CHAPTER XLVII. THE LAST: WITH A CONCLUDING WORD BY THE DAME
It is of seemingly good augury for the cause of a suppliant man, however
little for the man himself, when she who has much to pardon can depict
him in a manner that almost smiles, not unlike a dandling nurse the
miniature man-child sobbing off to sleep after a frenzy; an example of a
genus framed for excuses, and he more than others. Chillon was amused
up to inquisitive surprise by Carinthia’s novel idea of her formerly
dreaded riddle of a husband. As she sketched the very rational alliance
proposed to her, and his kick at the fetters of Calesford, a shadowy
dash for an image of the solicitous tyrant was added perforce to
complete the scene; following which, her head moved sharply, the subject
was flung over her shoulder.
She was developing; she might hold her ground with the husband, if the
alliance should be resumed; and she would be a companion for Henrietta
in England: she was now independent, as to money, and she could break an
intolerable yoke without suffering privation. He kept his wrath under,
determined not to use his influence either way, sure though he was of
her old father’s voting for her to quit the man and enter the field
where qualities would be serviceable. The man probably feared a
scandal more than the loss of his wife in her going. He had never been
thrashed--the sole apology Chillon discovered for him, in a flushed
review of the unavenged list of injuries Carinthia had sustained. His
wise old father insisted on the value of an early thrashing to trim
and shape the growth of most young men. There was no proof of Lord
Fleetwood’s having schemed to thwart his wager, so he put that
accusation by: thinking for an instant, that if the man desired to have
his wife with him, and she left the country with her brother, his own
act would recoil; or if she stayed to hear of a villany, Carinthia’s
show of scorn could lash. Henrietta praised my lord’s kindness. He had
been one of the adorers--as what man would not be!--and upon her
at least (he could hardly love her husband) he had not wreaked his
disappointment. A young man of huge wealth, having nothing to do
but fatten his whims, is the monster a rich country breeds under the
blessing of peace. His wife, if a match for him, has her work traced
out:--mean work for the child of their father, Chillon thought. She
might be doing braver, more suitable to the blood in her veins. But
women have to be considered as women, not as possible heroines; and
supposing she held her own with this husband of hers, which meant,
judging by the view of their unfolded characters at present, a certain
command of the freakish beast; she, whatever her task, would not be the
one set trotting. He came to his opinion through the estimate he had
recently formed of Lord Fleetwood, and a study of his changed sister.
Her brows gloomed at a recurrence to that subject. Their business of the
expedition absorbed her, each detail, all the remarks he quoted of
his chief, hopeful or weariful; for difficulties with the Spanish
Government, and with the English too, started up at every turn; and the
rank and file of the contingent were mostly a rough lot, where they were
rather better than soaked weeds. A small body of trained soldiers had
sprung to the call to arms; here and there an officer could wheel a
regiment.
Carinthia breasted discouragement. ‘English learn from blows, Chillon.’
‘He might have added, they lose half their number by having to learn
from blows, Carin.’
‘He said, “Let me lead Britons!”’
‘When the canteen’s fifty leagues to the rear, yes!’
‘Yes, it is a wine country,’ she sighed. ‘But would the Spaniards have
sent for us if their experience told them they could not trust us?’
Chillon brightened rigorously: ‘Yes, yes; there’s just a something about
our men at their best, hard to find elsewhere. We’re right in thinking
that. And our chief ‘s the right man.’
‘He is Owain’s friend and countryman,’ said Carinthia, and pleased, her
brother for talking like a girl, in the midst of methodical calculations
of the cost of this and that, to purchase the supplies he would need.
She had an organizing head. On her way down from London she had drawn
on instructions from a London physician of old Peninsula experience
to pencil a list of the medical and surgical stores required by a
campaigning army; she had gained information of the London shops where
they were to be procured; she had learned to read medical prescriptions
for the composition of drugs. She was at her Spanish still, not behind
him in the ordinary dialogue, and able to correct him on points of
Spanish history relating to fortresses, especially the Basque. A French
bookseller had supplied her with the Vicomte d’Eschargue’s recently
published volume of a Travels in Catalonia. Chillon saw paragraphs
marked, pages dog-eared, for reference. At the same time, the question
of Henrietta touched her anxiously. Lady Arpington’s hints had sunk into
them both.
‘I have thought of St. Jean de Luz, Chillon, if Riette would consent to
settle there. French people are friendly. You expect most of your work
in and round the Spanish Pyrenees.’
‘Riette alone there?’ said he, and drew her by her love of him into his
altered mind; for he did not object to his wife’s loneliness at Cadiz
when their plan was new.
London had taught her that a young woman in the giddy heyday of her
beauty has to be guarded; her belonging to us is the proud burden
involving sacrifices. But at St. Jean de Luz, if Riette would consent to
reside there, Lord Fleetwood’s absence and the neighbourhood of the
war were reckoned on to preserve his yokefellow from any fit of the
abominated softness which she had felt in one premonitory tremor during
their late interview, and deemed it vile compared with the life of
action and service beside, almost beside, her brother, sharing his
dangers at least. She would have had Chillon speak peremptorily to
his wife regarding the residence on the Spanish borders, adding, in a
despair: ‘And me with her to protect her!’
‘Unfair to Riette, if she can’t decide voluntarily,’ he said.
All he refrained from was, the persuading her to stay in England and
live reconciled with the gaoler of the dungeon, as her feelings pictured
it.
Chillon and Carinthia journeyed to London for purchases and a visit to
lawyer, banker, and tradesmen, on their way to meet his chief and Owain
Wythan at Southampton. They lunched with Livia. The morrow was the
great Calesford day; Henrietta carolled of it. Lady Arpington had been
afllictingly demure on the theme of her presence at Calesford within
her term of mourning. ‘But I don’t mourn, and I’m not related to the
defunct, and I can’t be denied the pleasure invented for my personal
gratification,’ Henrietta’s happy flippancy pouted at the prudish
objections. Moreover, the adored Columelli was to be her slave of song.
The termination of the London season had been postponed a whole week for
Calesford: the utmost possible strain; and her presence was understood
to represent the Countess of Fleetwood, temporarily in decorous
retirement. Chillon was assured by her that the earl had expressed
himself satisfied with his wife’s reasonableness. ‘The rest will
follow.’ Pleading on the earl’s behalf was a vain effort, but she had
her grounds for painting Lord Fleetwood’s present mood to his countess
in warm colours. ‘Nothing short of devotion, Chillon!’ London’s extreme
anxiety to see them united, and the cause of it, the immense good
Janey could do to her country, should certainly be considered by her,
Henrietta said. She spoke feverishly. A mention of St. Jean de Luz for a
residence inflicted, it appeared, a more violent toothache than she had
suffered from the proposal of quarters in Cadiz. And now her husband had
money?... she suggested his reinstatement in the English army. Chillon
hushed that: his chief had his word. Besides, he wanted schooling in
war. Why had he married! His love for her was the answer; and her beauty
argued for the love. But possessing her, he was bound to win her a
name. So his reasoning ran to an accord with his military instincts and
ambition. Nevertheless, the mournful strange fact she recalled, that
they had never waltzed together since they were made one, troubled his
countenance in the mirror of hers. Instead of the waltz, grief, low
worries, dulness, an eclipse of her, had been the beautiful creature’s
portion.
It established mighty claims to a young husband’s indulgence. She
hummed a few bars of his favourite old Viennese waltz, with ‘Chillon!’
invitingly and reproachfully. His loathing of Lord Fleetwood had to
withstand an envious jump at the legs in his vison of her partner on the
morrow. He said: ‘You’ll think of some one absent.’
‘You really do wish me to go, my darling? It is Chillon’s wish?’ She
begged for the words; she had them, and then her feverishness abated to
a simple sparkling composure.
Carinthia had observed her. She was heart-sick under pressure of
thoughts the heavier for being formless. They signified in the sum her
doom to see her brother leave England for the war, and herself crumble
to pieces from the imagined figure of herself beside him on or near the
field. They could not be phrased, for they accused the beloved brother
of a weakness in the excessive sense of obligation to the beautiful
woman who had wedded him. Driving down to Southampton by the
night-coach, her tenderness toward Henrietta held other thoughts
unshaped, except one, that moved in its twilight, murmuring of how the
love of pleasure keeps us blind children. And how the innocents are
pushed by it to snap at wicked bait, which the wealthy angle with,
pointed a charitable index on some of our social story. The Countess
Livia, not an innocent like Henrietta had escaped the poisoned tongues
by contracting a third marriage--‘in time!’ Lady Arpington said; and
the knotty question was presented to a young mind: Why are the innocents
tempted to their ruin, and the darker natures allowed an escape? Any
street-boy could have told her of the virtue in quick wits. But her
unexercised reflectiveness was on the highroad of accepted doctrines,
with their chorus of the moans of gossips for supernatural intervention
to give us justice. She had not learnt that those innocents, pushed by
an excessive love of pleasure, are for the term lower in the scale
than their wary darker cousins, and must come to the diviner light of
intelligence through suffering.
However, the result of her meditations was to show her she was directed
to be Henrietta’s guardian. After that, she had no thoughts; travelling
beside Chillon, she was sheer sore feeling, as of a body aching for its
heart plucked out. The bitterness of the separation to come between them
prophesied a tragedy. She touched his hand. It was warm now.
During six days of travels from port to port along the Southern and
Western coasts, she joined in the inspection of the English contingent
about to be shipped. They and their chief and her brother were plain to
sight, like sample print of a book’s first page, blank sheets for the
rest of the volume. If she might have been one among them, she would
have dared the reckless forecast. Her sensations were those of a bird
that has flown into a room, and beats wings against the ceiling and the
window-panes. A close, hard sky, a transparent prison wall, narrowed
her powers, mocked her soul. She spoke little; what she said impressed
Chillon’s chief, Owain Wythan was glad to tell her. The good friend had
gone counter to the tide of her breast by showing satisfaction with
the prospect that she would take her rightful place in the world. Her
concentrated mind regarded the good friend as a phantom of a man, the
world’s echo. His dead Rebecca would have understood her passion to be
her brother’s comrade, her abasement in the staying at home to guard
his butterfly. Owain had never favoured her project; he could not
now perceive the special dangers Chillon would be exposed to in her
separation from him. She had no means of explaining what she felt
intensely, that dangers, death, were nothing to either of them, if they
shared the fate together.
Her rejected petition to her husband for an allowance of money, on the
day in Wales, became the vivid memory which brings out motives in its
glow. Her husband hated her brother; and why? But the answer was lighted
fierily down another avenue. A true husband, a lord of wealth, would
have rejoiced to help the brother of his wife. He was the cause of
Chillon’s ruin and this adventure to restore his fortunes. Could she
endure a close alliance with the man while her brother’s life was
imperilled? Carinthia rebuked her drowsy head for not having seen his
reason for refusing at the time. ‘How long I am before I see anything
that does not stare in my face!’ She was a married woman, whose order of
mind rendered her singularly subject to the holiness of the tie; and she
was a weak woman, she feared. Already, at intervals, now that action on
a foreign field of the thunders and lightnings was denied, imagination
revealed her dissolving to the union with her husband, and cried her
comment on herself as the world’s basest of women for submitting to it
while Chillon’s life ran risks; until finally she said: ‘Not before I
have my brother home safe!’ an exclamation equal to a vow.
That being settled, some appearance of equanimity returned; she
talked of the scarlet business as one she participated in as a distant
spectator. Chillon’s chief was hurrying the embarkation of his troops;
within ten days the whole expedition would be afloat. She was to post to
London for further purchases, he following to take leave of his wife and
babe. Curiously, but hardly remarked on during the bustle of work,
Livia had been the one to send her short account of the great day at
Calesford; Henrietta, the born correspondent, pencilling a couple of
lines; she was well, dreadfully fatigued, rather a fright from a trip
of her foot and fall over a low wire fence. Her message of love thrice
underlined the repeated word.
Henrietta was the last person Carinthia would have expected to meet
midway on the London road. Her name was called from a carriage as she
drove up to the door of the Winchester hostlery, and in the lady, over
whose right eye and cheek a covering fold of silk concealed a bandage,
the voice was her sister Riette’s. With her were two babes and their
nursemaids.
‘Chillon is down there--you have left him there?’ Henrietta greeted
her, saw the reply, and stepped out of her carriage. ‘You shall kiss the
children afterwards; come into one of the rooms, Janey.’
Alone together, before an embrace, she said, in the voice of tears
hardening to the world’s business, ‘Chillon must not enter London. You
see the figure I am. My character’s in as bad case up there--thanks to
those men! My husband has lost his “golden Riette.” When you see beneath
the bandage! He will have the right to put me away. His “beauty of
beauties”! I’m fit only to dress as a page-boy and run at his heels.
My hero! my poor dear! He thinking I cared for nothing but amusement,
flattery. Was ever a punishment so cruel to the noblest of generous
husbands! Because I know he will overlook it, make light of it, never
reproach his Riette. And the rose he married comes to him a shrivelled
leaf of a potpourri heap. You haven’t seen me yet. I was their
“beautiful woman.” I feel for my husband most.’
She took breath. Carinthia pressed her lips on the cheek sensible to a
hiss, and Henrietta pursued, in words liker to sobs: ‘Anywhere, Cadiz,
St. Jean de Luz, hospital work either, anywhere my husband likes,
anything! I want to work, or I’ll sit and rock the children. I’m awake
at last. Janey, we’re lambs to vultures with those men. I don’t pretend
I was the perfect fool. I thought myself so safe. I let one of them
squeeze my hand one day, he swears. You know what a passion is; you have
it for mountains and battles, I for music. I do remember, one morning
before sunrise, driving back to town out of Windsor,--a dance, the
officers of the Guards,--and my lord’s trumpeter at the back of the
coach blowing notes to melt a stone, I found a man’s hand had mine. I
remember Lord Fleetwood looking over his shoulder and smiling hard and
lashing his horses. But listen--yes, at Calesford it happened. He--oh,
hear the name, then; Chillon must never hear it;--Lord Brailstone was
denied the right to step on Lord Fleetwood’s grounds. The Opera company
had finished selections from my Pirata. I went out for cool air; little
Sir Meeson beside me. I had a folded gauze veil over my head, tied at
the chin in a bow. Some one ran up to me--Lord Brailstone. He poured
forth their poetry. They suppose it the wine for their “beautiful
woman.” I dare say I laughed or told him to go, and he began a tirade
against Lord Fleetwood. There’s no mighty difference between one beast
of prey and another. Let me get away from them all! Though now! they
would not lift an eyelid. This is my husband’s treasure returning
to him. We have to be burnt to come to our senses. Janey--oh! you do
well!--it was fiendish; old ballads, melodrama plays, I see they were
built on men’s deeds. Janey, I could not believe it, I have to believe,
it is forced down my throat;--that man, your husband, because he could
not forgive my choosing Chillon, schemed for Chillon’s ruin. I could not
believe it until I saw in the glass this disfigured wretch he has made
of me. Livia serves him, she hates him for the tyrant he is; she has
opened my eyes. And not for himself, no, for his revenge on me, for my
name to be as my face is. He tossed me to his dogs; fair game for them!
You do well, Janey; he is capable of any villany. And has been calling
at Livia’s door twice a day, inquiring anxiously; begs the first
appointment possible. He has no shame; he is accustomed to buy men and
women; he thinks his money will buy my pardon, give my face a new skin,
perhaps. A woman swears to you, Janey, by all she holds holy on earth,
it is not the loss of her beauty--there will be a wrinkled patch on
the cheek for life, the surgeon says; I am to bear a brown spot, like
a bruised peach they sell at the fruit-shops cheap. Chillon’s Riette!
I think of that, the miserable wife I am for him without the beauty he
loved so! I think of myself as guilty, a really guilty woman, when I
compare my loss with my husband’s.’
‘Your accident, dearest Riette--how it happened?’ Carinthia said,
enfolding her.
‘Because, Janey, what have I ever been to Chillon but the good-looking
thing he was proud of? It’s gone. Oh, the accident. Brailstone had
pushed little Corby away; he held my hand, kept imploring, he wanted the
usual two minutes, and all to warn me against--I’ve told you; and he
saw Lord Fleetwood coming. I got my hand free, and stepped back, my head
spinning; and I fell. That I recollect, and a sight of flames, like the
end of the world. I fell on one of the oil-lamps bordering the grass; my
veil lighted; I had fainted; those two men saw nothing but one another;
and little Sir Meeson was no help; young Lord Cressett dashed out the
flames. They brought me to my senses for a second swoon. Livia says I
woke moaning to be taken away from that hated Calesford. It was, oh!
never to see that husband of yours again. Forgive him, if you can. Not
I. I carry the mark of him to my grave. I have called myself “Skin-deep”
ever since, day and night--the name I deserve.’
‘We will return to Chillon together, my own,’ said Carinthia. ‘It may
not be so bad.’ And in the hope that her lovely sister exaggerated a
defacement leaving not much worse than a small scar, her heart threw
off its load of the recent perplexities, daylight broke through her dark
wood. Henrietta brought her liberty. How far guilty her husband might
be, she was absolved from considering; sufficiently guilty to release
her. Upon that conclusion, pity for the awakened Riette shed purer
tear-drops through the gratitude she could not restrain, could hardly
conceal, on her sister’s behalf and her own. Henrietta’s prompt despatch
to Croridge to fetch the babes, her journey down out of a sick-room to
stop Chillon’s visit to London, proved her an awakened woman, well paid
for the stain on her face, though the stain were lasting. Never had she
loved Henrietta, never shown her so much love, as on the road to the
deepening colours of the West. Her sisterly warmth surprised the woeful
spotted beauty with a reflection that this martial Janey was after all
a woman of feeling, one whom her husband, if he came to know it and
the depth of it, the rich sound of it, would mourn in sackcloth to have
lost.
And he did, the Dame interposes for the final word, he mourned his loss
of Carinthia Jane in sackcloth and ashes, notwithstanding that he had
the world’s affectionate condolences about him to comfort him, by reason
of his ungovernable countess’s misbehaviour once more, according to the
report, in running away with a young officer to take part in a foreign
insurrection; and when he was most the idol of his countrymen and
countrywomen, which it was once his immoderate aim to be, he mourned
her day and night, knowing her spotless, however wild a follower of her
father’s MAXIMS FOR MEN. He believed--some have said his belief was
not in error--that the woman to aid and make him man and be the star
in human form to him, was miraculously revealed on the day of his walk
through the foreign pine forest, and his proposal to her at the ducal
ball was an inspiration of his Good Genius, continuing to his marriage
morn, and then running downwards, like an overstrained reel, under the
leadership of his Bad. From turning to turning of that descent, he saw
himself advised to retrieve the fatal steps, at each point attempting it
just too late; until too late by an hour, he reached the seaport where
his wife had embarked; and her brother, Chillon John, cruelly, it was
the common opinion, refused him audience. No syllable of the place
whither she fled abroad was vouchsafed to him; and his confessions of
sins and repentance of them were breathed to empty air. The wealthiest
nobleman of all England stood on the pier, watching the regiments of
that doomed expedition mount ship, ready with the bribe of the greater
part of his possessions for a single word to tell him of his wife’s
destination. Lord Feltre, his companion, has done us the service to
make his emotions known. He describes them, true, as the Papist who sees
every incident contribute to precipitate sinners into the bosom of his
Church. But this, we have warrant for saying, did not occur before the
earl had visited and strolled in the woods with his former secretary,
Mr. Gower Woodseer, of whom so much has been told, and he little better
than an infidel, declaring his aim to be at contentedness in life. Lord
Fleetwood might envy for a while, he could not be satisfied with Nature.
Within six months of Carinthia Jane’s disappearance, people had begun to
talk of strange doings at Calesford; and some would have it, that it was
the rehearsal of a play, in which friars were prominent characters, for
there the frocked gentry were seen flitting across the ground. Then
the world learnt too surely that the dreaded evil had happened, its
wealthiest nobleman had gone over to the Church of Rome! carrying all
his personal and unentailed estate to squander it on images and a dogma.
Calesford was attacked by the mob;--one of the notorious riots in our
history was a result of the Amazing Marriage, and roused the talk of
it again over Great Britain. When Carinthia Jane, after two years of
adventures and perils rarely encountered by women, returned to these
shores, she was, they say, most anxious for news of her husband; and
then, indeed, it has been conjectured, they might have been united to
walk henceforward as one for life, but for the sad fact that the Earl of
Fleetwood had two months and some days previously abjured his rank, his
remaining property, and his title, to become, there is one report, the
Brother Russett of the mountain monastery he visited in simple curiosity
once with his betraying friend, Lord Feltre. Or some say, and so it may
truly be, it was an amateur monastery established by him down among his
Welsh mountains, in which he served as a simple brother, without any
authority over the priests or what not he paid to act as his superiors.
Monk of some sort he would be. He was never the man to stop at anything
half way.
Mr. Rose Mackrell, in his Memoirs, was the first who revealed to the
world, that the Mademoiselle de Levellier of the French Count fighting
with the Carlists--falsely claimed by him as a Frenchwoman--was, in very
truth, Carinthia Jane, the Countess of Fleetwood, to whom Carlists and
Legitimises alike were indebted for tender care of them on the field and
in hospital; and who rode from one camp through the other up to the tent
of the Pretender to the throne of Spain, bearing her petition for
her brother’s release; which was granted, in acknowledgement of her
‘renowned humanity to both conflicting armies,’ as the words translated
by Dr. Glossop run. Certain it is she brought her wounded brother safe
home to England, and prisoners in that war usually had short shrift. For
three years longer she was the Countess of Fleetwood, ‘widow of a living
suicide,’ Mr. Rose Mackrell describes the state of the Marriage at that
period. No whisper of divorce did she tolerate.
Six months after it was proved that Brother Russett had perished of his
austerities, or his heart, we learn she said to the beseeching applicant
for her hand, Mr. Owain Wythan, with the gift of it, in compassion:
‘Rebecca could foretell events.’ Carinthia Jane had ever been ashamed
of second marriages, and the union with her friend Rebecca’s faithful
simpleton gave it, one supposes, a natural air, for he as little as she
had previously known the wedded state. She married him, Henrietta has
written, because of his wooing her with dog’s eyes instead of words. The
once famous beauty carried a wrinkled spot on her cheek to her grave;
a saving disfigurement, and the mark of changes in the story told you
enough to make us think it a providential intervention for such ends as
were in view.
So much I can say: the facts related, with some regretted omissions,
by which my story has so skeleton a look, are those that led to the
lamentable conclusion. But the melancholy, the pathos of it, the heart
of all England stirred by it, have been--and the panting excitement it
was to every listener--sacrificed in the vain effort to render events
as consequent to your understanding as a piece of logic, through an
exposure of character! Character must ever be a mystery, only to be
explained in some degree by conduct; and that is very dependent upon
accident: and unless we have a perpetual whipping of the tender part of
the reader’s mind, interest in invisible persons must needs flag. For it
is an infant we address, and the storyteller whose art excites an infant
to serious attention succeeds best; with English people assuredly, I
rejoice to think, though I have to pray their patience here while that
philosophy and exposure of character block the course along a road
inviting to traffic of the most animated kind.
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A dumb tongue can be a heavy liar
Accounting his tight blue tail coat and brass buttons a victory
Advised not to push at a shut gate
Always the shout for more produced it (“News”)
Amused after their tiresome work of slaughter
And her voice, against herself, was for England
Anecdotist to slaughter families for the amusement
As faith comes--no saying how; one swears by them
As for comparisons, they are flowers thrown into the fire
As if the age were the injury!
Be the woman and have the last word!
Bent double to gather things we have tossed away
Brains will beat Grim Death if we have enough of them
But a great success is full of temptations
Call of the great world’s appetite for more (Invented news)
Charity that supplied the place of justice was not thanked
Cock-sure has crowed low by sunset
Contempt of military weapons and ridicule of the art of war
Could affect me then, without being flung at me
Country enclosed us to make us feel snug in our own importance
Courage to grapple with his pride and open his heart was wanting
Deeds only are the title
Detested titles, invented by the English
Did not know the nature of an oath, and was dismissed
Dogs’ eyes have such a sick look of love
Drank to show his disdain of its powers
Drink is their death’s river, rolling them on helpless
Earl of Cressett fell from his coach-box in a fit
Enemy’s laugh is a bugle blown in the night
Everlastingly in this life the better pays for the worse
Fatal habit of superiority stopped his tongue
Father used to say, four hours for a man, six for a woman
Father and she were aware of one another without conversing
Festive board provided for them by the valour of their fathers
Flung him, pitied him, and passed on
Foe can spoil my face; he beats me if he spoils my temper
Fond, as they say, of his glass and his girl
Found that he ‘cursed better upon water’
Fun, at any cost, is the one object worth a shot
Good-bye to sorrow for a while--Keep your tears for the living
Had got the trick of lying, through fear of telling the truth
Hard enough for a man to be married to a fool
He did not vastly respect beautiful women
He was a figure on a horse, and naught when off it
He had wealth for a likeness of strength
He wants the whip; ought to have had it regularly
He was the prisoner of his word
Heartily she thanked the girl for the excuse to cry
Hearts that make one soul do not separately count their gifts
Her intimacy with a man old enough to be her grandfather
Himself in the worn old surplice of the converted rake
I hate sleep: I hate anything that robs me of my will
Ideas in gestation are the dullest matter you can have
Injury forbids us to be friends again
Innocence and uncleanness may go together
It was an honest buss, but dear at ten thousand
Lies are usurers’ coin we pay for ten thousand per cent
Life is the burlesque of young dreams
Limit was two bottles of port wine at a sitting
Little boy named Tommy Wedger said he saw a dead body go by
Look backward only to correct an error of conduct in future
Love of pleasure keeps us blind children
Magnificent in generosity; he had little humaneness
Make a girl drink her tears, if they ain’t to be let fall
Meditations upon the errors of the general man, as a cover
Mighty Highnesses who had only smelt the outside edge of battle
Never forgave an injury without a return blow for it
No enemy’s shot is equal to a weak heart in the act
Not afford to lose, and a disposition free of the craving to win
Not to be the idol, to have an aim of our own
Objects elevated even by a decayed world have their magnetism
On a morning when day and night were made one by fog
One idea is a bullet
Past, future, and present, the three weights upon humanity
Pebble may roll where it likes--not so the costly jewel
Poetic romance is delusion
Push me to condense my thoughts to a tight ball
Put material aid at a lower mark than gentleness
Puzzle to connect the foregoing and the succeeding
Quick to understand, she is in the quick of understanding
Reflection upon a statement is its lightning in advance
Religion condones offences: Philosophy has no forgiveness
Religion is the one refuge from women
Scorn titles which did not distinguish practical offices
Sensitiveness to the sting, which is not allowed to poison
Seventy, when most men are reaping and stacking their sins
She seemed really a soaring bird brought down by the fowler
She was thrust away because because he had offended
She stood with a dignity that the word did not express
She endured meekly, when there was no meekness
Should we leave a good deed half done
Showery, replied the admiral, as his cocked-hat was knocked off
So much for morality in those days!
So indulgent when they drop their blot on a lady’s character
Steady shakes them
Strengthening the backbone for a bend of the knee in calamity
Style is the mantle of greatness
Sweetest on earth to her was to be prized by her brother
That sort of progenitor is your “permanent aristocracy”
The habit of the defensive paralyzes will
The embraced respected woman
The idol of the hour is the mob’s wooden puppet
The divinely damnable naked truth won’t wear ornaments
Their sneer withers
There is no driver like stomach
There’s not an act of a man’s life lies dead behind him
They could have pardoned her a younger lover
Those who have the careless chatter, the ready laugh
Those who know little and dread much
Thus are we stricken by the days of our youth
Tighter than ever I was tight I’ll be to-night
To most men women are knaves or ninnies
Touch sin and you accommodate yourself to its vileness
Truth is, they have taken a stain from the life they lead
Very little parleying between determined men
Wakening to the claims of others--Youth’s infant conscience
Warm, is hardly the word--Winter’s warm on skates
We make our taskmasters of those to whom we have done a wrong
We shall go together; we shall not have to weep for one another
With one idea, we see nothing--nothing but itself
Woman finds herself on board a rudderless vessel
Women treat men as their tamed housemates
Wooing her with dog’s eyes instead of words
Writer society delights in, to show what it is composed of
You played for gain, and that was a licenced thieving
You saw nothing but handkerchiefs out all over the theatre
You are to imagine that they know everything
You want me to flick your indecision
End of Project Gutenberg’s The Amazing Marriage, Complete, by George Meredith