's house was broken into. Like
the houses of many legal men, it lay in a dangerous and thinly populated
outskirt of the town, and was easily accessible to robbery. He was
awakened by a noise; he started, and found himself in the grasp of two
men. At the foot of the bed stood a female, raising a light; and her
face, haggard with searing passions, and ghastly with the leprous
whiteness of disease and approaching death, glared full upon him.
“It is now my turn,” said the female, with a grin of scorn which Brandon
himself might have envied; “you have cursed me, and I return the curse!
You have told me that my child shall never name me but to blush. Fool!
I triumph over you; you he shall never know to his dying day! You have
told me that to my child and my child's child (a long transmission of
execration) my name--the name of the wife you basely sold to ruin and
to hell--should be left as a legacy of odium and shame! Man, you shall
teach that child no further lesson whatever: you shall know not whether
he live or die, or have children to carry on your boasted race; or
whether, if he have, those children be not outcasts of the earth, the
accursed of man and God, the fit offspring of the thing you have made
me. Wretch! I hurl back on you the denunciation with which, when we
met three nights since, you would have crushed the victim of your
own perfidy. You shall tread the path of your ambition childless and
objectless and hopeless. Disease shall set her stamp upon your frame.
The worm shall batten upon your heart. You shall have honours and enjoy
them not; you shall gain your ambition, and despair; you shall pine for
your son, and find him not; or, if you find him, you shall curse the
hour in which he was born. Mark me, man,--I am dying while I speak,--I
know that I am a prophet in my curse. From this hour I am avenged, and
you are my scorn!”
As the hardest natures sink appalled before the stony eye of the maniac,
so, in the dead of the night, pinioned by ruffians, the wild and solemn
voice, sharpened by passion and partial madness, of the ghastly figure
before him curdling through his veins, even the haughty and daring
character of William Brandon quailed! He uttered not a word. He was
found the next morning bound by strong cords to his bed. He spoke not
when he was released, but went in silence to his child's chamber,--the
child was gone! Several articles of property were also stolen; the
desperate tools the mother had employed worked not perhaps without their
own reward.
We need scarcely add that Brandon set every engine and channel of
justice in motion for the discovery of his son. All the especial
shrewdness and keenness of his own character, aided by his professional
experience, he employed for years in the same pursuit. Every research
was wholly in vain; not the remotest vestige towards discovery could
be traced until were found (we have recorded when) some of the articles
that had been stolen. Fate treasured in her gloomy womb, altogether
undescried by man, the hour and the scene in which the most ardent wish
of William Brandon was to be realized.