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CHAPTER I.

THERE IS NO ONE LEFT

When Mary Lennox was sent to Misselthwaite Manor to live with her uncle

everybody said she was the most disagreeable-looking child ever seen.

It was true, too. She had a little thin face and a little thin body,

thin light hair and a sour expression. Her hair was yellow, and her

face was yellow because she had been born in India and had always been

ill in one way or another. Her father had held a position under the

English Government and had always been busy and ill himself, and her

mother had been a great beauty who cared only to go to parties and

amuse herself with gay people. She had not wanted a little girl at all,

and when Mary was born she handed her over to the care of an Ayah, who

was made to understand that if she wished to please the Mem Sahib she

must keep the child out of sight as much as possible. So when she was a

sickly, fretful, ugly little baby she was kept out of the way, and when

she became a sickly, fretful, toddling thing she was kept out of the

way also. She never remembered seeing familiarly anything but the dark

faces of her Ayah and the other native servants, and as they always

obeyed her and gave her her own way in everything, because the Mem

Sahib would be angry if she was disturbed by her crying, by the time

she was six years old she was as tyrannical and selfish a little pig as

ever lived. The young English governess who came to teach her to read

and write disliked her so much that she gave up her place in three

months, and when other governesses came to try to fill it they always

went away in a shorter time than the first one. So if Mary had not

chosen to really want to know how to read books she would never have

learned her letters at all.

One frightfully hot morning, when she was about nine years old, she

awakened feeling very cross, and she became crosser still when she saw

that the servant who stood by her bedside was not her Ayah.

“Why did you come?” she said to the strange woman. “I will not let you

stay. Send my Ayah to me.”

The woman looked frightened, but she only stammered that the Ayah could

not come and when Mary threw herself into a passion and beat and kicked

her, she looked only more frightened and repeated that it was not

possible for the Ayah to come to Missie Sahib.

There was something mysterious in the air that morning. Nothing was

done in its regular order and several of the native servants seemed

missing, while those whom Mary saw slunk or hurried about with ashy and

scared faces. But no one would tell her anything and her Ayah did not

come. She was actually left alone as the morning went on, and at last

she wandered out into the garden and began to play by herself under a

tree near the veranda. She pretended that she was making a flower-bed,

and she stuck big scarlet hibiscus blossoms into little heaps of earth,

all the time growing more and more angry and muttering to herself the

things she would say and the names she would call Saidie when she

returned.

“Pig! Pig! Daughter of Pigs!” she said, because to call a native a pig

is the worst insult of all.

She was grinding her teeth and saying this over and over again when she

heard her mother come out on the veranda with someone. She was with a

fair young man and they stood talking together in low strange voices.

Mary knew the fair young man who looked like a boy. She had heard that

he was a very young officer who had just come from England. The child

stared at him, but she stared most at her mother. She always did this

when she had a chance to see her, because the Mem Sahib—Mary used to

call her that oftener than anything else—was such a tall, slim, pretty

person and wore such lovely clothes. Her hair was like curly silk and

she had a delicate little nose which seemed to be disdaining things,

and she had large laughing eyes. All her clothes were thin and

floating, and Mary said they were “full of lace.” They looked fuller of

lace than ever this morning, but her eyes were not laughing at all.

They were large and scared and lifted imploringly to the fair boy

officer’s face.

“Is it so very bad? Oh, is it?” Mary heard her say.

“Awfully,” the young man answered in a trembling voice. “Awfully, Mrs.

Lennox. You ought to have gone to the hills two weeks ago.”

The Mem Sahib wrung her hands.

“Oh, I know I ought!” she cried. “I only stayed to go to that silly

dinner party. What a fool I was!”

At that very moment such a loud sound of wailing broke out from the

servants’ quarters that she clutched the young man’s arm, and Mary

stood shivering from head to foot. The wailing grew wilder and wilder.

“What is it? What is it?” Mrs. Lennox gasped.

“Someone has died,” answered the boy officer. “You did not say it had

broken out among your servants.”

“I did not know!” the Mem Sahib cried. “Come with me! Come with me!”

and she turned and ran into the house.

After that appalling things happened, and the mysteriousness of the

morning was explained to Mary. The cholera had broken out in its most

fatal form and people were dying like flies. The Ayah had been taken

ill in the night, and it was because she had just died that the

servants had wailed in the huts. Before the next day three other

servants were dead and others had run away in terror. There was panic

on every side, and dying people in all the bungalows.

During the confusion and bewilderment of the second day Mary hid

herself in the nursery and was forgotten by everyone. Nobody thought of

her, nobody wanted her, and strange things happened of which she knew

nothing. Mary alternately cried and slept through the hours. She only

knew that people were ill and that she heard mysterious and frightening

sounds. Once she crept into the dining-room and found it empty, though

a partly finished meal was on the table and chairs and plates looked as

if they had been hastily pushed back when the diners rose suddenly for

some reason. The child ate some fruit and biscuits, and being thirsty

she drank a glass of wine which stood nearly filled. It was sweet, and

she did not know how strong it was. Very soon it made her intensely

drowsy, and she went back to her nursery and shut herself in again,

frightened by cries she heard in the huts and by the hurrying sound of

feet. The wine made her so sleepy that she could scarcely keep her eyes

open and she lay down on her bed and knew nothing more for a long time.

Many things happened during the hours in which she slept so heavily,

but she was not disturbed by the wails and the sound of things being

carried in and out of the bungalow.

When she awakened she lay and stared at the wall. The house was

perfectly still. She had never known it to be so silent before. She

heard neither voices nor footsteps, and wondered if everybody had got

well of the cholera and all the trouble was over. She wondered also who

would take care of her now her Ayah was dead. There would be a new

Ayah, and perhaps she would know some new stories. Mary had been rather

tired of the old ones. She did not cry because her nurse had died. She

was not an affectionate child and had never cared much for anyone. The

noise and hurrying about and wailing over the cholera had frightened

her, and she had been angry because no one seemed to remember that she

was alive. Everyone was too panic-stricken to think of a little girl no

one was fond of. When people had the cholera it seemed that they

remembered nothing but themselves. But if everyone had got well again,

surely someone would remember and come to look for her.

But no one came, and as she lay waiting the house seemed to grow more

and more silent. She heard something rustling on the matting and when

she looked down she saw a little snake gliding along and watching her

with eyes like jewels. She was not frightened, because he was a

harmless little thing who would not hurt her and he seemed in a hurry

to get out of the room. He slipped under the door as she watched him.

“How queer and quiet it is,” she said. “It sounds as if there were no

one in the bungalow but me and the snake.”

Almost the next minute she heard footsteps in the compound, and then on

the veranda. They were men’s footsteps, and the men entered the

bungalow and talked in low voices. No one went to meet or speak to them

and they seemed to open doors and look into rooms.

“What desolation!” she heard one voice say. “That pretty, pretty woman!

I suppose the child, too. I heard there was a child, though no one ever

saw her.”

Mary was standing in the middle of the nursery when they opened the

door a few minutes later. She looked an ugly, cross little thing and

was frowning because she was beginning to be hungry and feel

disgracefully neglected. The first man who came in was a large officer

she had once seen talking to her father. He looked tired and troubled,

but when he saw her he was so startled that he almost jumped back.

“Barney!” he cried out. “There is a child here! A child alone! In a

place like this! Mercy on us, who is she!”

“I am Mary Lennox,” the little girl said, drawing herself up stiffly.

She thought the man was very rude to call her father’s bungalow “A

place like this!” “I fell asleep when everyone had the cholera and I

have only just wakened up. Why does nobody come?”

“It is the child no one ever saw!” exclaimed the man, turning to his

companions. “She has actually been forgotten!”

“Why was I forgotten?” Mary said, stamping her foot. “Why does nobody

come?”

The young man whose name was Barney looked at her very sadly. Mary even

thought she saw him wink his eyes as if to wink tears away.

“Poor little kid!” he said. “There is nobody left to come.”

It was in that strange and sudden way that Mary found out that she had

neither father nor mother left; that they had died and been carried

away in the night, and that the few native servants who had not died

also had left the house as quickly as they could get out of it, none of

them even remembering that there was a Missie Sahib. That was why the

place was so quiet. It was true that there was no one in the bungalow

but herself and the little rustling snake.