CHAPTER CXXVI.
ELUCIDATIONS.
At the conclusion of the hundred and twenty-fourth chapter we asked
whether Charles Hatfield would succeed in crushing the sentiments of
curiosity that had been awakened within him?
Alas! no--it was impossible!
His better feelings, aroused by the startling remembrance of the
assurances he had respectively given his father and mother, had for
a few hours triumphed over that insatiable longing to penetrate into
the mysteries of the past:--but when he again found himself alone in
his chamber, in the silence of night, he could not subdue the thoughts
which forced themselves upon him, and which were all connected with
those mysteries.
Thus was it that we again find him pacing his chamber while others
slept,--pacing up and down in an agitated and excited manner, and
maintaining a desperate struggle within his own soul.
For the irresistible temptation which beset him, was to ponder once
more and deeply on the incidents of his early days, and to endeavour
to retrieve from the abysses of his memory any other recollections
that might be slumbering there. For the sake of the pledge given
to his mother--for the sake of the assurance made to his father,
he strove,--yes--sincerely, ardently he strove--to vanquish that
temptation: yet he could not--human nature possessed not so grand a
power;--he might have ruled his actions by his will--but his thoughts
defied all controul.
Yielding, therefore, at length to their current, he was whirled along
by the same eddying tide of reflections which had swept him through so
considerable a portion of the preceding night;--and now the efforts of
memory--by one of those superhuman strainings which, while they seem as
if they must break the very fibres of the brain, also appear to evoke
a sudden flash from the depth of some profound cerebral cell,--those
powerful and painful efforts in a moment, as it were, established a
connexion between the name of _Benjamin Bones_ and _the murder of
Tamar_!
Yes: Charles Hatfield suddenly became aware that the name and the
incident were in some way associated:--and he necessarily supposed
that, in his childhood, he had heard facts mentioned which had created
that impression at the time, but the nature of which he could not now
for the life of him recall to memory. This impression was probably
vague even at the period when it was engendered; because Charles
recollected full well that the utmost caution was adopted by those
around him not to discourse upon the particulars of the foul murder
in his presence, nor even to respond otherwise than evasively to the
questions he put,--he being a mere child at the time.
As the young gentleman paced up and down, his mind labouring with the
new reminiscence which had arisen within, it suddenly struck him that
there were means of informing himself of all and every detail of that
murder, whereof he at present entertained only a vague and general
impression of its atrocity. His long absence on the continent had
prevented him from ever, even accidentally, falling in with an English
book of criminal annals, or a file of English newspapers, to which he
might have referred, had the thought struck him so to do. But now what
was to restrain him from making those searches which would throw every
light on an occurrence of such fearful interest?
Scarcely was this idea conceived, when the means of instantaneously
carrying it into execution suggested itself. For Charles Hatfield
remembered that in the well-stored library of the mansion he had
observed a complete set of the _Annual Register_, from the very origin
of that useful work until the most recent date of its publication!
And now he trembled from head to foot--he literally gasped for breath,
at the thought of being enabled to tear away the veil of mystery from
at least one incident which was so materially connected with his
childhood: for Tamar had been as a mother to him during the few months
that he was in her care!
There was in his soul a deep and yet undefined presentiment that
he stood on the threshold of strange discoveries--that important
revelations were about to be made to him;--and, without being
superstitious, he bent to the influence of this solemn but dim
forecasting--this awe-inspiring but vague prescience.
Taking the lamp in his hand, he stole gently from his
chamber--descended the wide and handsome staircase--traversed a
long corridor, in the niches of which stood beautiful specimens of
sculpture--and entered the spacious library.
On each side of the door was a marble statue as large as life; and the
young man started--but only for a moment--as the white and motionless
effigies stood out suddenly as if it were from the deep darkness which
the lamp illumined. It was not that he had forgotten such statues were
there--nor that he was positively frightened at their appearance:--but
his soul was influenced by one of those presentiments which are of
themselves superstitions in character--and moreover he was on the point
of seeking information relative to the details of a foul and horrible
murder.
Instantly recovering himself, and blushing at his fears, he advanced
into the library, closing the door carefully behind him: then,
approaching a particular range of shelves, he reached down the _Annual
Register_ for the year 1827.
In less than a minute he was seated at the table, with the book opened
at the proper place before him;--and greedily--Oh! how greedily he
plunged as it were into its contents.
But--great heavens!--why starts he thus? What discovery has he
made?--what revelation has been afforded him?
He learns, with a frightful sinking of the heart, that Rainford was a
highwayman--that he had been executed at Horsemonger Lane Gaol--that he
had been resuscitated by some means or another with which the writer
was unacquainted--that he had reappeared in London in the disguise
of a Blackamoor--and that he had received the royal pardon for all
his crimes. These details were incidentally given in the course of
the narrative of the foul murder of Tamar, who was represented to
have been Rainford’s wife;--and now also Charles Hatfield discovered
how terrific was the connexion between the name of Benjamin Bones
and the assassination of that ill-fated daughter of Israel. Yes--and
he perceived, too, that _Benjamin Bones_ and _Old Death_ were one
and the same individual;--and he shuddered from head to foot as he
perused--nay, almost rushed through the details of the crime which had
been committed nineteen years previously in the subterranean cells
belonging to a house in Red Lion Street, Clerkenwell!
But Charles Hatfield is not satisfied with what he has already
_devoured_--for we can scarcely use the word _read_:--his curiosity
to know more has become insatiable;--and guided by the hints and the
observations occurring in the narrative of the murder, he refers to an
earlier page in that volume, in order to obtain a full and complete
insight into the trial and condemnation of Rainford--that Rainford whom
he had loved so well!
The whole particulars were given in detail and with accuracy,--the
robbery of Sir Christopher Blunt--the capture of Rainford by Dykes and
his myrmidons in Lock’s Fields--the trial--the condemnation--and the
execution!
Charles read--read on with horrified feelings which often threatened
to get the better of him;--but there was one point in the evidence
which rivetted his attention. Dykes, the officer, in explaining the
mode in which the highwayman had been taken into custody, used these
words:--“_When I and my people gained admittance into the house in
Brandon Street, the prisoner was in bed with his mistress, a Jewess_.”
“Then,” thought Charles Hatfield immediately, “Tamar was not his wife!
Ah! that is clear enough--although the narrative of the murder would
imply otherwise. But the only inference that can be drawn from this
discrepancy, is that the reporter of the assassination was delicately
and judiciously sparing of the feelings of the Medina family--whereas,
in the former case, it was absolutely necessary to record the evidence
just as it was given. Poor Tamar!--no wonder that thy name is never
mentioned now by those who once knew thee--no wonder that even thy
very sister, the Countess of Ellingham, seems to have forgotten thee!”
Thus, Charles Hatfield suddenly adopted the belief that Tamar was not
Rainford’s wife. Neither, indeed, was she at the time when Rainford
was arrested by Mr. Dykes; and it never struck the young man that the
matrimonial ceremony might have been performed between the period of
Rainford’s resuscitation and the murder of the Jewish lady. For when
the nuptial blessing _was_ performed in Paris, Charles--being then
a mere boy--was not present at the proceedings which took place as
privately as possible in the British Ambassador’s Chapel. As for his
suspicion that the Countess of Ellingham was ashamed to breathe the
name of Tamar,--Oh! the reader may judge how erroneous was that belief!
In her heart of hearts did the generous Esther treasure the image of
that dearly-beloved sister;--and if neither herself nor her noble
husband ever breathed her name, it was through kind feelings towards
Mr. Hatfield and motives of delicacy in respect to Georgiana. But
Charles, being as yet ignorant that his father and Rainford were one
and the same person, could not possibly suspect the necessity for the
exercise of such kind feelings on the one hand or such delicacy on the
other.
“And thus,” murmured Charles to himself, as he closed the book which
had made such marvellous and horrifying revelations,--“and thus Thomas
Rainford was a highwayman! The good--kind-hearted--generous man who
loved me, was a felon--a criminal: he passed through the hands of the
public executioner! Oh! my God--what dreadful things have I this night
learnt!” he exclaimed aloud, pressing his hand to his forehead. “But
how came this Thomas Rainford to have the care of me?--how was it that
my parents could have left me so long in his hands--or at his disposal?
Oh! no wonder--no wonder that Mr. de Medina and Esther should have
charged me, when first they left me at school, never to mention the
name of Rainford! And now how many gaps in the earliest portion of my
reminiscences are filled up,--that absence of Mr. Rainford for several
weeks, during which period I pined after him--that constant weeping
of Tamar--then the removal to Mr. de Medina’s house, and the sudden
revival of joy which Tamar experienced there. But--a highwayman--a
felon--a criminal! Oh! what awful mysteries envelop all this matter
still! For the Earl of Ellingham was intimate with Rainford--and it
was said, I remember, that at Mr. de Medina’s death he left to this
same Rainford a large fortune. A fortune to whom?--to the seducer of
his daughter--to one who had passed through the hands of the public
executioner! And Lord Ellingham was intimate with the man who seduced
the sister of his intended wife;--and Esther was friendly likewise
with him who ruined that sister. Gracious God! all this is most
unaccountable--so unaccountable, that I am lost and bewildered! But
most mysterious--ten thousand times the most mysterious of all these
incidents, is that one grand fact to which I cannot but recur,--how
could my parents have left me in the care of a highwayman! ’Tis
true that he received the royal pardon: but that pardon----Ah! the
_Register_ says that it was procured through the interest of Lady
Hatfield--that Dykes, an officer of justice, was present at the time
when that lady announced----Just heavens! a light breaks in upon my
soul----Oh! no--no----and yet that resemblance----May God have mercy
upon me!”
And the young man, groaning bitterly--bitterly, in the anguish of his
spirit, fell back in his chair--covering his face with his hands.
Yes--a light had indeed broken in upon him, elucidating a terrible
mystery in a terrible manner! Lady Georgiana Hatfield had procured the
royal pardon:--Lady Georgiana Hatfield must therefore have had strong
reasons thus to exert herself in behalf of a convicted felon, who had
passed through the hands of the hangman, but had been recalled to life
and restored to the world in some wondrous manner. But of what nature
were those potent reasons? Naturally did it strike Charles Hatfield
that _love_ must have been the cause;--and when he recollected the
resemblance which existed between his own father and that Thomas
Rainford who had once been his friend and protector, it flashed to his
mind that he in whom Lady Hatfield had shown such tender interest--even
to the compromising of her fair fame in the eyes of the world,--he for
whom she had so far stepped aside from the precise course of female
delicacy as to implore the royal pardon,--he it must be who was her
husband!
Yes--yes: it was now as clear as the sun at noon-day:--Mr. Hatfield
and Thomas Rainford were one and the same individual,--and
he--Charles Hatfield--was the son of a highwayman who had been
tried--convicted--and ushered through all the ignominious ordeal of the
scaffold!
For several minutes the young man sat motionless--crushed, stupefied,
astounded by the appalling truth which he had elicited from his fatal
investigations into the past:--for several minutes it must have been a
mere balancing of chances whether he should awake from that dreadful
reverie to the light of reason once more, or suddenly start up a
howling, hopeless maniac!
But this latter condition was not to be his frightful doom.
By degrees--by very slow degrees, he recovered so much of his
self-possession and composure as to be enabled to look his misfortune
in the face, and even fall into additional reflections on the subject.
“Yes--Thomas Rainford and Mr. Hatfield are the same individual--and
_he_ is my father! It was but little more than nineteen years ago
when the trial and the ordeal of the gallows took place--and I am
twenty-five! Was my mother--was Lady Hatfield my father’s _wife_ at
that time? In other words--am I legitimate? ‘_As God is my judge_,’
said my father yesterday, ‘_she has never been guilty of weakness or
frailty_.’ Then what am I to believe? That my father and my mother were
married privately in an honourable manner--and that I was the offspring
of that lawful union;--then, that my father deserted my mother, and
became enamoured of Tamar, whom he took as his mistress;--and, lastly,
that after Tamar’s death, my parents were reunited! This--this must
be the truth--and therefore my father deceived me not when he so
emphatically proclaimed my mother’s virtue and my legitimacy. But--Oh!
my God!--well might he have said that _the weightiest reasons had alone
induced him and my mother to practise a deception towards myself and
the world in respect to the degree of relationship in which I really
stood with regard to them_! Yes--for the world perhaps dates the
marriage of my parents only from the time when they were reunited a few
years after Tamar’s death:--and hence the necessity of calling me their
_nephew_! I understand it all now--Oh! yes, I understand it all too
well! I am legitimate--but I am the son of a highwayman: my God! how
bitterly--bitterly is my curiosity punished this night!”
And now the young man sobbed as if his heart would break.
Whither had flown his dreams of ambition?--where now were his hopes of
emulating the career of His Royal Highness, the Prince of Montoni?
“The son of a highwayman!”--these were the words that fell ten times in
a minute from his tongue:--that was the idea which now sate, dominant
and all-absorbing, but like a leaden weight, upon his soul.
And did he loathe his father?--did he curse the author of his being?
No--no: a thousand times, _no_! Deep--profound--immeasurable was the
pity which he entertained for his sire;--and if he loathed any thing,
it was his own existence--if he cursed aught, it was his own being!
For, oh! terrible indeed was it for that fine young man, of lofty
principles, generous nature, and soaring aspirations,--terrible was it
for _him_ to receive a blow so sudden--a shock so rude--a rebuff so
awful!
Better--better far had it been for him to remain in ignorance of
his parentage,--still to have looked on Mr. Hatfield as his uncle,
and on Lady Georgiana as his aunt,--rather than have learnt a
secret which only prompted him to fathom collateral mysteries and
clear up associated doubts! For the result of those researches was
the elucidation which had flashed on him with almost lightning
effect,--blasting--searing scorching!
“Accursed book!” he suddenly exclaimed, hurling the _Annual Register_
across the apartment, as if the volume were a living thing, and endowed
with human feelings, so as to be susceptible of the venting influence
of his rage.
But in the next moment he reflected that no trace of an untimely
or mysterious visit to that library must remain,--that none must
suspect his pryings or his researches: for not for worlds--no, not for
worlds--would he have his father or mother know that he had made the
discoveries which characterised this memorable night! He accordingly
rose from his seat--raised the volume from the floor--and turned to the
book-case to replace it.
This act, so simple in itself, was destined to lead to a circumstance
thenceforth influencing the entire destiny of Charles Hatfield: for as
he thrust the volume back into the place on the shelf whence he had
taken it, he heard a sharp abrupt sound, like the click of a lock.
He was in that humour when every incident, however trivial, was
calculated to assume an importance in his imagination; and, standing
on a chair, he proceeded to examine the wainscotting at the back of
the shelves--for which purpose he removed several of the books. To
his surprise, he observed a small aperture formed by the opening of a
sliding panel, and which revealed a recess in the wall of about a foot
square,--the violence with which, in his excitement, he had thrust the
book on the shelf, having acted on the secret spring whereby the panel
was fastened.
Under ordinary circumstances, Charles Hatfield would have immediately
closed the recess, in which he beheld a small leathern case and
a packet of letters,--in the same way as he would have abstained
from reading a manuscript lying on a desk or evidently left about
through inadvertence. But, on the present occasion, he was not his
own master:--his honourable feelings were triumphed over by emotions
of the most painful nature;--and it was impossible, in this state of
mind, that he should avoid catching at any circumstance savouring of
mystery,--every such circumstance apparently linking itself with his
own concerns.
Thus, obedient to an impulse which he could not controul, he seized the
leathern case and the documents as if they were a glorious prize; and,
returning to his seat, proceeded to examine them.
The leathern case contained a roll of letters, and other documents
_tied round with a piece of riband so faded that it was impossible to
determine what its colour might have originally been_. The writing in
the papers was, however, still completely legible--the leathern case,
and the total absence of damp in the little recess, having preserved
them for a period of half a century!
Wrapped round the roll of papers in the case, was a letter, addressed
to the Earl of Ellingham; and it instantaneously struck Charles that it
was in the handwriting of his father--Mr. Hatfield! By the comparative
darkness of the ink, it was of a far more recent period than the
documents which it accompanied;--but the precise time when it was
written did not immediately appear, no date being attached to it.
Without pausing to reflect upon the impropriety of violating the
sanctity of correspondence concealed with so much precaution in a
secret recess,--but carried away by the influence of those feelings
which we have above attempted to describe,--Charles Hatfield devoured
the contents of this letter; and though they are already familiar to
the reader, yet for the purposes of our narrative we quote them again:--
“I have sent you the papers, my dear brother--for so I shall
make bold to call you still,--to convince you that I did not
forge an idle tale when we met last. Whatever your motive
for abandoning me in my last hour may be, I entertain no ill
feeling towards you: on the contrary, I hope that God may
prosper you, and give you long life to enjoy that title and
fortune which in so short a time will be beyond the possibility
of dispute.
“I had promised to leave behind me a written narrative of my
chequered and eventful history for your perusal: but--need I
explain wherefore I have not fulfilled this promise?
“T. R.”
“His brother--his dear brother!” gasped Charles Hatfield, as the letter
dropped from his hands; but his eyes remained intently fixed upon it:
“his brother!” he repeated. “My God! then am I the nephew of the Earl
of Ellingham?--am I the cousin of Lady Frances, whom I already love so
well? But----gracious heavens!” he ejaculated, as another and still
more thrilling idea flashed to his mind: “if Mr. Hatfield be indeed
the brother of the Earl of Ellingham--as he assuredly is,--then is he
the elder brother! And if the elder brother, he himself should be the
bearer of the title--and I--I should be a Viscount! But--ah! perhaps my
father is the illegitimate offspring of the late Earl--and that this
is the reason wherefore the family honours and estates have devolved
upon the younger brother! And yet--what mean these words?--‘_give you
long life to enjoy that title and fortune which in so short a time
will be beyond the possibility of dispute_!’ Oh! here again is some
dreadful mystery: just heavens! what a fated--doomed family is ours!
Doubt--uncertainty--secrecy characterise all its history:--at least the
experience of the last two days would lead me so to believe!”
At this moment the young man’s eyes fell upon the roll of paper which
he had taken from the leathern case: and with feverish impatience--yet
still with care, inasmuch as the documents were as fragile with old
age as tinder--he proceeded to examine them.
And, oh! how deep--how intense suddenly became the interest with which
he now perused the diary and the letters of the unfortunate Octavia
Manners! His excitement was stilled--his impatience was subdued: a
deadly pallor succeeded the hectic flush upon his cheeks;--still and
motionless sate he, his eyes devouring the contents of those important
papers!
The frightful treachery of Old Death towards his half-sister, the
beautiful but ill-fated Octavia, was revealed step by step;--but there
was likewise an elucidation which touched a chord that thrilled to the
inmost recesses of young Hatfield’s heart,--and this was the fact that
Octavia was wedded by the late Earl of Ellingham previous to the birth
of the child! Yes--there was the marriage-certificate: there, too, was
the certificate of the child’s baptism;--and that child was therefore,
at its very birth, the heir to the proud title and the entailed estates
of a mighty Earldom!
Here let us pause for a few moments to afford an explanation which now
becomes necessary.
If the reader will refer to the forty-seventh chapter of this
narrative, he will find recorded so much of the history of poor
Octavia Manners as Arthur himself was acquainted with. In relating
that history to Lady Georgiana Hatfield, Arthur had stated that
Octavia fled away from her vile half-brother’s house the very day
after her disgrace was consummated. “For several months no trace
was discovered of her: it was feared she had committed suicide.”
During that interval the first Countess of Ellingham died. At length
the Earl (Arthur’s father) accidentally discovered that Octavia was
living, and that she was in a way to become a mother. “He hastened to
the miserable garret which she occupied, and found her in the most
abject state of poverty--endeavouring to earn a subsistence with her
needle.” All his affection for her revived, with renewed vigour; and
his heart smote him with remorse for the appalling treachery which he
had perpetrated towards her. He saw her ruined in health, character,
and spirits,--ruined by him,--still surpassingly beautiful, but only a
wreck of what she once was;--he saw all this--and he was horror-struck
at the effects of his crime! He threw himself on his knees--he offered
her every possible reparation which it was in his power to make;--and
then--for the sake of the child which she bore in her bosom--she said,
“If you would prove your contrition, my lord--if you would impart one
single gleam of hope, however faint, to my goal--you will make me your
wife! It is not for myself that I demand this boon at your hands,--for
a boon it becomes when the violater espouses the violated,--yes, a
boon in the estimation of the world, though only an act of justice in
the eyes of God! No--it is not for myself; ’tis for our child! Think
not that I--the sister of the marine-store dealer--shall ever assume
the name or adopt the rank of Countess of Ellingham! Let our union
be secret--only let it take place at once, so that our child may be
legitimate!” Thus spoke Octavia Manners on that occasion; and the Earl
of Ellingham, her violater, consented to all that she asked. They were
married with so much privacy that even Miranda--the faithful gipsy girl
who had formed so strong an attachment to Octavia--remained ignorant
of the important occurrence. But the very next day Octavia fled! No
affection had she for the noble who had ruined her--who had been the
cause of her severance from the object of her first and only love: she
had only asked him to marry her for the sake of the honour of their
child’s parentage--and, the ceremony being performed, she withdrew
herself into the strictest solitude and obscurity, to brood over her
woes and sufferings in secret!
Such was the substance of that portion of Octavia’s own diary which
revealed to Charles Hatfield the fact that the injured girl was indeed
the Countess of Ellingham when her child was born! And that child’s
career could be traced--yes, satisfactorily traced--step by step, by
means of the papers which the young man had taken from the leathern
case, and the packet of letters that he had likewise found in the
recess;--and it was evident, beyond the least possibility of doubt,
that the individual whom the world had known as Thomas Rainford, and
whom it now knew as Mr. Hatfield,--it was clear, even beyond the
remotest ground of suspicion to the contrary, that this individual was
the rightful Earl of Ellingham!
Recollect, too, reader, that Charles Hatfield had become firmly
impressed with the belief that he was the _legitimate_ offspring of
his parents;--and now, therefore, conceive the wild enthusiasm of
his delight, when he came to the conclusion that he was in reality a
Viscount by present rank, and had an Earldom in the perspective!
Forgotten was the fact that had ere now stunned and stupefied him,--the
fact that his father was the notorious highwayman, Thomas Rainford:--he
thought of that no more, in the delirium of his rapture at the idea of
having a noble title within his reach. But had he not, on the previous
day, assured Lady Frances Ellingham that he envied only the greatness
which had made itself, and not that which was obtained by the accident
of birth? Yes: and at the time he conscientiously believed that he
spoke his own thoughts correctly. Now, however, that the temptation
appeared to be within his reach, it possessed charms and attractions of
irresistible power!
Recalling to mind the sounding titles of the object of his admiration
and heroic worship, he began to fancy that _the Right Honourable
the Earl of Ellingham_ was not comparatively so very insignificant,
even when uttered after the swelling appellations of _His Royal
Highness Field Marshal the Prince of Montoni, Captain-General of the
Castelcicalan Army, and Heir-apparent to the Grand Ducal Throne_.
Suddenly, as it were, we behold the young man, whose sentiments were
so noble and generous while he deemed himself to be a mere civilian
having every exertion to make in order to rise to eminence,--suddenly
we behold him seized with an insatiable ambition, now that a coronet
appeared to be actually within his reach.
But did he contemplate the immediate adoption of measures to force
his father to wrest the title and estates of the Earldom from Arthur?
We know not all that passed through the mind of Charles Hatfield on
this fatal night:--we can, however, aver that having fully perused the
valuable documents which had made to him such important revelations, he
did not restore them to the secret recess where he had found them, but
secured them about his own person.
Previously to quitting the library, he closed the sliding panel, and
replaced the _Annual Register_ in such a manner that the shelf did not
appear to have been disturbed.
The west-end clocks were striking three, and the light of a July
morning was streaming through the windows of the mansion, when Charles
Hatfield retired to his own chamber. His first care was to consign to
his writing-desk the documents and letters which he now considered to
be the arbiters of his destiny; and, this being performed, he sought
his couch.
But slumber would not visit his eyes:--myriads of conflicting ideas
were in his brain. He felt that he had to play the hypocrite--to keep
a bridle on his tongue--to control every look, and measure every word,
until the time should come for proclaiming all he knew. For the present
he would not distress his parents by allowing them even to suspect
that the things which they considered to be such profound secrets,
were no longer so to him. No:--he would endeavour to appear the same
gay--frank--confiding--affectionate Charles Hatfield that he hitherto
had been!
These were amongst the principal reflections which chased sleep from
his pillow until long past four o’clock;--and when at length his
heavy lids were weighed down through sheer exhaustion of the mental
and physical energies, his slumber was agitated with wild and varying
visions, and he awoke unrefreshed, and still suffering with the fatigue
of his long vigil.