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Chapter VI.

A Meeting and a Parting

It turned out to be easier than I had expected to keep my

appointment with Mr. Otway, for my father had business that took him

abroad early, and, when I came down to breakfast, he had already left

the house; which was a profound relief to me, since it saved me the

added misery of a last farewell and the necessity of further

deception.

It was half-past ten when, after placing my letter in the salver on

the hall table, I set forth from the house. The most direct way to the

church was across the town, but the fear of meeting my father or any

of my acquaintances led me to take the roads that led out from the

environs towards the country, and thus skirt the circumference of the

town. I walked at a good pace, unconsciously threading my way through

the rather complicated maze of by-roads, and still pervaded by the

curious, half-dreamy calm that had possessed me on the preceding

evening.

As I approached the vicinity of the little church--which was a kind of

mission-chapel, in charge of a supernumerary curate--I glanced at my

watch and saw that it was five minutes to eleven; and almost at the

same moment, on turning a corner, I came in sight of a figure the very

first glance at which so completely shattered my self-possession that

I felt ready to sink down upon the pavement. There was no mistaking

it, though the back was towards me; a huge, ponderous figure that

walked away from me with the peculiar gait of the heavy and unathletic

man; a silent, deliberate gait that recalls the action of the hind

legs of an elephant.

I followed him breathlessly up the rather sordid-looking street,

noting that, from time to time, a thin cloud of blue smoke floated

over his shoulder. At length, at the corner of an intersecting road,

he turned and saw me; upon which he flung away a cigar, and, retracing

his steps towards me, saluted me with a flourish of his hat and held

out his hand.

“This is good of you, Miss Vardon,” he said, “to be so punctual. I

hardly hoped that you would be able to be here so--er--so punctually.”

I took his hand limply, but made no reply. The shock of the sudden

encounter was slowly passing off and giving place to a sort of

benumbed indifference mingled with vague curiosity. I felt as if I had

been drugged or were walking abroad in a hypnotic trance, half

conscious and waiting with dull expectancy to see what would happen

next. I walked at Mr. Otway’s side up the mean little street with a

feeling somewhat like that with which one would walk in a dream beside

some historical or mythical personage, accepting the incongruous

situation from mere mental inertia.

Mr. Otway, too, seemed subdued by the strangeness of the position, or

perhaps he was embarrassed by my silence. At any rate, although he

occasionally cleared his throat as if about to make a remark, he did

not actually speak again until we turned a corner, when there

appeared, embedded in a row of mean houses, a small brick building

which, in general shape and design, resembled a large dog-kennel.

“That,” said he, “is the church, Miss Vardon--or perhaps I should say,

Helen. It is a little difficult to--ah--get used to these--these

intimacies, I may say, at so short a notice. No doubt you find it so?”

“Yes,” I answered.

“I am sure you do. Naturally. My own name, you may remember, is Lewis.

My Christian name, I mean,” he added, shying slightly at the word

“Christian.”

“I remember,” said I.

“Quite so. I had no doubt you would. Ahem.” He cleared his throat once

or twice in an embarrassed manner, and then, as we crossed over

towards the church, he continued: “I think we shall find the doors

open. The law, I believe, requires it. And we shall find my

housekeeper, Mrs. Gregg, inside. She will be one of the witnesses, you

know. The other will be the sexton.”

The outer door was on the latch, as he had said, and, when he had

admitted me, he closed and relatched it. From the dark vestibule, I

stepped into the bare, comfortless building, from the white-washed

wall of which a great, emblazoned text grinned at me, as if in

derision, with the words: “I was glad when they said unto me, ‘Let us

go into the House of the Lord.’”

Near the door, on one of the deal benches, the little, frail-looking

woman whom I had seen at Mr. Otway’s house was seated, conversing with

a very bald and rather seedy elderly man; but, as we entered, the man

hurried away towards the vestry and the woman rose and came forward a

few paces to meet us.

“This is Miss Vardon, Mrs. Gregg,” said Mr. Otway, introducing me in a

heavy, embarrassed manner.

Mrs. Gregg stared at me with undisguised curiosity and something of

hostility in her expression, as she replied:

“Ah’ve seen her before.”

“Yes,” said Mr. Otway, “I believe you have. Yes. To be sure. Of

course. And I--er--hope--in fact, I may say that I--ah----”

What he was going to say I have no idea, and I suspect that he was not

very clear himself; but at this moment the man--who was apparently the

sexton--emerged from the vestry in company with a young clergyman,

vested already in his surplice and carrying a book in his hand.

Apparently everything had been explained and arranged beforehand by

Mr. Otway, for, as we advanced up the nave, the curate took his place

before the communion table and opened his book. I noticed that he gave

me one quick and intense look, full of surprise and curiosity, and

thereafter seemed, as far as possible, to avoid even glancing in my

direction.

The ceremony began abruptly and without preamble. With dim surprise, I

became aware that the clergyman was speaking, or rather reading aloud,

in a rapid and indistinct undertone. I listened with but slight

attention, and failed, for the most part, to distinguish the words

which, I think, was what the curate intended; his half-apologetic

mumble being, I believe, designed to mitigate the effect of those

coarsely-phrased impertinences with which the service is besprinkled,

and which have survived so inappropriately into this age of decent and

reticent speech. I tried to fix my thoughts on the ceremony in which I

was taking part, but found them constantly wandering away to my

father, busying themselves with his present whereabouts and

occupation. Was he still at his office? Or had he perchance called in

at our house, as he sometimes did, and already seen my letter?

I was brought back to the happenings of the moment by a question

addressed to me by name in more distinct tones, and followed by the

murmured instruction: “Say I will.” I obeyed the gently-spoken

command, and then, with my right hand enveloped in a large and flabby

grasp, I heard Mr. Otway repeat after the curate the solemn form of

words that should mean so much and that was, as now spoken, so empty a

mockery; of which the phrase “to have and to hold from this day

forward” seemed to separate itself as the only part truly applicable.

Still passive, and conscious only of a certain, dull discomfort and

surprise at the incongruity of the whole affair, I permitted our hands

to be separated and re-joined, and obediently repeated the form of

words as the curate dictated.

“I, Helen Vardon, take thee, Lewis Otway, to my wedded husband, to

have and to hold from this day forward, for richer for poorer, in

sickness and in health, to love, cherish, and to obey, till death us

do part, according to God’s holy ordinance; and thereto I give thee my

troth.”

It was amazing! These burning words, so charged with love, with utter

devotion and self-abandonment I was actually addressing to a mere

stranger, to a man who, even now, was but a name attached to an

unfamiliar, ungracious personality; upon whose corpse, if he had

fallen dead at my feet in the very moment of my speaking, I could have

looked with no emotion but relief.

It was an astounding situation. The wonder, the incredibility of it

filled my mind to the exclusion of all else until, as Mr. Otway began

once more to speak at the curate’s dictation, and I became aware that

a ring had been slipped on my finger, I realised dimly that the

ceremony was complete and that the irrevocable change had occurred.

But even then my thoughts quickly flitted away from this significant

scene to others that seemed more deeply to concern me. As I knelt at

Mr. Otway’s side and the monotonous mumble recommenced, I began once

more to wonder where my father was and what he was doing. Had he come

in and seen my letter, or had the maid noticed it and taken it to the

office? And would he be angry or only grieved? Would he think that I

had acted rightly? Or would he condemn my action as ill-considered or

even unnecessary? And lastly, was it just barely possible that I had

done the wrong thing? Had I sacrificed myself--and him--without

sufficient cause?

Thus my thoughts wandered to and fro to the mumbled accompaniment of

the interminable prayers and exhortations that rolled past me in an

unheeded stream. At last the ceremony came to an end. Rising from our

knees, we trooped after the curate to the vestry, where, as I signed

the familiar name in the register, the first clear realization of my

changed condition came upon me. But even then the vivid flash of

perception was but transient. Hardly had I shaken hands with the

clergyman and passed out into the street, when my thoughts sped away

once more to my home--my real home--and my father.

For some time after leaving the church Mr. Otway and I walked in

silence. He hemmed once or twice and seemed on the point of speaking,

but either he could find nothing appropriate to say or he found some

difficulty in opening the subject of his thoughts. And meanwhile I

pursued my own reflections. At length, however, after one or two

preliminary hems, he managed to make a beginning.

“I am afraid, Helen, you may think that I have put rather unfair

pressure on you to marry me.”

I roused myself to consider what he had said, and replied, after a

slight pause:

“Whatever I may think, I am not complaining. I don’t forget that I

accepted your proposal of my own free will; and I intend to try to

carry out honestly my part of the bargain.”

“I am glad to hear you say that, Helen,” he said eagerly. “I was

afraid you might feel resentful--might think I had driven a rather

hard bargain.”

“Perhaps I do,” I replied. “But that doesn’t affect the terms of the

bargain. My feelings towards you were no part of the agreement.”

“No; that’s true,” he agreed hastily; but he was visibly crestfallen,

and walked by my side for some time without speaking. My thoughts

began to wander again; and then, suddenly, there occurred to me a

question that I had already asked myself over and over again without

finding any answer. Now, moved by a fresh impulse of curiosity, I put

it into words.

“Would you mind telling me, Mr. Otway, why you wished to marry me?”

He looked at me in some surprise and a little confusion.

“Why, my dear Helen,” he replied hesitatingly, “there is nothing

remarkable about it, is there? I wished to marry you for the same

reason that any other man would; because you are a handsome girl--a

beautiful girl, I may say--and clever and bright, and, as far as I

could judge from your manner to your father, a good, affectionate

girl. I have admired you ever since I first met you, a year and a half

ago.”

I suppose I looked surprised--I certainly felt so, seeing that he had

made no effort to cultivate our acquaintance--for he continued:

“Yes, Helen, I admired you; but as I had nothing to offer in the way

of personal attractions, and I did not suppose that my means would be

a sufficient set-off for my--ah--personal disadvantages, I kept my

admiration to myself. In fact, I suppose, if it had not been for this

lucky chance--lucky for me, I mean--a little unfortunate perhaps for

you--though not so unfortunate as it might--er--at least I venture to

hope that things may turn out----”

He paused awkwardly, as if expecting me to help him. But I made no

comment. My momentary curiosity was satisfied. I had heard his

explanation, and a very insufficient one it seemed to be. So the

sentence remained unfinished, and, in the silence that ensued, my

thoughts went back once more to my father.

When would he get my letter? And what would be his feelings when he

realized that his daughter--his companion and playmate, his beloved

apprentice--was lost to him for ever? And what would be his attitude

to Mr. Otway? Deeply resentful, beyond a doubt. His scornful rejection

of the proposal had shown that clearly enough. Yes, he would be

angry--furiously angry; for quiet and gentle as his manners were, he

was a passionate man. He could even be violent, as I knew from one or

two experiences. And our doctor, Dr. Sharpe, knew it, too, and had

warned him to be careful, had cautioned him not only to avoid

over-exertion, but excessive excitement of any kind. The doctor’s

words came back to me now with a qualm of uneasiness. I had not

thought of that before. His distress, his grief, his anger against the

man who had exacted this price from me--all that I had thought of and

fretted over. But the actual physical shock that my letter would

inflict on him, utterly unprepared as he was--that I had somehow

overlooked. And yet it was palpable enough. He would come home

expecting to find me waiting for him as usual; and then, without an

instant’s warning, in the very twinkling of an eye, he would learn

that I had been spirited away out of his life for ever. It would be a

terrible blow.

The more I thought of it the more uneasy I became. Supposing he should

become seriously ill on receiving my letter. It was quite possible; it

was even very probable. And if he should have got my letter already!

If he should be, at this very moment, lying, prostrated by the shock,

with none but the servants to tend him! As I thought of this dreadful

possibility, my anxiety grew, moment by moment; and I was beginning to

consider how soon I could contrive to escape to him, to satisfy myself

that all was well, when the voice of Mr. Otway broke in on my

thoughts. I did not at first gather clearly what he was saying until,

by an effort, I detached my attention from the agitating subject of my

reflections.

“Of course,” he was saying as I endeavoured to catch up the thread of

his remarks, “it answered my purpose as a solitary bachelor; but it

won’t do now. We shall have to get quite a different class of house.

And we shall want some other servants. I shall keep Mrs. Gregg, if you

don’t object, as she has been with me so long and knows my ways, but

we shall want a couple of maids in addition, I suppose.”

“Is Mrs. Gregg your only servant?” I asked, rather absently.

“Yes,” he replied; “that is to say, the only resident servant. She has

a girl to help her in the mornings with the housework and to mind the

place when she goes out shopping. That is how she was able to attend

at the church this morning.”

As he was speaking, we turned into the quiet, countrified road in

which he lived, and a few more steps brought us to the house. Mrs.

Gregg, who had apparently hurried on in advance by a different route,

was standing at the open door talking to a girl of about sixteen, and,

as we ascended the steps, she addressed Mr. Otway.

“I’ve got to see to some things in the town. D’ye want Lizzie to stay

or will ye open the door yourself if anyone comes?”

“Oh, she needn’t stay, Mrs. Gregg,” was the reply. “I shan’t be going

out. But don’t be any longer than you can help.”

On this Mrs. Gregg dismissed the girl, and followed her out, shutting

the door after her. Mr. Otway hung his hat on a peg in the hall, and

placing his umbrella in the stand, remarked apologetically:

“Mrs. Gregg’s manner is not all that might be desired in a servant;

but she is a capable woman and absolutely trustworthy. She comes from

the North, you know, where manners run a little more blunt than with

us. Shall I show you your room?”

Without waiting for a reply, he preceded me up the stairs to the first

floor, where he ushered me into a bedroom and stood by the door with

an embarrassed and rather deprecating air, casting a glance of obvious

disparagement over its somewhat meagre appointments.

“It’s a poor place to bring you to, Helen,” he remarked, “but that can

be mended. It was good enough for a bachelor. You’ll find the wardrobe

and chest of drawers empty when you send for your things. Mine are in

the dressing-room--that little room to the right. And now I’ll leave

you in possession for the present.”

With this he went out, closing the door behind him, and I heard his

soft, heavy tread descending the stairs.

For some time after he had gone I stood looking about me in absolute

dismay. The room was mean almost to sordidness--surprisingly mean for

the habitation of an admittedly wealthy man. But it was not that which

filled me with consternation. Delicately as I had been brought up, the

mere surroundings of life were of no great consideration to me. What

appalled me utterly was the feeling, now brought home to me with

overwhelming force, that I was no more my own; that I had surrendered

myself to the possession of another person, a strange man, towards

whom I felt a growing repugnance. This was not my room: it was our

room. No longer had I any rights of privacy or of personal reticence.

I was his, “to have and to hold from this day forward,” with no power

of escape or protest against the most repulsive familiarities. I had

voluntarily surrendered, not only my liberty, but even the appearance

of security from the most outrageous intrusions.

Of course I had known all this before. But in the hurry and rush, the

alarms and agitations of the events that had forced me to my hasty

decision, perception had been partly obscured. I had known what I was

doing, but had only dimly realized. It had needed the sight of that

mean room, with its significant contents and the presence of that man

who stood at my side as joint occupier, to light up the vague

perception into realization of the most horrid vividness.

Presently I began, with the dull curiosity of a prisoner introduced to

a new cell, to explore the room, opening the empty wardrobe and

pulling out the ill-fitting drawers of the plain pine chest. Then I

peeped into the dressing-room--a bare little closet, furnished with a

wash-stand, a dressing-table and a chest of drawers--and even stepped

in to glance over the half-blind down into the garden and street

beyond. I was about to turn away when I noticed a man approaching the

house at a rapid pace; and in an instant my heart leaped with mingled

joy and alarm.

It was my father.

I watched him nervously as he strode towards the house, and my fears

rose with each step that he took. Every movement was expressive of

excitement and anger; the swift stride, the forward-thrust chin, the

very set of the shoulders; the way in which he grasped his stick by

the middle, as if aiming a blow, was full of menace. As he drew nearer

I shrank behind the curtain, but still watched him; watched him with

growing alarm, for now I could see that his eyes were wild under the

frowning brows, his mouth was set and his face was of a strange,

blotchy, purple colour. He looked as if he had been drinking, but I

knew he had not.

As he reached the gate, he wrenched it open violently, and, entering,

slammed it behind him; a thing I had never before known him to do. He

strode up the path, without a glance upwards, and disappeared from my

sight, and a moment later there came a wild jangling of the bell,

followed by a thundering knock at the door.

I hesitated, undecided what I should do. Should I go down and meet him

with appeasing words, or should I wait until the first explosion of

his wrath had subsided? I crept out of the bedroom to the landing and

stood with my hand on the baluster rail, listening. I heard Mr. Otway

walk along the hall, softly and rather slowly. I heard him open the

door, and then my father’s voice rose, loud and fierce.

“Where is my daughter, Otway? Is she here?”

“Yes,” Mr. Otway replied; “she is upstairs. We have just returned from

the church.”

“Do you mean to say,” my father demanded, “that the marriage has

actually taken place?”

“Yes,” Mr. Otway answered. “We were married half an hour ago.”

“What!” roared my father. “After my letter! Did you tell her about

that letter? You didn’t, you damned scoundrel! You’ve tricked her!

You’ve swindled her!”

“As to your letter, Mr. Vardon,” I heard Mr. Otway reply, “I haven’t

seen it myself, yet. The morning’s correspondence is still----”

Here a door closed, and his voice became inaudible. They had gone into

one of the rooms. I staggered back into the bedroom and sank on to a

chair, trembling from head to foot. In the name of God, what did my

father mean? Tricked! Swindled! Could it be true? Was it actually

possible that I had been lured into the arms of this ungainly lout by

a false pretence? It was incredible. And yet----

As the first shock of this amazing statement began to pass off, a

storm of anger and indignation arose in my breast; and I was on the

point of rising to go down and confront Mr. Otway, when the house

shook to a heavy concussion. I sprang from the chair, and flying on

the wings of terror down the stairs, opened the first door that I came

to.

Years have rolled by since that unforgettable moment, but even now, as

I write, the tableau that met my eyes as I opened the door rises

before me vivid and distinct as the dreadful reality. I saw it even

then but for a single instant, as I darted into the room; but it has

remained with me and will remain till my dying day.

My father lay motionless on the floor near the fire-place; his face an

awful, livid grey, his eyes staring fixedly at the ceiling; and from a

small wound on the right side of his forehead a few drops of dark

blood trickled down his temple. Beside him, and stooping over him,

stood Mr. Otway, with ashen face and dropped jaw, the very picture of

horror and mortal fear; and in Mr. Otway’s right hand was grasped my

father’s stick, a stout Malacca, with a heavily-loaded silver knob.

I flew past him and sank on my knees by my father’s side; and in that

moment I knew that my father was dead. I had never seen a dead person

before. But it was unmistakable. I spoke to him; I called to him in an

agonised whisper; I patted his head and touched his face. But all the

while I knew that he was dead; that he was gone from me for ever. Even

as I looked at him, the livid grey of his face faded to a dead white;

the staring eyes relaxed and seemed to sink into their sockets; and

the mouth slowly fell open. It was death. I knew it. Dazed, stricken,

almost bereft of consciousness and the power of thought, I knew it,

with the dull certainty of despair.

As I had entered the room, Mr. Otway had started up with a look of

terror, and when I sank at my father’s side, I had heard him move away

softly towards the writing-table. He was now back and once more

stooping over my father’s body. I felt that he was there, although my

eyes were fixed on that pallid face that gave back no answering

glance. Presently he spoke, in a hushed, awe-stricken whisper.

“This is terrible, Helen! Can’t we do anything?”

I looked up at him with a sudden flush of loathing and detestation;

and as I looked, I noticed that he no longer held the stick. I rose

slowly to my feet and faced him.

“No,” I answered. “He is dead. He is dead. Mr. Otway, you have killed

my father.”

As I faced him, he shrank away from me, staring at me as if I had been

some horrid apparition. His face, blanched to a horrible white and

shiny with sweat, was dreadful to look upon; the face of abject,

mortal terror.

“Helen!” he gasped. “Helen! For God’s sake don’t look at me like that!

It was not I who killed him. I swear to God it was not. He fainted. I

was trying to take the stick from him--I had to, or he would have

killed me--and his head struck the mantelpiece. Then he fainted and

fell. I am telling you the truth, Helen. I am, before God!”

To this I made no reply. Whether I believed him or not, I cannot say.

Stunned as I was by this frightful thing that had befallen, I could

only look at him with utter loathing as the cause of it all.

“Helen!” he continued, imploringly, “say you believe me! I swear I

never touched him. And don’t look at me like that! Helen! Why do you

look at me in that awful way?”

He clasped his hands, and, casting a fearful glance at my poor

father’s corpse, moaned: “My God! my God! but this is horrible!

Horrible! Do you think he is really dead? Don’t you think--can’t we do

anything? If a doctor were here--if we only had someone to send----

Shall I go and fetch a doctor, Helen?”

“Yes,” I answered, “you had better.”

“I will,” he said. “But you do believe me, don’t you? I swear----”

“You had better go at once, Mr. Otway,” I interrupted.

He gave me one pitiful glance of appeal, and then, with a despairing

moan, turned and left the room. I heard him hurry along the hall and a

moment later the outer door closed.

Once more I sank on my knees beside my father, and, taking the passive

hand in mine, looked into the pallid face, dimly surprised to find

something new and unfamiliar creeping into it. I did not weep. The

blow was too crushing, too overwhelming to call forth common emotion.

Nor did I think coherently; but knelt, looking dumbly into the face

that was my father’s, and yet was not, wrapped in a sort of dreadful

trance, conscious only of bitter pain and a sense of unutterable loss.

After a time--I do not know how long--I became aware of sounds of

movement in the house, and presently soft footsteps approached the

room. The door, which Mr. Otway had left ajar, opened with a faint

creak, and the voice of Mrs. Gregg ejaculated: “Sakes! What’s this?”

She stole on tip-toe into the room until she stood beside me, looking

down with a scared expression as my father’s corpse.

“Why!” she exclaimed, “the man’s dead! Who is he?”

“He is my father, Mrs. Gregg,” I replied.

She stood for some time in silence, apparently considering the import

of my answer. Then she walked round and looked down curiously at the

wound on the forehead.

“Where is Mr. Otway?” she asked.

“He has gone to fetch a doctor,” I answered.

“A doctor!” she repeated. “And what might be the good of a doctor when

the man is dead? D’ye know how it happened?”

Before I had time to reply to her question, there came the sound of a

latch-key inserted into the hall door. She turned quickly and made as

if she would leave the room, but, as she reached the threshold, Mr.

Otway entered, followed by the doctor, and she fell back to let them

pass. I rose to my feet, and the doctor--a hard-faced, middle-aged man

whom I knew by sight--knelt down in my place. He lifted the limp hand

and laid his finger on the wrist; he raised the eyelid and touched the

glazing eyeball; then drawing out his stethoscope he listened for some

time at the chest over the region of the heart. And meanwhile we all

stood watching him in a profound silence through which the ticking of

the clock broke noisily, as it had done on that fateful night when I

had sat in this very room unconsciously preparing the elements of this

tragedy.

At length the doctor rose, and, folding his stethoscope, deliberately

slipped it into his pocket and turned to Mr. Otway.

“I am sorry to say that it is as you feared,” said he. “He is quite

dead. From what you have told me, I should say it was a case of heart

failure from over-excitement. Have there been any previous attacks?”

“No,” I answered. “But I think Dr. Sharpe considered that his heart

was weak.”

“Ah! He did, did he? Well, I had better call on Dr. Sharpe and hear

what he knows about the case.” He walked round, and, stooping down,

examined the wound attentively. Then, without looking at Mr. Otway, he

asked: “You say he struck his head against the corner of the

mantelpiece? This corner, I suppose?”

He touched the right hand corner of the marble shelf, and, as Mr.

Otway assented, I saw him place his shoulder against it as if to

measure its height.

“Was that when he was in the act of falling?” he asked, with his eyes

fixed on the wound.

“Yes,” replied Mr. Otway. “At least, I think so--I should say yes,

certainly--that is, to the best of my belief. Of course, Dr. Bury, you

will understand that I am a little confused in my recollection.

The--ah--the circumstances were very agitating and--ah--confusing. Is

the point of any importance?”

“Well, you see,” the doctor replied a little drily, “when a man dies

suddenly and only one person is present--as I understand was the case

in this instance--every point is of importance.”

“Yes, of course. It would be, naturally.”

Mr. Otway spoke these words in a low, husky voice, and, as I looked at

him, I saw that he had turned as pale as death and that his face had

again broken out into a greasy sweat. Nor was I the only observer.

Mrs. Gregg, who had been standing in the corner by the door, quietly

attentive to all that passed, was now watching her employer narrowly

and with a very curious expression. There was a brief interval of

silence, and then Mr. Otway having cleared his throat once or twice,

asked, in the same husky, unsteady voice:

“I suppose, when you have talked the matter over with Dr. Sharpe, you

will be able to certify the death in the usual way?”

“In the usual way?” Dr. Bury repeated. “Yes: in the way that is usual

in cases of sudden death. Of course, I shan’t be able to give an

ordinary certificate. I shall write to the coroner, giving him the

facts, and he will decide whether an inquest is necessary or whether

he can issue a certificate on my statement.”

“I see,” said Mr. Otway. “You will report the facts--and, I suppose,

you will state what your own views on the case are?”

“I shall make any comments that seem to be called for, but, of course,

the facts are what the coroner wants.”

“And would you consider that, in a case like this, an inquiry is

necessary?”

“I don’t know that I should,” was the reply; “but it doesn’t rest with

me. Would you like me to help you to move him? You can’t leave him

lying here, and you can hardly have him carried to his own house by

daylight.”

“No,” Mr. Otway agreed, “we could not. If you will kindly help me to

carry him to the drawing-room, we can lay him on the sofa.”

The two men raised my poor father, and, while I supported his head,

they carried him to the drawing-room and laid him on the sofa, when

Dr. Bury, having taken an embroidered cover from a table and spread it

over him, drew down the blinds.

“Perhaps,” said he, “you had better leave him here until we know what

the coroner intends to do. In case he should decide----”

Here he glanced a little uncomfortably at me, and I realised that he

would rather speak of the grim details unembarrassed by my presence.

Accordingly, I stole from the room and returned to the one from which

we had just come. The door was open as we had left it, and, as I came

opposite to it, treading softly, as was my habit, I saw Mrs. Gregg

standing by the roll-top table with my father’s stick in her hand,

apparently testing the weight of the heavy lead loading that the

silver knob concealed. She started as she suddenly became aware of my

presence, but, quickly recovering her self-possession, asked:

“Will this be your father’s stick?”

I answered that it was, whereupon she remarked, as she stood it in the

corner behind the writing-table, whence, I suppose, she had taken it:

“I thought ’twas a stranger to me. A fine stick it is, too, and a

trusty companion ’twould be on a dark night and a lonely road.”

To this I made no reply; and when she had glanced at the clock and

peered curiously into my father’s hat, which stood on the table, she

turned abruptly and left the room.