CHAPTER IX.

DICK CALLS AT THE SCHOOL

The early days of the year drew on, and Fancy, having spent the holiday

weeks at home, returned again to Mellstock.

Every spare minute of the week following her return was used by Dick in

accidentally passing the schoolhouse in his journeys about the

neighbourhood; but not once did she make herself visible. A

handkerchief belonging to her had been providentially found by his

mother in clearing the rooms the day after that of the dance; and by

much contrivance Dick got it handed over to him, to leave with her at

any time he should be near the school after her return. But he delayed

taking the extreme measure of calling with it lest, had she really no

sentiment of interest in him, it might be regarded as a slightly absurd

errand, the reason guessed; and the sense of the ludicrous, which was

rather keen in her, do his dignity considerable injury in her eyes; and

what she thought of him, even apart from the question of her loving,

was all the world to him now.

But the hour came when the patience of love at twenty-one could endure

no longer. One Saturday he approached the school with a mild air of

indifference, and had the satisfaction of seeing the object of his

quest at the further end of her garden, trying, by the aid of a spade

and gloves, to root a bramble that had intruded itself there.

He disguised his feelings from some suspicious-looking cottage-windows

opposite by endeavouring to appear like a man in a great hurry of

business, who wished to leave the handkerchief and have done with such

trifling errands.

This endeavour signally failed; for on approaching the gate he found it

locked to keep the children, who were playing ‘cross-dadder’ in the

front, from running into her private grounds.

She did not see him; and he could only think of one thing to be done,

which was to shout her name.

“Miss Day!”

The words were uttered with a jerk and a look meant to imply to the

cottages opposite that he was now simply one who liked shouting as a

pleasant way of passing his time, without any reference to persons in

gardens. The name died away, and the unconscious Miss Day continued

digging and pulling as before.

He screwed himself up to enduring the cottage-windows yet more

stoically, and shouted again. Fancy took no notice whatever.

He shouted the third time, with desperate vehemence, turning suddenly

about and retiring a little distance, as if it were by no means for his

own pleasure that he had come.

This time she heard him, came down the garden, and entered the school

at the back. Footsteps echoed across the interior, the door opened, and

three-quarters of the blooming young schoolmistress’s face and figure

stood revealed before him; a slice on her left-hand side being cut off

by the edge of the door. Having surveyed and recognized him, she came

to the gate.

At sight of him had the pink of her cheeks increased, lessened, or did

it continue to cover its normal area of ground? It was a question

meditated several hundreds of times by her visitor in after-hours—the

meditation, after wearying involutions, always ending in one way, that

it was impossible to say.

“Your handkerchief: Miss Day: I called with.” He held it out

spasmodically and awkwardly. “Mother found it: under a chair.”

“O, thank you very much for bringing it, Mr. Dewy. I couldn’t think

where I had dropped it.”

Now Dick, not being an experienced lover—indeed, never before having

been engaged in the practice of love-making at all, except in a small

schoolboy way—could not take advantage of the situation; and out came

the blunder, which afterwards cost him so many bitter moments and a

sleepless night:-

“Good morning, Miss Day.”

“Good morning, Mr. Dewy.”

The gate was closed; she was gone; and Dick was standing outside,

unchanged in his condition from what he had been before he called. Of

course the Angel was not to blame—a young woman living alone in a house

could not ask him indoors unless she had known him better—he should

have kept her outside before floundering into that fatal farewell. He

wished that before he called he had realized more fully than he did the

pleasure of being about to call; and turned away.

PART THE SECOND—SPRING