CHAPTER XXIII

"_The thorns which I have reap'd are of the tree

I planted; they have torn me, and I bleed.

I should have known what fruit would spring

from such a seed_."

BYRON.

Olivia Duchess of Longacres stood on the balcony of the hotel, looking

down at the cortege which had escorted the wife of the Sheik el-Umbar

from the House 'an Mahabbah some way out in the desert and which was

making its way as best it could through the tortuous, narrow, unpaved

streets of Khargegh town.

The white and only wife of the great Arab travelled _en reine_; two

outriders with modern rifles slung across the shoulder and brandishing

throwing-spears, caused consternation amongst the spectators as at a

word or touch of the unspurred foot they made their magnificent horses

rear and back and plunge.

One trick or feat had caused the heavens to be rent with screams of

pure joy and shouts of "_Wallahi-el-azim_," "_Ma sha-Allah_" and other

references to the might and glory of the Almighty.

You do not often see this feat of strength and dexterity, and when you

do, it brings your heart almost out of your body and has an exhibition

of tent-pegging simply beaten to a frazzle.

A spectator of the tender age of three, clothed--as it was a day of

festival--in _tarbusch_ and voluminous robe girt about him with a

cummerbund--on ordinary days he would have been clothed in nature and

girt in dirt--toddled straight into the middle of a square, just as the

outriders charged across it. There was no room for them to turn, so

packed were the places where the sidewalks should have been, neither

was there time in which to rein in their horses. Women shrieked and

beat their breasts, men looked on at the inevitable tragedy with the

composure of the sterner sex.

The babe stood stock-still.

And Yussuf the outrider, bending low on his saddle, drove straight down

upon it, gathered the back part of the cummerbund and some folds of the

voluminous skirt upon the point of his spear, and, lifting the mite,

amidst yells and shouts and wild clamour, carried him at spear-length

and top speed safely across the square.

Where the real danger comes in is in judging the exact amount of stuff

to gather on the spear-head; an inch or so too much and you may get a

part of the kiddie's little back; an inch or so too little and, when

you have him high in air, you may cut through the cloth and cause said

kiddie to make a hasty descent to _terra firma_.

Anyway, the child was safely restored to its fond mother, who

simultaneously smacked it and stuffed its mouth with fly-blown

sweetmeats, and became the hero for the latter part of the day.

The real cortège was headed by camels bearing gifts from the House

el-Umbar to the great white woman who stood, on the balcony in a grey

silk taffeta dress, a shawl of priceless lace on her head and a grey

parrot upon her shoulder. Silks, jewels, sweetmeats, _bibelots_ in

ivory and precious metal, dates, coffee in berries, a monkey and a

bushel of wheat were amongst the gifts carried by the camels who

grumbled and rumbled as they stalked with swaying gait and contemptuous

half-closed eyes.

Next came the armed escort, mounted on horses, with modern rifles slung

and cummerbunds stuck full of the most atrocious-looking knives. They

scowled at everyone, but as they passed under the balcony each one drew

his knife and rattled it against that of his neighbour so that the

weapons made a glittering arch in the light of the setting sun, as

salutation to the old white woman who was of their mistress's race.

Came Mustapha, the Ethiopian, into whose care the Sheikh had given his

wife all those years ago, when they had ridden out of the desert up to

his dwelling amongst the talik palms of the Flat Oasis.

He was on foot--not that he had done the entire journey in like

manner--and held the golden chain of the magnificent camel upon which

his mistress rode.

She rode in a palanquin of ivory with curtains of rose satin

embroidered in precious stones; on either side, also on camels, rode

two slaves who waved huge circular fans on long staffs to cool the air

about this woman who was so beloved throughout the land for her good

deeds and loving, helping hand.

She was in silk robes of rose covered in a satin cloak of deeper shade;

she was closely veiled as becomes the wife of a Mohammedan, and wore no

jewels save a rope of pearls; and her steady, wonderful blue eyes,

which were just twin heavens of happiness, shone with delight as she

looked up at the old woman who had known her as a girl, with her hair

hanging in two great plaits.

She put both hands to her forehead and spread them out in the beautiful

Eastern gesture of welcome, then bowed to her knees, as she passed.

Then, turning, she pulled her yashmak a little to one side. "_Petite

Maman_!" she cried. "Welcome, _Petite Maman_!" and blew her a kiss

from the tips of her rosy fingers.

Arrived at the entrance, the armed escort made a circle round her with

drawn knives; her camel knelt; a Persian carpet was laid across the

_quasi_-clean stones; then Mustapha the Ethiopian made a sign, upon

which Ameena, the little hunchback woman who loved her mistress more

than her life and who had been transported with joy when she had laid

the first-born, the son, in the mother's arms, came running swiftly.

Mustapha and Ameena lived one long life of secret feud; they fought

like cat and dog as to who could do the most in their mistress's

service; they stood shoulder to shoulder and fought everybody else in

the same good cause; and the huge man scowled fiercely as the deformed

little woman arranged the flowing robes and walked up the Persian

carpet behind the wife of the great Sheikh.

"Well, I never!" was Hobson's comment as she peeked from behind a door.

"Her grace must have made a mistake. You take that downstairs," she

added, coming boldly out onto the landing to intercept the slave with

the monkey. "Downstairs," and she pointed down to the entrance,

surging with people, "unless you want the place to be full of feathers

and fur!"

Jill stood in the doorway; looked across at her godmother, and made the

beautiful gesture of salutation, then removed her veil, picked up her

robes and ran across the room right into the outstretched arms.

Tears were very close as they laughed and held each other by the hand,

but the laughter died away altogether as they sat in the falling

shadows, the younger one with her head on the older one's lap.

Two wise women, they were fighting for the happiness of the young, as

the shadows fell and the stars came out and faded before the light of

the moon as she trailed her silver garments across the heavens.

Jill had risen once to her feet, in a moment of anger, and had gone out

onto the balcony and stood looking down, smiling upon the crowd,

composed chiefly of women, who had raised their hands and called down

the blessings of Allah upon her.

The steps were strewn with gifts, ranging from live goats to masses of

sticky sweetmeats and glass beads. Mothers had brought their sickly

babies and laid them down amongst the goats and beads, hoping that if

even the shadow of the blessed woman were to fall upon them they might

be healed.

Mustapha kept guard, hurling abuse at those who tarried, helping their

departure by the aid of his foot. Hobson stood like a grim sentinel

outside the sitting-room door. She had made tea under the greatest

difficulty--the kettle of tepid water had been flung at the salaaming

offender who had brought it--and had taken it in blushing brick-red

when Jill had risen and kissed her on both cheeks. Dinner had been

served, hardly tasted, and been sent away, and a whole tray of cups

full of burnt milk showed the perturbation of the maid's mind as she

waited, and waited for the sound of the little bell which summoned her

to her grace's presence.

"You are a noble-looking woman, my child," said the duchess, as she

keenly scrutinised the fair face with great blue eyes and broad

humourous mouth, which, but for an added serenity and dignity, was so

very like the face of the girl who had been left behind at Ismailiah

over twenty years ago, and who had journeyed into the desert with the

Arabian Sheikh and had married him. "I'm not surprised your husband

adores you. Could he not have come with you? I have always longed to

see him."

It seemed that the Sheikh Hahmed had been invited to Bagdad, to some

conference concerning the big Arabian question, but hoped to be able to

greet her grace before her departure. In the meanwhile his dwellings,

his servants, his horses and everything he was possessed of were hers.

"And he means it, _Petite Maman_; he loves making people happy. I--I

_love_ him." She paused for a moment; then looked straight into the

stern old eyes. "My love for my son is as great as my love for his

father, and I would lay down my life for their happiness."

There was no tenderness in the sad old eyes and no lines of yielding in

the stern old mouth; for although her heart was aching to say yes to

the mother's insistent demands for her son's happiness, her common

sense had turned her into a very rock of resistance.

"I am happy, radiantly happy." Jill, who was sitting on a stool at the

old woman's feet, slipped to her knees and caught the wrinkled old

hands in her own. "So why should the little girl not be happy with my

son, who is the finest man and dearest son ever born to woman? Tell me

what difference is there? Why should my son be made unhappy? Tell me!"

She knew perfectly well. Her son's words on the roof of his dwelling

under the stars were ringing in her ears; but she was hanging on to a

very forlorn hope with both hands, tricking herself with the thought

that, out of her love for her, the wise old woman might see things in a

different light and give her consent to the marriage just because the

man was her son.

But the old woman caught the mother to her breast and stroked the

golden head and kissed it with a world of pain in her sad old eyes.

"Because, dear," and the words were very gentle and the voice was very

soft, "just because, when we love, we think of ourselves only, and not

of those to come."

The old woman sighed as Jill raised her head sharply: "Try to

understand, little one. You, my dear, a white woman, married a

pure-bred Arab. Ah! my, dear, my dear, forgive me, your son is------"

Jill sprang to her feet, and as she sprang caught the rope of pearls

upon the arm of the chair, breaking it and scattering the jewels to the

four corners of the room.

She flung out her hands, making the Eastern sign to scare away evil

spirits. "The omen!" she whispered. "The omen! A broken string of

pearls means--means--death."

"Come, come, child," said the old lady sharply, and to allay the

unsightly terror in the other's face, and also because she believed in

using an axe in felling a tree, repeated her last remark. "You are

suffering now through the selfishness of love. Women who marry without

giving a thought to the result of the marriage, to the good or the harm

it might bring to the children of that marriage, deserve to suffer.

Marry the man, if you really love him and can help him by being his

wife; but let there be no children if there is anything in the union

that might hurt them." She rose and crossed to the girl who was

standing staring into a corner of the room, with a world of horror in

her eyes. She moved back as the old woman, came towards her, holding

out her hands as though to ward off some evil thing she saw in the

shadows.

"I can't bear it," she whispered; "I can't bear it. I don't believe

that anyone, could think _that_ of Hugh. Remember how loved he was at

Harrow------"

"Ah! my dear, my dear, there was your great mistake . . ."

"You're wrong," interrupted Jill harshly. "You're hopelessly, cruelly

wrong. He was idolised in England; he is loved out here. It was sheer

spite on the part of the--woman who told him that he was--was----" She

pressed her hands over her mouth as she backed to the wall, then flung

her arms out wide; her face was dead-white, her eyes blazing; she

reminded the old woman of a tigress fighting for her cubs; she was

beautiful beyond words in the tragedy of her motherhood. "I don't

believe you--I don't believe you--I--you------"

"Listen, Jill." The old woman's voice was as cold as ice as she

watched the agony in the fair face. Dear heavens! she did not want to

hurt; she wanted to give in and gather the child up in her arms, but

she knew what was best. "Your boy knows it, dear; he knows he is out

of the running. Come over to me and listen whilst I tell you

something." She sat down and pulled the suffering child down beside

her, who lay across the silken knees like the stricken mother across

the knees of the wise Madonna and made no sound or movement whilst she

listened to the bitter words of the fortune-teller in the hotel garden

at Cairo.

A little silence fell; then, very gently, very tenderly the old woman

spoke:

"So you see, dear, until she is of age it will be only my duty to see

that Damaris does not marry your son."

And Jill sprang to her feet and beat her hands together.

"And I," she said, "I will give my heart's blood to bring happiness to

my son. Death alone shall------"

She stopped and shivered as she glanced over her shoulder out into the

night, then drew herself up with a surpassing dignity and threw out her

hands in the Eastern gesture of resignation.

"You say 'I will not,' I say 'I will,' but it is God who decides."

With a little sobbing sigh she relinquished the unequal struggle, just

as Hobson walked boldly into the room and stood inside the door, like a

graven image of intense displeasure, when her mistress, unable to

withstand the unspoken disapproval, consented, after a promise to Jill

to have another long talk on the morrow, to go to bed.

But there was to be no long talk anyway in the town of Khargegh on the

morrow.

She lay in bed, propped by pillows against which, divested of its mask

of red and white and blue, the dear little old face shone brown. A

priceless bit of lace hid her own white locks, free for the night of

the outrageous perruque which covered them by day and which lay at the

moment hidden in its box.

A pair of crimson bed-slippers peeped from under the bed, another pair,

absurdly small, outrageously high-heeled, buckled and crimson, made a

splash of colour near the dressing-table. Her little hands were gently

folded under the ruffles of priceless lace of her cashmere night-attire

as she lay quite still, trying to find a way out through the jungle of

pain and grief which seemed to spread round and about so many she

loved; whilst Dekko, puffed out with sleepiness, sat on the back of a

chair, muttering incoherently to some fanciful image of his weird brain.

Hobson lay fast asleep in the next room, which had a communicating door

with that of her mistress. Knowing nothing of nerves or of

temperament, she had dropped asleep as soon as her head, with scanty

locks tortured into a _chevaux-de-frise_ of steel pins, had touched the

pillow; her strong hands were clenched on the frill of her stout calico

nightdress; her powerful face looked grim in the dim light of the moon,

which, high in the heavens, flung a silver shaft through the open

window straight across the bed. There was absolutely no sound when,

just as, so many miles away, Damaris made her passionate appeal, as she

stood by the window, Hobson, dour, stolid, unimaginative, yet with a

streak of Scotch blood in her veins, sat straight up in bed. Her eyes

were wide open as she stared in front of her, then she passed her

powerful hand over her grim face and flung the bedclothes to one side.

"She's in trouble." She spoke very clearly, sat for a moment thinking,

then reached for a puce dressing-gown trimmed mulberry. "I'll go and

tell her," and the infinite love in the pronoun was good to hear.

"She'll understand."

The duchess turned: her head as the door opened slowly, but made no

movement, although her heart suddenly quickened its beat.

"Yes?" she said quietly.

Hobson walked up to the bed and took one of the little old hands

between her own powerful ones.

"Miss Damaris wants you, ma'am." She spoke with certain conviction;

then added, "I've had a dream, ma'am. I saw nothing, but I heard Miss

Damaris calling you. It woke me up. '_Marraine_,' she said, 'I want

you.' That was all. And she does, ma'am."

She stood patting the hand of her mistress, who lay for a moment quite

still; then the faithful creature put a Shetland shawl round the bent

shoulders as the old lady sat straight up in bed.

"Would you please find Miss Jill's maid," (she used the term of the

past, when Jill Carden had stayed at the Castle and had teased Hobson

to death) "and ask her to tell her mistress that I should be pleased if

she could find it convenient to come to my room for a moment."

Hobson found the aged body-servant lying asleep outside her mistress's

door.

Ameena had learned a few words of the English language in the last

twenty years, but not enough to allow her to understand the terrifying

person who stood over her; so that she shook her head whilst Hobson

repeated her request over and over again, and ever more distinctly,

until it ended at last in a veritable shout which brought Jill, who had

not slept for the ache in her mother-heart, to the door.

For a moment she stood, a beautiful picture, with big questioning eyes

and two great plaits of auburn hair hanging down over her satin wrap;

then she ran down the corridor and into her godmother's bedroom.

In an hour those two forceful women had made their plans, acting

without hesitation upon what might so easily have been the outcome of

digestive trouble on Maria Hobson's part.

Fully clothed, the two maids entered her grace's bedroom, the one

carrying the tea-tray and the other a plate of biscuits.

"Ameena," said Jill, who was sitting on the end of the bed, "please go

and find Mustapha. Tell him to go to the station, find the

station-master and give him this letter. We want a special train as

soon as possible. Mustapha is to bring me a written reply from the

station-master."

She spoke with the authority of the Eastern potentate and took no

notice of the maid when she knelt and kissed the hem of her satin wrap.

"Give me a cigarette, Hobson," said her grace, in the depths of whose

eyes twinkled the star of humour. "We shall be starting as soon as

possible, maybe directly after breakfast, for Luxor."

"Yes, your grace. I will begin the packing," said the imperturbable

Hobson, placing the tray on the table beside the bed. "And when you

have had your tea, ma'am, will you try and get a little sleep? You can

leave everything safely to me."

But special trains do not grow like blackberries upon a side line in

the East, so that many weary hours passed before they set out upon the

return journey, which was rendered infinitely tedious by the

never-ending mistakes which got them shunted into sidings to allow the

ordinary trains to pass.