CHAPTER VI.
THE CONFERENCE, AND THE FEARFUL NARRATION IN THE GARDEN.
The Temple clock struck the hour of meeting, and Johanna looked
anxiously around her for any one who should seem to her to bear the
appearance of being such a person as she might suppose Mark Ingestrie
would choose for his messenger.
She turned her eyes towards the gate, for she thought she heard it
close, and then she saw a gentlemanly-looking man, attired in a cloak,
and who was looking around him, apparently in search of some one.
When his eye fell upon her he immediately produced from beneath his
cloak a white rose, and in another minute they met.
"I have the honour," he said, "of speaking to Miss Johanna Oakley?"
"Yes, sir; and you are Mark Ingestrie's messenger?"
"I am; that is to say, I am he who comes to bring you news of Mark
Ingestrie, although I grieve to say I am not the messenger that was
expressly deputed by him so to do."
"Oh! sir, your looks are sad and serious; you seem as if you would
announce that some misfortune had occurred. Tell me that it is not so;
speak to me at once, or my heart will break!"
"Compose yourself, lady, I pray you."
"I cannot--dare not do so, unless you tell me he lives. Tell me that
Mark Ingestrie lives, and then I shall be all patience: tell me that,
and you shall not hear a murmur from me. Speak the word at once--at
once! It is cruel, believe me, it is cruel to keep me in this suspense."
"This is one of the saddest errands I ever came upon," said the
stranger, as he led Johanna to a seat. "Recollect, lady, what creatures
of accident and chance we are--recollect how the slightest circumstances
will affect us, in driving us to the confines of despair, and remember
by how frail a tenure the best of us hold existence."
"No more--no more!" shrieked Johanna, as she clasped her hands--"I know
all now, and am desolate."
She let her face drop upon her hands, and shook as with a convulsion of
grief.
"Mark, Mark!" she cried, "you have gone from me! I thought not this--I
thought not this. Oh, Heaven! why have I lived so long as to have the
capacity to listen to such fearful tidings? Lost--lost--all lost! God of
Heaven! what a wilderness the world is now to me!"
"Let me pray you, lady, to subdue this passion of grief, and listen
truly to what I shall unfold to you. There is much to hear and much to
speculate upon; and if, from all that I have learnt, I cannot, dare not
tell you that Mark Ingestrie lives, I likewise shrink from telling you
he is no more."
"Speak again--say those words again! There is hope, then--oh, there is a
hope!"
"There is a hope; and better is it that your mind should receive the
first shock of the probability of the death of him whom you have so
anxiously expected, and then afterwards, from what I shall relate to
you, gather hope that it may not be so, than that from the first you
should expect too much, and then have those expectations rudely
destroyed."
"It is so--it is so; this is kind of you, and if I cannot thank you as I
ought, you will know that it is because I am in a state of too great
affliction so to do, and not from want of will; you will understand
that--I am sure you will understand that."
"Make no excuses to me. Believe me, I can fully appreciate all that you
would say, and all that you must feel. I ought to tell you who I am,
that you may have confidence in what I have to relate to you. My name is
Jeffery, and I am a colonel in the Indian army."
"I am much beholden to you, sir; but you bring with you a passport to my
confidence, in the name of Mark Ingestrie, which is at once sufficient.
I live again in the hope that you have given me of his continued
existence, and in that hope I will maintain a cheerful resignation that
shall enable me to bear up against all you have to tell me, be it what
it may, and with a feeling that through much suffering there may come
joy at last. You shall find me very patient, ay, extremely patient--so
patient that you shall scarcely see the havoc that grief has already
made here."
She pressed her hands upon her breast as she spoke, and looked in his
face with such an expression of tearful melancholy that it was quite
heartrending to witness it; and he, although not used to the melting
mood, was compelled to pause for a few moments ere he could proceed in
the task he had set himself.
"I will be as brief," he said, "as possible, consistent with stating all
that is requisite for me to state, and I must commence by asking you if
you are aware under what circumstances it was that Mark Ingestrie was
abroad?"
"I am aware of so much, that a quarrel with his uncle, Mr. Grant, was
the great cause, and that his main endeavour was to better his fortunes,
so that we might be happy, and independent of those who looked not with
an eye of favour upon our projected union."
"Yes, but, what I meant was, were you aware of the sort of adventure he
embarked in to the Indian seas?"
"No, I know nothing further; we met here on this spot, we parted at
yonder gate, and we have never met again."
"Then I have something to tell you, in order to make the narrative clear
and explicit."
They both sat upon the garden seat; and while Johanna fixed her eyes
upon her companion's face, expressive as it was of the most generous
emotions and noble feelings, he commenced relating to her the incidents
which never left her memory, and in which she took so deep an interest.
"You must know," he said, "that what it was which so much inflamed the
imagination of Mark Ingestrie, consisted in this. There came to London a
man with a well-authenticated and extremely well put together report,
that there had been discovered, in one of the small islands near the
Indian seas, a river which deposited an enormous quantity of gold-dust
in its progress to the ocean. He told his story so well, and seemed to
be such a perfect master of all the circumstances connected with it,
that there was scarcely room for a doubt upon the subject. The thing was
kept quiet and secret; and a meeting was held of some influential
men--influential on account of the money they possessed, among whom was
one who had towards Mark Ingestrie most friendly feelings; so Mark
attended the meeting with this friend of his, although he felt his utter
incapacity, from want of resources, to take any part in the affair. But
he was not aware of what his friend's generous intentions were in the
matter until they were explained to him, and they consisted in
this:--He, the friend, was to provide the necessary means for embarking
in the adventure, so far as regarded taking a share in it, and he told
Mark Ingestrie that, if he would go personally on the expedition, he
should share in the proceeds with him, be they what they might. Now, to
a young man like Ingestrie, totally destitute of personal resources, but
of ardent and enthusiastic temperament, you can imagine how extremely
tempting such an offer was likely to be. He embraced it at once with the
greatest pleasure, and from that moment he took an interest in the
affair of the closest and most powerful description. It seized
completely hold of his imagination, presenting itself to him in the most
tempting colours; and from the description that has been given me of his
enthusiastic disposition, I can well imagine with what kindness and
impetuosity he would enter into such an affair."
"You know him well?" said Johanna, gently.
"No, I never saw him. All that I say concerning him is from the
description of another who did know him well, and who sailed with him in
the vessel that ultimately left the port of London on the vague and wild
adventure I have mentioned."
"That one, be he who he may, must have known Mark Ingestrie well, and
have enjoyed much of his confidence to be able to describe him so
accurately."
"I believe that such was the case; and it is from the lips of that one,
instead of from mine, that you ought to have heard what I am now
relating. That gentleman, whose name was Thornhill, ought to have made
to you this communication; but by some strange accident it seems he has
been prevented, or you would not be here listening to me upon a subject
which would have come better from his lips."
"And was he to have come yesterday to me?"
"He was."
"Then Mark Ingestrie kept his word; and but for the adverse
circumstances which delayed his messenger, I should yesterday have heard
what you are now relating to me. I pray you go on, sir, and pardon this
interruption."
"I need not trouble you with all the negotiations, the trouble, and the
difficulty that arose before the expedition could be started
fairly--suffice it to say, that at length, after much annoyance and
trouble, it was started, and a vessel was duly chartered and manned for
the purpose of proceeding to the Indian seas in search of the treasure,
which was reported to be there for the first adventurer who had the
boldness to seek it."
"It was a gallant vessel. I saw it many a mile from England ere it sunk
beneath the waves, never to rise again."
"Sunk!"
"Yes; it was an ill-fated ship, and it did sink; but I must not
anticipated--let me proceed in my narrative with regularity. The ship
was called the Star; and if those who went with it looked upon it as the
star of their destiny, they were correct enough, and it might be
considered an evil star for them, inasmuch as nothing but disappointment
and bitterness became their ultimate portion. And Mark Ingestrie, I am
told, was the most hopeful man on board. Already in imagination he could
fancy himself homeward-bound with the vessel, ballasted and crammed with
the rich produce of that shining river. Already he fancied what he could
do with his abundant wealth, and I have not a doubt but that, in common
with many who went on that adventure, he enjoyed to the full the
spending of the wealth he should obtain in imagination--perhaps, indeed,
more than if he had obtained it in reality. Among the adventurers was
one Thornhill, who had been a lieutenant in the Royal Navy, and between
him and young Ingestrie there arose a remarkable friendship--a
friendship so strong and powerful, that there can be no doubt that they
communicated to each other all their hopes and fears; and if anything
could materially tend to beguile the tedium of such a weary voyage as
those adventurers had undertaken, it certainly would be the free
communication and confidential intercourse between two such kindred
spirits as Thornhill and Mark Ingestrie. You will bear in mind, Miss
Oakley, that in making this communication to you, I am putting together
what I myself heard at different times, so as to make it for you a
distinct narrative, which you can have no difficulty in comprehending,
because, as I before stated, I never saw Mark Ingestrie, and it was only
once, for about five minutes, that I saw the vessel in which he went
upon his perilous adventure--for perilous it turned out to be--to the
Indian seas. It was from Thornhill I got my information during the many
weary and monotonous hours consumed in a home-bound voyage from India.
It appears that without accident or cross of any description the Star
reached the Indian ocean, and the supposed immediate locality of the
spot where the treasure was to be found, and there she was spoken with
by a vessel homeward-bound from India, called the Neptune. It was
evening, and the sun had sunk in the horizon with some appearances that
betokened a storm. I was on board that Indian vessel; we did not expect
anything serious, although we made every preparation for rough weather,
and as it turned out, it was well indeed we did, for never within the
memory of the oldest seamen, had such a storm ravished the coast. A
furious gale, which it was impossible to withstand, drove us southward;
and but for the utmost precautions, aided by courage and temerity on the
part of the seamen, such as I had never before witnessed in the
merchant-service, we escaped with trifling damage, but we were driven at
least 200 miles out of our course; and instead of getting, as we ought
to have done, to the Cape by a certain time, we were an immense distance
eastward of it. It was just as the storm, which lasted three nights and
two days, began to abate, that towards the horizon we saw a dull red
light; and as it was not in a quarter of the sky where any such
appearance might be imagined, nor were we in a latitude where
electro-phenomena might be expected, we steered toward it, surmising
what turned out afterwards to be fully correct."
"It was a ship on fire!" said Johanna.
"It was."
"Alas! alas! I guessed it. A frightful suspicion from the first crossed
my mind. It was a ship on fire, and that ship was--"
The Star was bound upon its adventurous course, although driven far out
of it by adverse winds and waves. After about half an hour's sailing we
came within sight distinctly of a blazing vessel. We could hear the roar
of the flames, and through our glasses we could see them curling up the
cordage, and dancing from mast to mast, like fiery serpents, exulting in
the destruction they were making. We made all sail, and strained every
inch of canvas to reach the ill-fated vessel, for distances at sea that
look small are in reality very great, and an hour's hard sailing in a
fair wind, with every stitch of canvas set, would not do more than
enable us to reach that ill-fated bark; but fancy in an hour what
ravages the flames might make! The vessel was doomed. The fiat had gone
forth that it was to be among the things that had been; and long before
we could reach the spot upon which it floated idly on the now
comparatively calm waters, we saw a bright shower of sparks rush up into
the air. Then came a loud roaring sound over the surface of the deep,
and all was still--the ship had disappeared, and the water closed over
it for ever."
"But how knew you," said Johanna, as she clasped her hands, and the
pallid expression of her countenance betrayed the deep interest she took
in the narration, "how knew you that the ship was the Star? might it not
have been some other ill-fated vessel that met with so dreadful a fate?"
"I will tell you: although we had seen the ship go down, we kept on our
course, straining every effort to reach the spot, with the hope of
picking up some of the crew, who surely had made an effort by the boats
to leave the burning vessel. The captain of the Indiaman kept his glass
at his eye, and presently he said to me,--'There is a floating piece of
wreck, and something clinging to it; I know not if there be a man, but
what I can perceive seems to me to be the head of a dog.' I looked
through the glass myself, and saw the same object; but as we neared it,
we found it was a large piece of the wreck, with a dog and a man
supported by it, who were clinging with all the energy of desperation.
In ten minutes more we had them on board the vessel--the man was the
Lieutenant Thornhill I have before mentioned, and the dog belonged to
him. He related to us that the ship, we had seen burning was the Star;
and that it had never reached its destination, and that he believed all
had perished but himself and the dog; for, although one of the boats had
been launched, so desperate a rush was made into it by the crew that it
had swamped, and all perished. Such was his own state of exhaustion,
that, after he had made this short statement, it was some days before he
left his hammock; but when he did, and began to mingle with us, we found
an intelligent, cheerful companion--such a one, indeed, as we were glad
to have on board, and in confidence he related to the captain and myself
the object of the voyage of the Star, and the previous particulars with
which I have made you acquainted. And then, during a night-watch, when
the soft and beautiful moonlight was more than usually inviting, and he
and I were on the deck, enjoying the coolness of the night, after the
intense heat of the day in the tropics, he said to me,--'I have a very
sad mission to perform when I get to London. On board our vessel was a
young man named Mark Ingestrie; and some short time before the vessel in
which we were went down, he begged of me to call upon a young lady named
Johanna Oakley, the daughter of a spectacle-maker in London, providing I
should be saved and he perish; and of the latter event, he felt so
strong a presentiment that he gave me a string of pearls, which I was to
present to her in his name; but where he got them I have not the least
idea, for they are of immense value.' Mr. Thornhill showed me the
pearls, which were of different sizes, roughly strung together, but of
great value; and when we reached the river Thames, which was only three
days since, he left us with his dog, carrying his string of pearls with
him, to find out where you reside."
"Alas! he never came."
"No; from all the inquiries we can make, and all the information we can
learn, it seems he disappeared somewhere about Fleet-street."
"Disappeared!"
"Yes; we can trace him to the Temple-stairs, and from thence to the
barber' shop, kept by a man named Sweeny Todd; but beyond there no
information of him can be obtained."
"Sweeny Todd!"
"Yes; and what makes the affair more extraordinary, is, that neither
force nor persuasion will induce Thornhill's dog to leave the place."
"I saw it--I saw the creature, and it looked imploringly, although
kindly, in my face; but little did I think, when I paused a moment to
look upon that melancholy but faithful animal, that it held a part in my
destiny. Oh! Mark Ingestrie, Mark Ingestrie, dare I hope that you live
when all else have perished?"
"I have told you all that I can tell you, and, according as your own
judgment may dictate to you, you can encourage hope, or extinguish it
for ever. I have kept back nothing from you which can make the affair
worse or better--I have added nothing; but you have it simply as it was
told to me."
"He is lost--he is lost."
"I am one, lady, who always thinks certainty of any sort preferable to
suspense; and although, while there is no positive news of death, the
continuance of life ought fairly to be assumed, yet you must perceive,
from a review of all the circumstances, upon how very slender a
foundation all our hopes must rest."
"I have no hope--I have no hope--he is lost to me for ever! It were
madness to think he lived. Oh, Mark, Mark! and is this the end of all
our fond affection? did I indeed look my last upon that face, when on
this spot we parted?"
"The uncertainty," said Colonel Jeffery, wishing to withdraw as much as
possible from a consideration of her own sorrows, "the uncertainty, too,
that prevails with regard to the fate of poor Mr. Thornhill, is a sad
thing. I much fear that those precious pearls he had, have been seen by
some one who has not scrupled to obtain possession of them by his
death."
"Yes, it would seem so indeed; but what are pearls to me? Oh! would that
they had sunk to the bottom of that Indian sea, from whence they had
been plucked. Alas, alas! it has been their thirst for gain that has
produced all these evils. We might have been poor here, but we should
have been happy. Rich we ought to have been, in contentment; but now all
is lost, and the world to me can present nothing that is to be desired,
but one small spot large enough to be my grave."
She leant upon the arm of the garden-seat, and gave herself up to such a
passion of tears that Colonel Jeffery felt he dared not interrupt her.
There is something exceeding sacred about real grief which awes the
beholder, and it was with an involuntary feeling of respect that Colonel
Jeffery stepped a few paces off, and waited until that burst of agony
had passed away. It was during those brief moments that he overheard
some words uttered by one who seemed likewise to be suffering from that
prolific source of all affliction, disappointed affection. Seated at
some short distance was a maiden, and one not young enough to be called
a youth, but still not far enough advanced in existence to have had all
his better feelings crushed by an admixture with the cold world, and he
was listening while the maiden spoke.
"It is the neglect," she said, "which touched me to the heart. But one
word spoken or written, one message of affection, to tell me that the
memory of a love I thought would be eternal, still lingered in your
heart, would have been a world of consolation; but it came not, and all
was despair."
"Listen to me," said her companion, "and if ever in this world you can
believe that one who truly loves can be cruel to be kind, believe that I
am that one. I yielded for a time to the fascination of a passion which
should never have found a home within my heart; but yet it was far more
of a sentiment than a passion, inasmuch as never for one moment did an
evil thought mingle with its pure aspirations.
"It was a dream of joy, which for a time obliterated a remembrance that
ought never to have been forgotten; but when I was rudely awakened to
the fact that those whose opinions were of importance to your welfare
and your happiness knew nothing of love, but in its grossest aspect, it
became necessary at once to crush a feeling, which, in its continuance,
could shadow forth nothing but evil."
"You may not imagine, and you may never know--for I cannot tell the
heart-pangs that it has cost me to persevere in a line of conduct which
I felt was due to you--whatever heart-pangs it might cost me. I have
been content to imagine that your affection would turn to indifference,
perchance to hatred; that a consciousness of being slighted would arouse
in your defence all a woman's pride, and that thus you would be lifted
above regret. Farewell for ever! I dare not love you honestly and truly;
and better is it thus to part than to persevere in a delusive dream that
can but terminate in degradation and sadness."
"Do you hear those words?" whispered Colonel Jeffery to Johanna. "You
perceive that others suffer, and from the same cause, the perils of
affection."
"I do. I will go home, and pray for strength to maintain my heart
against this sad affliction."
"The course of true love never yet ran smooth; wonder not, therefore,
Johanna Oakley, that yours has suffered such a blight. It is the great
curse of the highest and noblest feelings of which humanity is capable,
that while, under felicitous circumstances, they produce to us an
extraordinary amount of happiness; when anything adverse occurs, they
are most prolific sources of misery. Shall I accompany you?"
Johanna felt grateful for the support of the colonel's arm towards her
own home, and as they passed the barber's shop they were surprised to
see that the dog and the hat were gone.