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CHAPTER CXXXIV.

A PAINFUL SCENE.

We deemed it advisable to break as little as possible, by comment or

extraneous explanation, the thread of the Prince of Montoni’s discourse

upon the reform that had been introduced into the Grand Duchy of

Castelcicala. We therefore refrained from giving any account of the

manner in which Charles Hatfield listened, and received--or rather,

greedily drank in--the narrative of his Royal Highness.

To say that the young man heard with enthusiasm, were to convey but

a feeble idea of his emotions as he hung upon every sentence--every

word, that fell from the lips of the Earl’s illustrious guest:--when,

however, we declare that even Perdita’s image fell into the back-ground

of his mind, during the whole time that the Prince was discoursing, our

readers may form some notion of the nature of that impression which was

made upon him.

On retiring to his chamber at about one o’clock in the morning, Charles

Hatfield thought not of seeking his couch: but, throwing himself into

an arm-chair, he gave way to the agitating--conflicting--turbulent

ideas which had been excited in his soul.

“The modesty of the Prince,” he thought, “concealed the fact that

nearly all the reforms which he detailed, were suggested by himself.

Oh! what would I give to be enabled to raise myself to eminence in

the world! Twenty years of my life?--Ah! yes--willingly--willingly

would I yield up a quarter of my probable existence to gain a name,

honoured and renowned as that of the Prince of Montoni! And is not rank

within my grasp? Can I not in a moment--by the waving of my hand, as it

were--place upon my brow the coronet of a Viscount? May I not yet stand

before the world as the heir-apparent to the Earldom of Ellingham?

Yes;--and if once I find my way into the supreme legislative assembly,

shall I not be enabled to advocate the cause of the People, and

obtain a glorious renown? It were trifling with my own interests--it

were wronging myself, to abstain from asserting my just rights! If

my father choose to remain a simple commoner and allow his younger

brother to wear the honours and hold the estates of a proud Earldom, am

I to be bound by his will? No--no: and my father acts not a parent’s

part towards me in thus keeping me in obscurity. ’Tis clear that my

sire’s early life renders him desirous to shun all circumstances that

may attract attention towards him: ’tis clear--my God! how dreadful

to think of!--’tis clear, I say, that he feels the impropriety of a

highwayman laying claim to a lordly title! Oh! the sins of the father

are indeed visited on the child in my case! But I am innocent: my life

has been spotless and pure--my character is untarnished. Wherefore

should I suffer for my parent’s crimes? It is unjust--most unjust; and

even filial duty, in its best and holiest sense, cannot compel me to

renounce the distinctions to which by birth I am the heir! No--no: a

young man of my ambition--my talents--my feelings--my burning hopes,

must not immolate himself for the sake of a father who acts unjustly

towards him. For how stands the case between us? The question is

whether a parent should make any and every sacrifice for his child; or

whether the child must make all possible sacrifices for his father. In

asserting his rights, claiming his title, and thereby enabling me to

assume my own, he doubtless would have to make a sacrifice: he must

declare who he is--my God!--the Resuscitated Highwayman! But, on the

other hand, in consenting to keep his secret, do I not wilfully blind

myself to my own interests--wantonly thrust aside those opportunities

of gaining distinction and acquiring renown which are within my

reach--crush with suicidal hand the glorious aspirations which I have

formed--and purposely trample on all the hopes that are developing

themselves before me?”

Charles Hatfield rose--paced the room in an agitated manner--then,

reseating himself, again plunged into his ominous reflections.

“I have read that those who yield to the influence of false

sentimentalism, never rise in the world. He who would attain to the

pinnacle of eminence, must harden his heart,--even as did Napoleon,

when he put away from him that charming Josephine who loved him with

such pure and fervid devotion. Yes--family, kith, and kindred must

be sacrificed--all sacrificed--by him who follows the dictates of

his ambition. And yet--and yet, did not Richard Markham rise by his

virtues, as much as by his talents and heroism, to that eminence which

enabled him to take his place amongst the mightiest Princes of Europe?

Oh! but _he_ had opportunities which may never occur again--he is

the one in the thousand whom Fortune takes by the hand. If I remain

obscure--unknown--plain _Mr. Charles Hatfield_--I am but an unit amidst

the millions which, constitute the mass called _the People_. But if I

suddenly stand forth as a Viscount, and the heir of a wealthy Earldom,

shall I not at once be placed in a position to carve out a career for

myself? Oh! how glorious--how thrilling would it be, to have the power

of saying to my Perdita, ‘_Beautiful angel! I am not the obscure young

man I appear to be: in me behold Viscount Marston, the heir to the

Earldom of Ellingham!_’ Ah! Perdita, then would you feel honoured in

my love--and I should not be compelled to evince my gratitude to thee

for loving me! Charming, adorable Perdita--thine image is coupled with

the bright dream of ambition that now animates me;--for when I shall

have distinguished myself in the Senate, how delicious will it be to

see thee welcome with pride and admiration my return to thine arms,--to

behold thy fine eyes fixed upon me, eloquently proclaiming how proud

thou art to own the love of a man who is filling the world with his

fame! Yes--I must assert my rights:--but how? Oh! I will confide all

to Perdita--and she possesses a mind so strong and an intellect so

powerful, that she will assist me with her counsel in this difficulty.

And it will be so sweet to receive advice from her lips--so delightful

to mark the interest which she will take in my affairs!”

Again he rose from his seat: for a sudden thought had struck

him--accompanied by a severe pang,--a pang that went through his heart

like a barbed arrow.

“My mother!--my poor mother!” he murmured to himself: “Oh! what a blow

will it be to _her_ if I compel my father--compel her husband--to

assert his claims to the Earldom of Ellingham! And yet--was I not for

years neglected by her?--did she care for me--did she even have me to

dwell with her during my infancy? No--no: I was abandoned to the woman

Watts;--and had I become a thief in the streets--a prowling, houseless

vagabond--my mother would have been to blame!”

Thus was it that this young man, having imbibed from Perdita the art

and facility of sophistical reasoning,--thus was it that he crushed all

the naturally generous feelings of his soul, and struggled desperately

to subdue the promptings of his really good disposition.

Love and ambition produced these baneful effects!

But his love,--was it a pure and honest love inspired by a virtuous

being?--or was it a frenzy engendered and sustained by a depraved and

designing woman endowed with the most glorious beauty?

And his ambition,--was it that fine spirit of emulation which warms the

generous heart, and prompts the enlightened mind to seek distinction

for the sake of being enabled, by means of influence and high position,

to benefit the human race?--or was it a selfish craving after rank and

power, in order to enjoy the sweets of applause, become the object of

servile flattery, and obtain the honour ever shown in this country to

sounding titles and a proud aristocracy?

The reader can answer these questions for himself.

Having passed nearly two hours in the wild reverie which suggested

schemes so menacing in their nature to his own and his parents’

happiness, Charles Hatfield retired to rest;--and in his dreams he

beheld a variety of scenes and images, incongruously grouped and

confusedly jumbled together,--the voluptuous form of Perdita stretched

in a witching undress on the sofa, and extending her arms to welcome

him to her embraces,--the Marshal Prince of Montoni, seated on

horseback, surrounded by a brilliant staff,--thousands and thousands of

persons gathered together to witness the passing of a gay cavalcade,

of which he fancied himself to be the leader as well as the hero of the

occasion,--and then his father and mother kneeling and weeping at his

feet, and proffering some prayer to which he refused to accede. Then he

thought that he was roving in a delicious garden, where the singing of

birds, the hues of the flowers, and the fragrance of aromatic shrubs

made every thing delightful to the senses, and where Perdita was his

companion. She appeared to be clad in the loose and scanty drapery

which heathen goddesses are represented to wear,--fastened by a clasp

on the left shoulder, flowing so as to leave the right bosom entirely

bare, and confined by a zone to the waist. Airily, airily they tripped

along together, until they beheld a temple standing at a distance:

then Perdita suddenly assumed the majesty of a queen--and conducting

her lover to a shrine within the temple, made him kneel down while she

crowned him with a wreath of flowers, while unseen minstrels poured

forth a strain of delicious music.

Under the influence of this last dream he awoke;--and the image of

Perdita still remained uppermost in his mind.

Then as he performed the functions of the toilette, he reconsidered

all the arguments and plans--repeated to himself all the sophistical

reasoning--into which he had fallen before he retired to rest;--and,

hardening his heart in respect to his parents,--yes, and hardening it,

too, with regard to Lady Frances Ellingham,--he resolved to sacrifice

all and every thing to the two idols of his soul--ambition and Perdita!

In this frame of mind he descended to the breakfast-parlour, where the

Earl and Countess of Ellingham, Lady Frances, Mr. Hatfield, and Lady

Georgiana were already assembled. Charles assumed as gay an appearance

as possible: for he was resolved to mask his knowledge of all the

family secrets as well as his sinister designs, until he should have

consulted with Perdita. But in spite of himself, there was a certain

constraint and embarrassment in his manner when he spoke to Lady

Frances; and this artless, beautiful young creature surveyed him with

astonishment and grief.

The fact was that the heart of Charles Hatfield smote him for the vile

and perfidious part he had enacted towards his cousin; and he scarcely

dared to look her in the face.

Her parents and his own, as well as she herself, noticed the

peculiarity of his demeanour in this respect; and Lady Georgiana was

so affected by his apparent coolness towards the Earl’s daughter that

it was with difficulty she could restrain herself from questioning

him then and there on the subject. A hasty whisper, however, from her

husband sealed her tongue and gave her the assurance that he would soon

ascertain the cause of their son’s altered behaviour towards the young

lady who was already looked upon as his future wife.

Accordingly, when the morning repast was concluded, Mr. Hatfield

beckoned his son to follow him to the library; and now Charles was

struck with a sudden fear--conscience exciting the apprehension

that his schemings were discovered and seen through by an outraged,

indignant father.

On entering the library, Mr. Hatfield motioned him to take a seat near

him: then, fixing his eyes upon the young man’s countenance, he said,

“Charles, has any misunderstanding occurred between Lady Frances and

yourself?”

“No--not that I am aware of,” returned Charles, considerably relieved

by the question that indicated the nature of the colloquy which it

opened. “Wherefore should you entertain such an idea?”

“Because your manner towards Lady Frances at the breakfast-table was

cool, constrained, and embarrassed,” said Mr. Hatfield. “She herself

noticed the circumstance; and I observed that Lord and Lady Ellingham

were pained by it likewise. As for your mother, Charles--she was deeply

grieved; and I was both hurt and annoyed.”

“I am sorry, my dear father--but--but, I was not aware of any

difference in my demeanour towards her ladyship,” stammered Charles,

unskilled as yet in the arts of duplicity and guile.

“My son--my dear son, do not attempt to deceive me!” exclaimed Mr.

Hatfield, emphatically. “Lady Frances, in the artlessness of her

soul--in the confiding candour of her amiable nature--yesterday

acquainted her mother, the Countess of Ellingham, with all that had

taken place between yourself and her in the morning. You made her an

offer of your hand, in pursuance of the counsel which I gave you;--and

her parents will cheerfully yield an assent to your suit. Indeed, the

Earl expected to see you on the subject yesterday afternoon; but it

appears that immediately after your interview with Lady Frances, you

went out and remained absent for some hours. How you dispose of your

time, it is not for me to enquire: you are of an age when you are

entitled to be your own master. But this I implore of you,--lose no

time in seeking a private interview with the Earl, and soliciting him

to accord you the hand of his daughter. ’Tis a mere ceremony which

a parent, and a personage of his standing, naturally expects you to

perform;--and I promise you that there is no chance of a refusal.”

“My dear father,” said Charles, the natural candour of his nature

asserting its empire; “I was too hasty in proposing to Lady Frances.

Would to God that I could recall the step I thus rashly took!”

Mr. Hatfield surveyed his son in profound astonishment for nearly a

minute: then, breaking forth indignantly, he exclaimed, “What, sir! you

have dared to trifle with the affections of an amiable and accomplished

girl?--you decline a match which is so desirable in every point of

view, and on which your mother’s heart is set?”

“I must decline the honour of this alliance,” answered the young man,

speaking with a courage which even surprised himself.

“Do you know, Charles,” demanded his father, with on utterance almost

suffocated by indescribable emotions,--“do you know that your conduct

is that of a villain? And shall it be said that you--_you_, a young man

of whom such lofty expectations have been formed----”

“By whom have these expectations been formed?” suddenly cried the

rebellious son, his choler rising as all his wrongs, real or imaginary,

rushed to his mind,--those wrongs which he believed himself to have

received and to be still enduring at the hands of his parents.

“By whom?” repeated Mr. Hatfield, much pained by the tone, words, and

manner of the young man. “By whom should such hopes be experienced,

save by your parents?”

“My parents!” cried Charles, with withering irony. “Wherefore am I not

acknowledged as your son?--why do you not proclaim yourselves to be my

parents? Was not the discovery on my part a matter of mere chance?--and

should I not have been kept for ever ignorant of the fact, had not an

accident revealed it to me?”

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“Oh! my God!--this is retribution!” murmured Mr. Hatfield, bowing

himself down, and covering his face with his hands.

At that moment the door opened--and Lady Georgiana, pale as death and

scarcely able to support herself on her tottering limbs, made her

appearance.

Unable to endure the state of suspense in which she had been plunged

relative to the altered manner of her son towards Lady Frances at the

breakfast-table,--and having a vague presentiment that some unpleasant

scene was occurring between him and her husband in the library,--she

had determined to repair thither and relieve herself at once from an

uncertainty that was intolerable. But upon reaching the door she heard

Charles talking loudly and bitterly: she instinctively paused;--and

those terrible questions which he addressed to his father, smote upon

_her_ ear like the voice of the Angel of Death.

Staggering into the room, she mechanically closed the door behind

her; and then leant against it for support. Her fine--her handsome

countenance denoted the most poignant anguish: it was absolutely

distorted--while a frightful pallor overspread it.

“My mother--my dear mother!” exclaimed Charles, bounding towards

her;--for his soul was touched by the pitiable appearance which she

presented to his view.

“Just heaven! Charles--what have you said to your father!” she asked,

in a tone of despair;--and flinging herself into her son’s arms, she

gave vent to a flood of tears.

“I implore your pardon, my dear parents, if in a moment of haste and

impatience I said aught that can give you offence,” exclaimed the young

man: “but I was not master of my emotions--for you, my father, had

termed me a _villain_!”

“Let us not recriminate,” said Mr. Hatfield, rising and taking his

son by the hand, Lady Georgiana having in the meantime sunk into the

chair to which Charles conducted her. “I was wrong to address you thus

harshly: but your refusal to form an alliance with Lady Frances, to

whom you only yesterday imparted a confession of attachment----”

“O Charles! is it possible that your parents are to experience such

bitterness of disappointment as this?” exclaimed Lady Georgiana,

turning a look of appeal--of earnest appeal--upon her son. “You know

not how profound will be my sorrow if you thus enact a perfidious part

towards Lady Frances Ellingham!”

“Would you have me wed when my heart is not fixed?” demanded Charles,

warmly. “I laboured under a delusion: I fancied that I loved Lady

Frances as one whom I should wish to make my wife--but I now find

that it was only with the affection of a brother or of a very sincere

friend that I in reality regarded her! Yesterday morning you, my dear

father, entered my chamber, at a moment when the confusion of ideas

caused by unpleasant dreams was scarcely dissipated;--you urged me to

confess an attachment to Lady Frances--to seek her hand;--and I obeyed

you! But I acted under an impulse for which I could not account;--I

yielded to some unknown influence which I could not resist. And yet it

was not love, my dear parents;--no--it was not love! In making Lady

Frances my wife I should only ensure the unhappiness of an excellent--a

beautiful--an accomplished girl----”

“You admit all her admirable qualities, Charles,” interrupted his

mother; “and yet you refuse to avail yourself of an opportunity to

secure so precious a prize--to link your fortunes with one who is

certain to make the best of wives!”

“It is truly incomprehensible!” exclaimed Mr. Hatfield, whose knowledge

of the world and large experience of the human heart convinced him that

there was something more at the bottom of his son’s conduct than the

alleged reasons for so abruptly breaking off a match that, he thought,

must appear in every way so eligible and advantageous to the young man.

“My dear parents, this scene is most painful to us all,” said Charles,

who, glancing rapidly at the time-piece upon the mantel, saw that the

hour was approaching for his to visit Perdita.

His father, observing that impatient look cast towards the clock,

instantly comprehended that his son had some appointment to keep;

and connecting this discovery with the strangeness of his conduct in

respect to Lady Frances, it flashed to his mind in a moment that the

young man had formed some attachment elsewhere.

“Charles,” he accordingly said, turning abruptly towards his son and

looking him full in the face, “you love another?”

The young man became red as scarlet, and stammered out a few

unintelligible words, which his father soon cut short.

“Now we have discovered the truth! But surely you have formed no

unworthy attachment?--surely you cannot love one whom you are ashamed

to name?” cried Mr. Hatfield.

“Speak, Charles--speak! Answer your father!” said Lady Georgiana, in an

imploring tone, as she perceived her son turn away towards the mantel.

For rebellious thoughts again rose in the mind of the young man;--and

he felt hurt and vexed that his conduct should thus be questioned by

parents who never had acknowledged him as their son until the necessity

was forced upon them by his accidental discovery of the secret of his

birth, and who now kept him out of what he conceived to be his just

rights. Moreover, was he not twenty-five years old?--and was that

an age at which he should thus be tutored and treated like a child?

Lastly, it was verging fast upon twelve; and had he not assured his

Perdita that he would not be a minute later mid-day?

“Charles, why do you not answer me?” asked Mr. Hatfield, approaching

him: “wherefore do you treat your parents with contempt?”

“Wherefore did my parents treat me with such unnatural neglect as

to bring me up as their nephew?” demanded the young man, turning

abruptly--almost savagely round upon his father. “Wherefore do they

now pass me off to the world in that latter capacity?” he cried,

becoming fearfully excited.

Lady Georgiana uttered a faint scream, covered her face with her hands,

and fell back in her chair sobbing bitterly.

“You speak of unnatural conduct!” cried Mr. Hatfield, growing excited

in his turn. “Tell me at once, Charles--do you mean to throw off all

allegiance to your parents? If so--remember that it is in our power

to deprive you of the immense fortune which is otherwise destined for

you----”

“Ah! menaces!” ejaculated the young man: and darting upon his father a

look of mingled regret and anger--of united sorrow and indignation,--a

look so strange, so ominous that Mr. Hatfield started with horror,--he

rushed from the room.

“Stay! stay!” cried Lady Georgiana, springing towards the door.

But her son heeded her not: he obeyed not her voice;--and the unhappy

mother sank upon the floor, gasping for utterance, and feeling as if

her heart would break with the wretched sensations that filled her

bosom.

Mr. Hatfield hastened to raise his wife--to place her in a chair--and

to breath words of consolation in her ears.

When she was somewhat recovered, she clasped her hands convulsively

together; and, looking up appealingly into his face, said, “Is this a

reality? or is it a dream?”

“Alas! it is a terrible reality,” responded Mr. Hatfield, in a tone of

mingled bitterness and sorrow.

“And what can it all mean?” asked Lady Georgiana, wildly: for she was

bewildered by the strangeness of her son’s conduct--amazed by the

sudden alteration of his manner from respect to insolent indifference

towards his parents.

“Heaven alone can solve that question for us at present,” returned her

husband. “Can it be that he has learnt any thing--that he suspects

aught of the past? No--no: that is impossible! But ever since the

discovery of his real parentage, he has been altered;--sometimes moody

and thoughtful--at others petulant and hasty,--now unnaturally gay and

excited--then deeply depressed and melancholy,--but never unruly and

overbearing, disobedient and rebellious, as he has shown himself this

forenoon.”

“’Tis easy to perceive, I fear, that he is troubled by the mystery

which induced us to conceal his position with regard to us,” said Lady

Georgiana;--“and likewise--yes, likewise,” she added hesitatingly, “the

circumstance that he still passes as our nephew weighs upon his mind!”

“Oh! this is a terrible retribution for my sins!--an awful punishment

for the foul misdeeds of my earlier years!” exclaimed Mr. Hatfield,

wringing his hands bitterly.

“My dear husband,” said Lady Georgiana, whose turn it now was to

console; “give not way thus to your sorrow! Let us hope that he will

repent of this strange unruliness of conduct----”

“Alas! I have sad forebodings of evil!” cried the unhappy man. “I

fear that he has formed some unworthy connexion, Georgiana: but let

us dissemble our sorrow--let us not afflict the Earl and the amiable

Esther by giving them any account of the occurrences of this day.”

“And yet what can we say respecting the union that was contemplated

between their amiable daughter and our son?” demanded Lady Georgiana,

in an anxious tone.

“We will by some means find an excuse for the embarrassment and

coldness of manner which Charles exhibited at the breakfast-table,”

returned Mr. Hatfield; “and I will seek the earliest opportunity to

reason with him fully and calmly upon the subject.”

“If he should have formed an attachment elsewhere----”

“That is scarcely probable, when we come to look calmly at the

matter--since he yesterday morning declared his affection to Frances.”

“Alas! ’tis a mystery which pains and alarms me,” said Lady Georgiana.

“A mystery which I will penetrate, my dear wife!” exclaimed Mr.

Hatfield, in a resolute--almost stern tone of voice. “But for the

present, it is useless to hazard a conjecture.”