CHAPTER XLVIII.
RUBY A PRISONER.
Ruby had run away from her lover in great dudgeon after the dance at
the Music Hall, and had declared that she never wanted to see him
again. But when reflection came with the morning her misery was
stronger than her wrath. What would life be to her now without her
lover? When she escaped from her grandfather's house she certainly
had not intended to become nurse and assistant maid-of-all-work at a
London lodging-house. The daily toil she could endure, and the hard
life, as long as she was supported by the prospect of some coming
delight. A dance with Felix at the Music Hall, though it were three
days distant from her, would so occupy her mind that she could wash
and dress all the children without complaint. Mrs. Pipkin was forced
to own to herself that Ruby did earn her bread. But when she had
parted with her lover almost on an understanding that they were never
to meet again, things were very different with her. And perhaps she
had been wrong. A gentleman like Sir Felix did not of course like to
be told about marriage. If she gave him another chance, perhaps he
would speak. At any rate she could not live without another dance.
And so she wrote him a letter.
Ruby was glib enough with her pen, though what she wrote will hardly
bear repeating. She underscored all her loves to him. She underscored
the expression of her regret if she had vexed him. She did not want
to hurry a gentleman. But she did want to have another dance at the
Music Hall. Would he be there next Saturday? Sir Felix sent her a
very short reply to say that he would be at the Music Hall on the
Tuesday. As at this time he proposed to leave London on the Wednesday
on his way to New York, he was proposing to devote his very last
night to the companionship of Ruby Ruggles.
Mrs. Pipkin had never interfered with her niece's letters. It is
certainly a part of the new dispensation that young women shall send
and receive letters without inspection. But since Roger Carbury's
visit Mrs. Pipkin had watched the postman, and had also watched her
niece. For nearly a week Ruby said not a word of going out at night.
She took the children for an airing in a broken perambulator, nearly
as far as Holloway, with exemplary care, and washed up the cups and
saucers as though her mind was intent upon them. But Mrs. Pipkin's
mind was intent on obeying Mr. Carbury's behests. She had already
hinted something as to which Ruby had made no answer. It was her
purpose to tell her and to swear to her most solemnly,--should she
find her preparing herself to leave the house after six in the
evening,--that she should be kept out the whole night, having a
purpose equally clear in her own mind that she would break her oath
should she be unsuccessful in her effort to keep Ruby at home. But on
the Tuesday, when Ruby went up to her room to deck herself, a bright
idea as to a better precaution struck Mrs. Pipkin's mind. Ruby had
been careless,--had left her lover's scrap of a note in an old pocket
when she went out with the children, and Mrs. Pipkin knew all about
it. It was nine o'clock when Ruby went up-stairs,--and then Mrs.
Pipkin locked both the front door and the area gate. Mrs. Hurtle
had come home on the previous day. "You won't be wanting to go out
to-night;--will you, Mrs. Hurtle?" said Mrs. Pipkin, knocking at her
lodger's door. Mrs. Hurtle declared her purpose of remaining at home
all the evening. "If you should hear words between me and my niece,
don't you mind, ma'am."
"I hope there's nothing wrong, Mrs. Pipkin?"
"She'll be wanting to go out, and I won't have it. It isn't right;
is it, ma'am? She's a good girl; but they've got such a way nowadays
of doing just as they pleases, that one doesn't know what's going to
come next." Mrs. Pipkin must have feared downright rebellion when she
thus took her lodger into her confidence.
Ruby came down in her silk frock, as she had done before, and made
her usual little speech. "I'm just going to step out, aunt, for a
little time to-night. I've got the key, and I'll let myself in quite
quiet."
"Indeed, Ruby, you won't," said Mrs. Pipkin.
"Won't what, aunt?"
"Won't let yourself in, if you go out. If you go out to-night you'll
stay out. That's all about it. If you go out to-night you won't
come back here any more. I won't have it, and it isn't right that
I should. You're going after that young man that they tell me is the
greatest scamp in all England."
"They tell you lies then, Aunt Pipkin."
"Very well. No girl is going out any more at nights out of my house;
so that's all about it. If you had told me you was going before, you
needn't have gone up and bedizened yourself. For now it's all to take
off again."
Ruby could hardly believe it. She had expected some opposition,--what
she would have called a few words; but she had never imagined that
her aunt would threaten to keep her in the streets all night. It
seemed to her that she had bought the privilege of amusing herself by
hard work. Nor did she believe now that her aunt would be as hard as
her threat. "I've a right to go if I like," she said.
"That's as you think. You haven't a right to come back again, any
way."
"Yes, I have. I've worked for you a deal harder than the girl
down-stairs, and I don't want no wages. I've a right to go out, and a
right to come back;--and go I shall."
"You'll be no better than you should be, if you do."
"Am I to work my very nails off, and push that perambulator about all
day till my legs won't carry me,--and then I ain't to go out, not
once in a week?"
"Not unless I know more about it, Ruby. I won't have you go and throw
yourself into the gutter;--not while you're with me."
"Who's throwing themselves into the gutter? I've thrown myself into
no gutter. I know what I'm about."
"There's two of us that way, Ruby;--for I know what I'm about."
"I shall just go then." And Ruby walked off towards the door.
"You won't get out that way, any way, for the door's locked;--and
the area gate. You'd better be said, Ruby, and just take your things
off."
Poor Ruby for the moment was struck dumb with mortification. Mrs.
Pipkin had given her credit for more outrageous perseverance than she
possessed, and had feared that she would rattle at the front door,
or attempt to climb over the area gate. She was a little afraid of
Ruby, not feeling herself justified in holding absolute dominion
over her as over a servant. And though she was now determined in
her conduct,--being fully resolved to surrender neither of the keys
which she held in her pocket,--still she feared that she might so
far collapse as to fall away into tears, should Ruby be violent.
But Ruby was crushed. Her lover would be there to meet her, and the
appointment would be broken by her! "Aunt Pipkin," she said, "let me
go just this once."
"No, Ruby;--it ain't proper."
"You don't know what you're a' doing of, aunt; you don't. You'll ruin
me,--you will. Dear Aunt Pipkin, do, do! I'll never ask again, if you
don't like."
Mrs. Pipkin had not expected this, and was almost willing to yield.
But Mr. Carbury had spoken so very plainly! "It ain't the thing,
Ruby; and I won't do it."
"And I'm to be--a prisoner! What have I done to be--a prisoner? I
don't believe as you've any right to lock me up."
"I've a right to lock my own doors."
"Then I shall go away to-morrow."
"I can't help that, my dear. The door will be open to-morrow, if you
choose to go out."
"Then why not open it to-night? Where's the difference?" But Mrs.
Pipkin was stern, and Ruby, in a flood of tears, took herself up to
her garret.
Mrs. Pipkin knocked at Mrs. Hurtle's door again. "She's gone to bed,"
she said.
"I'm glad to hear it. There wasn't any noise about it;--was there?"
"Not as I expected, Mrs. Hurtle, certainly. But she was put out a
bit. Poor girl! I've been a girl too, and used to like a bit of
outing as well as any one,--and a dance too; only it was always when
mother knew. She ain't got a mother, poor dear! and as good as no
father. And she's got it into her head that she's that pretty that a
great gentleman will marry her."
"She is pretty!"
"But what's beauty, Mrs. Hurtle? It's no more nor skin deep, as the
scriptures tell us. And what'd a grand gentleman see in Ruby to marry
her? She says she'll leave to-morrow."
"And where will she go?"
"Just nowhere. After this gentleman,--and you know what that means!
You're going to be married yourself, Mrs. Hurtle."
"We won't mind about that now, Mrs. Pipkin."
"And this 'll be your second, and you know how these things are
managed. No gentleman 'll marry her because she runs after him. Girls
as knows what they're about should let the gentlemen run after them.
That's my way of looking at it."
"Don't you think they should be equal in that respect?"
"Anyways the girls shouldn't let on as they are running after the
gentlemen. A gentleman goes here and he goes there, and he speaks
up free, of course. In my time, girls usen't to do that. But then,
maybe, I'm old-fashioned," added Mrs. Pipkin, thinking of the new
dispensation.
"I suppose girls do speak for themselves more than they did
formerly."
"A deal more, Mrs. Hurtle; quite different. You hear them talk of
spooning with this fellow, and spooning with that fellow,--and that
before their very fathers and mothers! When I was young we used to do
it, I suppose,--only not like that."
"You did it on the sly."
"I think we got married quicker than they do, any way. When the
gentlemen had to take more trouble they thought more about it. But
if you wouldn't mind speaking to Ruby to-morrow, Mrs. Hurtle, she'd
listen to you when she wouldn't mind a word I said to her. I don't
want her to go away from this, out into the street, till she knows
where she's to go to, decent. As for going to her young man,--that's
just walking the streets."
Mrs. Hurtle promised that she would speak to Ruby, though when making
the promise she could not but think of her unfitness for the task.
She knew nothing of the country. She had not a single friend in
it, but Paul Montague;--and she had run after him with as little
discretion as Ruby Ruggles was showing in running after her lover.
Who was she that she should take upon herself to give advice to any
female?
She had not sent her letter to Paul, but she still kept it in her
pocket-book. At some moments she thought that she would send it; and
at others she told herself that she would never surrender this last
hope till every stone had been turned. It might still be possible
to shame him into a marriage. She had returned from Lowestoft on
the Monday, and had made some trivial excuse to Mrs. Pipkin in her
mildest voice. The place had been windy, and too cold for her;--and
she had not liked the hotel. Mrs. Pipkin was very glad to see her
back again.