CHAPTER XVIII.

AWAKENING.

"Flap-Jacks," said 'Tana, softly, so as to reach no ear but that of the

squaw, who came in from Harris' cabin to find the parasol of Miss Slocum,

who was about to walk in the sunshine. To the red creature of the forest

this parasol seemed the most wonderfully beautiful thing of all the

strange things which the white squaws made use of. "Flap-Jacks, are they

gone?"

Three weeks had gone by, three weeks of miraculous changes in the beauty

of their wild nook along the trail of the old river.

"Twin Springs," the place was called now--Twin Spring Mines. Already men

were at work on the new lode, and doing placer digging for the free gold

in the soil. Wooden rails were laid to the edge of the stream, and over it

the small, rude car was pushed with the new ore down to a raft on which a

test load had been drifted to the immense crusher at the works on Lake

Kootenai. And the test had resulted so favorably that the new strike at

Twin Springs was considered by far the richest one of the year.

Through all the turbulence that swept up the little stream to their camp,

two of the discovering party were housed, sick and silent, in the little

double cabin. The doctor could see no reason why 'Tana was so slow in her

recovery; he had expected so much more of her--that she would be carried

into health again by the very force of her ambition, and her eager delight

in the prospects which her newly acquired wealth was opening up to her.

But puzzling to relate, she showed no eagerness at all about it. Her

ambitions, if she had any, were asleep, and she scarcely asked a question

concerning all the changes of life and people around her. Listless she lay

from one day to another, accepting the attention of people indifferently.

Max would read to her a good deal, and several times she asked to be

carried into the cabin of Harris, where she would sit for hours talking to

him, sometimes in a low voice and then again sitting close beside him in

long silences, which, strangely enough, seemed more of companionship to

her than the presence of people who laughed and talked. They wearied her

at times. When she was able to walk out, she liked to go alone; even Max

she had sent back when he followed her.

But she never went far. Sometimes she would sit for an hour by the stream,

watching the water slip past the pebbles and the grasses, and on to its

turbulent journey toward a far-off rest in the Pacific. And again, she

would watch some strange miner dig and wash the soil in his search for the

precious "yellow." But her walks were ever within the limits of the busy

diggings; all her old fondness for the wild places seemed sleeping--like

her ambitions.

"She needs change now. Get her away from here," advised the doctor, who no

longer felt that she needed medicines, but who could not, with all his

skill, build her up again into the daring, saucy 'Tana, who had won the

game of cards from the captain that night at the select party at Sinna

Ferry.

But when Overton, after much hesitation, broached the subject of her going

away, she did look at him with a touch of the old defiance in her face,

and after a bit said:

"I guess the camp will have to be big enough for you and me, too, a few

days longer. I haven't made up my mind as to when I want to go."

"But the summer will not last long, now. You must commence to think of

where you want to go; for when the cold weather comes, 'Tana, you can't

remain here."

"I can if I want to," she answered.

After one troubled, helpless look at her pale face, he walked out of the

cabin; and Lyster, who had wanted to ask the result of the interview,

could not find him all that evening. He had gone somewhere alone, up on

the mountain.

She had answered him with a great deal of cool indifference; but when the

two cousins entered her room, she was on the bed with her face buried in

the pillows, weeping in an uncontrollable manner that filled them with

dismay. The doctor decided that while Dan was a good fellow in most ways,

he evidently had not a soothing influence on 'Tana, possibly not realizing

the changed mental condition laid on her by her sickness. The doctor

further made up his mind that, without hurting Dan's feelings, he must

find some other mouthpiece for his ideas concerning her or reason with her

himself.

But, so far, she would only say she was not ready to go yet. Dan, wishing

to make her stay comfortable as possible, went quietly to all the

settlements within reach for luxuries in the way of house-furnishing, and

had Mrs. Huzzard use them in 'Tana's cabin. But when he had done all

this, she never asked a question as to where the comforts came from--she,

who, a short month before, had valued each kind glance received from him.

Mrs. Huzzard was sorely afraid that it was pride, the pride of newly

acquired wealth, that changed her from the gay, saucy girl into a moody,

dreamy being, who would lie all alone for hours and not notice any of them

coming and going. The good soul had many a heartache over it all, never

guessing that it was an ache and a shame in the heart of the girl that

made the new life that was given her seem a thing of little value.

'Tana had watched the squaw wistfully at times, as if expecting her to say

something to her when the others were not around, but she never did. When

'Tana heard the ladies ask Lyster to go with them to a certain place where

beautiful mosses were to be found, she waited with impatience until their

voices left the door.

The squaw shook her head when asked in that whispering way of their

departure; but when she had carried out the parasol and watched the party

disappear beyond the numerous tents now dotting the spaces where the grass

grew rank only a month before, then she slipped back and stood watchful

and silent inside the door.

"Come close," said the girl, motioning with a certain nervousness to her.

She was not the brave, indifferent little girl she had been of old. "Come

close--some one might listen, somewhere. I've been so sick--I've dreamed

so many things that I can't tell some days what is dream and what is true.

I lie here and think and think, but it will not come clear. Listen! I

think sometimes you and I hunted for tracks--a white man's tracks--across

there where the high ferns are. You showed them to me, and then we came

back when the moon shone, and it was light like day, and I picked white

flowers. Some days I think of it--of the tracks, long, slim tracks, with

the boot heel. Then my head hurts, and I think maybe we never found the

tracks, maybe it is only a dream, like--like other things!"

She did not ask if it were so, but she leaned forward with all of eager

question in her eyes. It was the first time she had shown strong interest

in anything. But, having aroused from her listlessness to speak of the

ghosts of fancy haunting her, she seemed quickened to anxiety by the

picture her own words conjured up.

"Ah! those tracks in the black mud and that face above the ledge!"

"It is true," said the squaw, "and not a dream. The track of the white man

was there, and the moon was in the sky, as you say."

"Ah!" and the evidently unwelcome truth made her clench her fingers

together despairingly; she had hoped so that it was a dream. The truth of

it banished her lethargy, made her think as nothing else had. "Ah! it was

so, then; and the face--the face was real, was--"

"I saw no face," said the squaw.

"But I did--yes, I did," she muttered. "I saw it like the face of a white

devil!"

Then she checked herself and glanced at the Indian woman, whose dark,

heavy face appeared so stupid. Still, one never could tell by the looks of

an Indian how much or how little he knows of the thing you want to know;

and after a moment's scrutiny, the girl asked:

"Did you learn more of the tracks?--learn who the white man was that made

them?"

The woman shook her head.

"You sick--much sick," she explained. "All time Dan he say: 'Stay here by

white girl's bed. Never leave.' So I not get out again, and the rain come

wash all track away."

"Does Dan know?--did you tell him?"

"No, Dan never ask--never talk to me, only say, 'Take care 'Tana,' that

all."

The girl asked no more, but lay there on her couch, filled with dry moss

and covered with skins of the mountain wolf. Her eyes closed as though she

were asleep; but the squaw knew better, and after a little, she said

doubtfully:

"Maybe Akkomi know."

"Akkomi!" and the eyes opened wide and slant. "That is so. I should have

remembered. But oh, all the thoughts in my brain have been so muddled. You

have heard something, then? Tell me."

"Not much--only little," answered the squaw. "That night--late that night,

a white stranger reached Akkomi's tent, to sleep. No one else of the tribe

got to see him, so the word is. Kawaka heard on the river, and it was that

night."

"And then? Where did the stranger go?"

The squaw shook her head.

"Me not know. Kawaka not hear. But I thought of the track. Now many white

men make tracks, and one no matter."

"Akkomi," and the thoughts of the girl went back to the very first she

could remember of her recovery; and always, each day, the face of Akkomi

had been near her. He had not talked, but would look at her a little while

with his sharp, bead-like eyes, and then betake himself to the sunshine

outside her door, where he would smoke placidly for hours and watch the

restless Anglo-Saxon in his struggle to make the earth yield up its

riches.

Each day Akkomi had been there, and she had not once aroused herself to

question why; but she would.

Rising, she passed out and looked right and left; but no blanketed brave

met her gaze. Only Kawaka, the husband of Flap-Jacks, worked about the

canoes by the water. Then she entered Harris' cabin, where the sight of

his helpless form, and his welcoming smile, made her halt, and drop down

on the rug beside him. She had forgotten him so much of late, and she

touched his hand remorsefully.

"I feel as if I had just got awake, Joe," she said, and stretched out her

arms, as though to drive away the last vestige of sleep. "Do you know how

that feels? To lie for days, stupid as a chilled snake, and then, all at

once, to feel the sun creeping around where you are and warming you until

you begin to wonder how you could have slept so many days away. Well, just

now I feel almost well again. I did not think I would get well; I did not

care. All the days I lay in there I wished they would just let me be, and

throw their medicines in the creek. I think, Joe, that there are times

when people should be allowed to die, when they grow tired--tired away

down in their hearts; so tired that they don't want to take up the old

tussle of living again. It is so much easier to die then than when a

person is happy, and--and has some one to like them, and--"

She left the sentence unfinished, but he nodded a perfect understanding of

her thoughts.

"Yes, you have felt like that, too, I suppose," she continued, after a

little. "But now, Joe, they tell me we are rich--you and Dan and I--so

rich we ought to be happy, all of us. Are we?"

He only smiled at her, and glanced at the cozy furnishing of his rude

cabin. Like 'Tana's, it had been given a complete going over by Overton,

and rugs and robes did much to soften its crude wood-work. It had all the

luxury obtainable in that district, though even yet the doors were but

heavy skins.

She noticed the look but shook her head.

"Thick rugs and soft pillows don't make troubles lighter," she said, with

conviction; and then: "Maybe Dan is happy. He--he must be. All he thinks

of now is the gold ore."

She spoke so wistfully, and her own eyes looked so far, far from happy,

that the face of the man was filled with longing to comfort her--the

little girl who had tramped so long on a lone trail--how lonely none knew

so well as he. His fingers closed and unclosed, as if with the desire to

clasp her hand,--to make some visible show of friendship.

She saw the slight movement, and looked up at him with a new interest.

"Oh, I forgot, Joe! I never once have asked how you have got along while I

have been so sick. Can you use your hands any at all? You could once, a

little bit that day--the day we found the gold."

But he shook his head, and just then a step was heard outside, and Lyster

looked in.

A shade of surprise touched his face, as he saw 'Tana there, with so

bright an expression in her eyes.

"What has Harris been telling you that has aroused you to interest, Tana?"

he asked, jestingly. "He has more influence than I, for I have scarcely

been able to get you to talk at all."

"You don't need me; you have Miss Slocum," she answered. "Have you dropped

her in the creek and run back to camp? And have you seen Akkomi lately? I

want him."

"Of course you do. The moment I make my appearance, you want to get rid of

me by sending me for some other man. No, I am happy to say I have not seen

that royal loafer for the past hour. And I am more happy still to find

that you really want some one--any one--once more. Do you realize, my dear

girl, how very many days it is since you have condescended to want

anything on this earth of ours? Won't you accept me as a substitute for

Akkomi?"

"I don't want you."

But her eyes smiled on him kindly, and he did not believe her.

"Perhaps not; but won't you pretend you do for a little while, long enough

to come with me for a little walk--or else to talk to me in your cabin?"

"To talk to you? I don't think I can talk much to any one yet. I just told

Joe I feel as if I was only waking up."

"So I see; that is the reason I am asking an audience. I will do the

talking, and it need not be a very long talk, if you are too tired."

"I believe I will go," she said, at last. "I was thinking it would be nice

to float in a canoe again--just to float lazy on the current. Can't we do

that?"

"Nothing easier," he answered, entirely delighted that she was again more

like the 'Tana of two months before. She seemed to him a little paler and

a little taller, but as they walked together to the canoe, he felt that

they would again come to the old chummy days of Sinna Ferry, when they

quarreled and made up as regularly as the sun rose and set.

"Well, why don't you talk?" she asked, as their little craft drifted away

from the tents and the man who washed the soil by the spring run. "What

did you do with the women folks?"

"Gave them to Overton. They concluded not to risk their precious selves

with me, when they discovered that he, for a wonder, was disengaged.

Really and truly, that angular schoolmistress will make herself Mrs.

Overton if he is not careful. She flatters him enough to spoil an average

man; looks at him with so much respectful awe, you know, though she never

does say much to him."

"Saves her breath to drill Mrs. Huzzard with," observed the girl, dryly.

"That poor, dear woman has a bee in her muddled old head, and the bee is

Captain Leek and his fine manners. I can see it, plain as day. Bless her

heart! I hear her go over and over words that she always used to say

wrong, and she does eat nicer than she used to. Humph! I wonder if Dan

Overton will take as kindly to being taught, when the school-teacher

begins with him."

There was a mirthless, unlovely smile about her lips, and Lyster reached

over and clasped her hand coaxingly.

"'Tana, what has changed you so?" he asked. "Is it your sickness--is it

the gold--or what, that makes you turn from your old friends? Dan never

says a word, but I notice it. You never talk to him, and he has almost

quit going to your cabin at all, though he would do anything for you, I

know. My dear, you will find few friends like him in the world."

"Oh, don't--don't bother me about him," she answered, irritably. "He is

all right, of course. But I--"

Then she stopped, and with a determined air turned the subject.

"You said you had something to talk to me about. What was it?"

"You don't know how glad I am to hear you speak as you used to," he said,

looking at her kindly. "I would be rejoiced even to get a scolding from

you these days. But that was not exactly what I brought you out to tell

you, either," and he drew from his pocket the letter he had carried for

three weeks, waiting until she appeared strong enough to accept surprises.

"I suppose, of course, you have heard us talk a good deal about the

Eastern capitalist who was here when you were so sick, and who,

unhesitatingly, made purchase of the Twin Spring Mines, as it is called

now."

"You mean the very fine Mr. Haydon, who had curly hair and looked like

me?" she asked, ironically. "Yes, I've heard the women folks talking about

him a good deal, when they thought me asleep. Old Akkomi scared him a

little, too, didn't he?"

"So, you _have_ heard?" he asked, in surprise. "Well, yes, he does look a

little like you; it's the hair, I think. But I don't see why you utter his

name with so much contempt, 'Tana."

"Maybe not; but I've heard the name of Haydon before to-day, and I have a

grudge against it."

"But not this Haydon."

"I don't know which Haydon. I never saw any of them--don't know as I

want to. I guess this one is almost too fine for Kootenai country people,

anyway."

"But that is where you are wrong, entirely wrong, 'Tana," he hastened to

explain. "He was very much interested in you--very much, indeed; asked

lots of questions about you, and--and here is what I wanted to speak of.

When he went away, he gave me this letter for you. I imagine he wants to

help make arrangements for you when you go East, have you know nice people

and all that. You see, 'Tana, his daughter is about your age, and looks

just a little as you do sometimes; and I think he wants to do something

for you. It's an odd thing for him to take so strong an interest in any

stranger; but they are the very best people you could possibly know if you

go to Philadelphia."

"Maybe if you would let me see the letter myself, I could tell better

whether I wanted to know them or not," she said, and Lyster handed it to

her without another word.

It was a rather long letter, two closely-written sheets, and he could not

understand the little contemptuous smile with which she opened it. Haydon,

the great financier, had seemed to him a very wonderful personage when he

was 'Tana's age.

The girl was not so indifferent as she tried to appear. Her fingers

trembled a little, though her mouth grew set and angry as she read the

carefully kind words of Mr. Haydon.

"It is rather late in the day for them to come with offers to help me,"

she said, bitterly. "I can help myself now; but if they had looked for me

a year ago--two or three years ago--"

"Looked for you!" he exclaimed, with a sort of impatient wonder. "Why,

my dear girl, who would even think of hunting for little white girls in

these forests? Don't be foolishly resentful now that people want to be

nice to you. You could not expect attention from people before they were

aware of your existence."

"But they did know of my existence!" she answered, curtly. "Oh! you

needn't stare at me like that, Mr. Max Lyster! I know what I'm talking

about. I have the very shaky honor of being a relation of your fine

gentleman from the East. I thought it when I heard the name, but did not

suppose he would know it. And I'm not too proud of it, either, as you seem

to think I ought to be."

"But they are one of our best families--"

"Then your worst must be pretty bad," she interrupted. "I know just about

what they are."

"But 'Tana--how does it come--"

"I won't answer any questions about it, Max, so don't ask," and she folded

up the letter and tore it into very little pieces, which she let fall into

the water. "I am not going to claim the relationship or their hospitality,

and I would just as soon you forgot that I acknowledged it. I didn't mean

to tell, but that letter vexed me."

"Look here, 'Tana," and Lyster caught her hand again. "I can't let you act

like this. They can be of much more help to you socially than all your

money. If the family are related to you, and offer you attention, you

can't afford to ignore it. You do not realize now how much their attention

will mean; but when you are older, you will regret losing it. Let me

advise you--let me--"

"Oh, hush!" she said, closing her eyes, wearily. "I am tired--tired! What

difference does it make to you--why need you care?"

"May I tell you?" and he looked at her so strangely, so gravely, that her

eyes opened in expectation of--she knew not what.

"I did not mean to let you know so soon, 'Tana," and his clasp of her hand

grew closer; "but, it is true--I love you. Everything that concerns you

makes a difference to me. Now do you understand?"

"You!--Max--"

"Don't draw your hand away. Surely you guessed--a little? I did not know

myself how much I cared till you came so near dying. Then I knew I could

not bear to let you go. And--and you care a little too, don't you! Speak

to me!"

"Let us go home," she answered in a low voice, and tried to draw her

fingers away. She liked him--yes; but--

"Tana, won't you speak? Oh, my dear, dear one, when you were so ill, so

very ill, you knew no one else, but you turned to me. You went asleep with

your cheek against my hand, and more than once, 'Tana, with your hand

clasping mine. Surely that was enough to make me hope--for you did like me

a little, then."

"Yes, I--liked you," but she turned her head away, that he could not see

her flushed face. "You were good to me, but I did not know--I could not

guess--" and she broke down as though about to cry, and his own eyes were

full of tenderness. She appealed to him now as she had never done in her

days of brightness and laughter.

"Listen to me," he said, pleadingly. "I won't worry you. I know you are

too weak and ill to decide yet about your future. I don't ask you to

answer me now. Wait. Go to school, as I know you intend to do; but don't

forget me. After the school is over you can decide. I will wait with all

patience. I would not have told you now, but I wanted you to know I was

interested in the answer you would give Haydon. I wanted you to know that

I would not for the world advise you, but for your best interests. Won't

you believe--"

"I believe you; but I don't know what to say to you. You are different

from me--your people are different. And of my people you know nothing,

nothing at all, and--"

"And it makes no difference," he interrupted. "I know you have had a lot

of trouble for a little girl, or your family have had trouble you are

sensitive about. I don't know what it is, but it makes no difference--not

a bit. I will never question about it, unless you prefer to tell of your

own accord. Oh, my dear! if some day you could be my wife, I would help

you forget all your childish troubles and your unpleasant life."

"Let us go home," she said, "you are good to me, but I am so tired."

He obediently turned the canoe, and at that moment voices came to them

from toward the river--ringing voices of men.

"It is possibly Mr. Haydon and others," he exclaimed, after listening a

moment. "We have been expecting them for days. That was why I could no

longer put off giving you the letter."

"I know," she said, and her face flushed and paled a little, as the voices

came closer. He could see she nervously dreaded the meeting.

"Shall I get the canoe back to camp before they come?" he asked kindly;

but she shook her head.

"You can't, for they move fast," she answered, as she listened. "They

would see us; and, if he is with them, he--would think I was afraid."

He let the canoe drift again, and watched her moody face, which seemed to

grow more cold with each moment that the strangers came closer. He was

filled with surprise at all she had said of Haydon and of the letter. Who

would have dreamed that she--the little Indian-dressed guest of Akkomi's

camp--would be connected with the most exclusive family he knew in the

East? The Haydon family was one he had been especially interested in only

a year ago, because of Mr. Haydon's very charming daughter. Miss Haydon,

however, had a clever and ambitious mamma, who persisted in keeping him at

a safe distance.

Max Lyster, with his handsome face and unsettled prospects, was not the

brilliant match her hopes aspired to. Pretty Margaret Haydon had, in all

obedience, refused him dances and affected not to see his efforts to be

near her. But he knew she did see; and one little bit of comfort he had

taken West with him was the fancy that her refusals were never voluntary

affairs, and that she had looked at him as he had never known her to look

at another man.

Well, that was a year ago, and he had just asked another girl to marry

him--a girl who did not look at him at all, but whose eyes were on the

swift-flowing current--troubled eyes, that made him long to take care of

her.

"Won't you speak to me at all?" he asked. "I will do anything to help you,

'Tana--anything at all."

She nodded her head slowly.

"Yes--now," she answered. "So would Mr. Haydon, Max."

"'Tana! do you mean--" His face flushed hotly, and he looked at her for

the first time with anger in his face.

She put out her hand in a tired, pleading way.

"I only mean that now, when I have been lucky enough to help myself, it

seems as if every one thinks I need looking after so much more than they

used to. Maybe because I am not strong yet--maybe so; I don't know." Then

she smiled and looked at him curiously.

"But I made a mistake when I said 'every one,' didn't I? For Dan never

comes near me any more."

Then the strange canoes came in sight and very close to them, as they

turned a bend in the creek. There were three large boats--one carrying

freight, one filled with new men for the works, and in the other--the

foremost one--was Mr. Haydon, and a tall, thin, middle-aged stranger.

"Uncle Seldon!" exclaimed Lyster, with animation, and held the canoe still

in the water, that the other might come close, and in a whisper he said:

"The one to the right is Mr. Haydon."

He glanced at her and saw she was making a painful effort at

self-control.

"Don't worry," he whispered. "We will just speak, and drift on past

them."

But when they called greeting to each other, and the Indian boatman was

told to send their craft close to the little camp canoe, she raised her

head and looked very levelly across the stranger, who had hair so like her

own, and spoke to the Indian who paddled their boat as though he were the

only one there to notice.

"Plucky!" decided Mr. Haydon, "and stubborn;" but he kept those thoughts

to himself, and said aloud: "My dear young lady, I am indeed pleased to

see you so far recovered since my last visit. I presume you know who I

am," and he looked at her in a smiling, confidential way.

"Yes, I know who you are. Your name is Haydon, and--there is a piece of

your letter."

She picked up a fragment of paper that had fallen at her feet, and flung

it out from her on the water. Mr. Haydon affected not to see the pettish

act, but turned to his companion.

"Will you allow me, Miss Rivers, to introduce another member of our firm?

This is Mr. Seldon. Seldon, this is the young girl I told you of."

"I knew it before you spoke," said the other man, who looked at her with a

great deal of interest, and a great deal of kindness. "My child, I was

your mother's friend long ago. Won't you let me be yours?"

She reached out her hand to him, and the quick tears came to her eyes. She

trusted without question the earnest gray eyes of the speaker, and turned

from her own uncle to the uncle of Max.