CHAPTER XVII

"THERE ARE SO MANY WAYS OF MAKING LOVE"

Rofflash was right. He _had_ seen Lavinia enter the Old Bailey coffee

house. Hannah was sitting up expecting her--she had arranged as much

with Lavinia--and she became terribly uneasy when midnight sounded from

half a dozen church clocks and the girl still absent.

Hannah's bedroom overlooked the Old Bailey and now and again she leaned

out of the window, her eyes towards Ludgate Hill. Lavinia was bound to

come in this direction. Sure enough about half-past twelve Hannah caught

sight of a cloaked figure stealing along in the centre of the roadway.

It was the safest way; the overhanging storeys and the sunk doorways

offered lurking places for ill-conditioned fellows on the scent for

mischief. Hannah indeed caught sight of a man in the deep shadow of the

houses who looked very much as if he were following Lavinia, and she

raced softly down to the shop, opened the door and beckoned the girl to

hasten.

"Merciful Heaven, what a fright you've put me in to be sure," she

whispered, throwing her arms about Lavinia. "Come in you truant. Lord, I

do believe you was born to plague me out of my seven senses. You look

tired to death. What have you been a-doing of? But don't worry to tell

me now. You must eat something first. Why, you're all of a tremble. Was

you frightened of that rascal as was dogging you?"

"Was there one? I didn't know it."

"One? I wonder there wasn't a dozen. A pretty young thing like you to be

in the streets at this ungodly hour. There he is a stopping now and

looking this way. Let him look. He won't see nought."

And Hannah shut to the door with more noise than she intended, much to

Lavinia's alarm lest her mother should be aroused.

"No fear o' that, child. Your mother's had as much gin an' beer as she

can carry. It was as good as I could do to get her up the stairs to her

bedroom. Sure she's mad about your running away out of reach. I've had a

nice time with her. But it 'ud take all the trumpets as blowed down the

walls of Jericho to wake her now."

When the door was securely locked and bolted there was more hugging, and

Hannah's strong arms half led, half carried the girl into the kitchen

where a fire was smouldering which a bellows soon fanned into a blaze.

Eggs and bacon were put on to cook and Lavinia, curled in a roomy chair,

watched the kindly young woman's proceedings with great contentment.

Lavinia told Hannah her story in fragments, saying nothing about

Lancelot Vane. Hannah's mind was a blank as to Pope and Gay and she was

more interested in the encounter with the highwayman. She did not ask

much about Giles, but Lavinia guessed it was a subject dear to her heart

and she did not forget to describe his mother, his cottage, and

everything about them very minutely. Nor did she omit to praise his

respectful civility and his good heart.

"And now all's said and done, Hannah," she cried, "what's to become of

me?"

"Aye, bless your heart, that's the trouble. This morning I put on my

considering cap an' was a-thinking and a-thinking when who should pop

her face in but my cousin Betty Higgins as lives at Hampstead. 'La,

Betty,' I says, 'where have you dropped from?' 'Ah,' says she, 'you may

well say that. I've been a-comin' for goodness knows how long knowin' as

my clothes line was a-gettin' as rotten as rotten could be. Yesterday

the wind caught the sheets and blankets as I'd just hung out an' down

they all plumped on a muddy patch an' had to be dropped in the tub

again. I wasn't a-goin' to have that happen a second time so I've come

up to buy a new line in Long Lane an' some soap at Couplands an' here I

be as large as life.' That put a notion in my head, Lavvy, my dear. I

told her about you and she's promised me a little room as she don't use

much, an' that's where you're going when you've had a sleep."

"Oh, Hannah, how good you are," cried Lavinia between her kisses. "But

Hampstead! Why, that's where all the fashion goes! The Hampstead water

cures everything they say."

"May be," rejoined Hannah dryly. "But there's other things besides as

I'll warrant the quality like better than the well water--nasty stuff it

is. I once drank a glass at Sam's coffee house at Ludgate where it's

brought fresh every morning and it nearly turned my stomach. There's

music an' dancing in the Pump Room and dicing and cards at Mother Huff's

near the Spaniards, aye an' lovemaking in the summer time by moonlight.

I dunno if it's a safe place for a mad young thing like you to be living

at when the sparks are roaming about."

"Pooh!" retorted Lavinia tossing her head. "I ought to know how to take

care of myself."

"Yes, you ought. But can you?"

"You silly old Hannah. Hampstead can't be worse for me than London."

"Perhaps not. If you couldn't be guarded at the Queen Square boarding

school with a female dragon as can use her eyes, why there's no place in

the world where the men won't chase you."

"Well, it's not my fault. _I_ don't chase _them_."

"There's no need for you to do that, you baggage. You've only got to

give any one of them a glance and he gallops after you."

"What am I to do if I can't alter myself?"

"Goodness knows. Things must go their own way I suppose. You can't stop

here, that's sure. It'll have to be Hampstead. But don't forget I've

warned you."

Then they both crept up to Hannah's room, and at six o'clock the next

morning they were astir, Lavinia making a hurried breakfast and

preparing to set out on her long walk. There was no conveyance as the

stage coach on the Great North Road through Highgate and Finchley did

not start until later in the day, and Hannah, a good hearted soul never

so happy as when helping others, gave Lavinia all the money she could

spare with which to pay her sister-in-law a small sum every week.

"I don't know what I should do but for you, Hannah dear," said Lavinia

gratefully. "It's shameful to take your money, but I swear I'll pay back

every penny, and before long too."

"Yes, when you've married a rich man."

"No, no. I'm not thinking of being married. I shall be earning money

soon."

"Tilly vally! How, miss, may I ask?"

"Ah, that's a secret. Mr. Gay says so and he ought to know."

"It's well if he does. Your Mr. Gay seems to be taking a mighty deal of

notice of you. I only hope it'll all end well," said Hannah with a

solemn shake of the head.

"End well? Indeed it will. Why shouldn't it?"

Lavinia laughed confidently, and her joyful tone and her face so bright

with its contrast with her desolate condition brought a furtive tear to

Hannah's eye, but she took care not to let the girl see it.

The morning had broken fair and by seven o'clock Lavinia was trudging

along Holborn on her way to Hampstead through what is known now as

Tottenham Court Road, then little more than a wide country lane.

At Great Turnstile she lingered and her eyes wandered down the narrow

passage. Great Turnstile led to Lincoln's Inn Fields, and in Portugal

Row on the south side of the "Fields" was the Duke's Theatre.

Association of ideas was too strong to be resisted. Thinking of the

theatre, how could she help also thinking of Gay's encouragement as to

herself--of Lancelot Vane and his tragedy?

Another thought was lurking at the back of her mind. She had gone to

sleep dwelling upon her promise to meet Vane at Rosamond's Pond. Did she

mean to keep that promise? She could not decide. She had given her

consent under a sort of compulsion. Was it therefore binding? At any

rate if she went to Hampstead the meeting was impossible.

It was this last reflection which made her linger. Reasons for altering

her plans chased each other through her brain. The poor fellow would be

so disappointed if he did not see her. How long would he wait? How

wretched his garret would appear when he returned disconsolate! His

despondency might drive him to break _his_ promise to her. Where was the

harm in keeping her appointment instead of going to Hampstead? No harm

at all save that she would be behaving ungratefully to Hannah. But

Hannah would understand. Hannah was never without a sweetheart of a

sort.

A sweetheart? That was the important point for Lavinia. Was Lancelot her

sweetheart? She wondered. She blushed at the idea. It agitated her. She

had not felt agitated when she ran away with Dorrimore--just a pleasant

thrill of excitement, a sense of adventure; that was all. Dorrimore had

made downright love to her; he had called her all the pet names in

fashion. His admiration flattered and amused her, nothing more. Vane

hadn't made love--at least it didn't seem to her that he had. But there

are so many ways of making love!

"Hampstead's miles away," she mused. "If I go there we shall hardly ever

see each other. At all events I ought to tell him where I shall be

living. It won't be a surprise. He thinks I'm a fine lady and it's the

fashion for fine ladies to go to Hampstead at this time of the year. It

might make him jealous though," she added thoughtfully, "if he knows of

the lovemaking by moonlight Hannah talked about."

She could decide upon nothing, and rather than loiter in Holborn while

trying to solve the problem she entered Great Turnstile passage and

presently was in the quietude of Lincoln's Inn Fields. At night she

would not have ventured to cross this big open space haunted as it was

after dark by footpads and pickpockets, but at that early hour of the

morning there was nothing to fear. Only a few people were about and in

the enclosure railed off from the roadway by posts was a horse being

broken in. The theatre was a link between her and Lancelot Vane and

thinking of him she walked towards it.

The Fields were crossed by two roads running diagonally from opposite

corners and intersecting each other at the centre. Lavinia took the road

which led to the southwestern angle. Close by this angle was the Duke's

Theatre.

Lavinia reached the plain unpretending structure which looked at from

the outside might be mistaken for a warehouse, and she gazed at its

blank front wondering if fate meant to be kind and give her the chance

her soul longed for. But in spite of Mr. Gay's encouraging hints it

seemed impossible that she would ever sing within its walls.

She turned away sorrowfully and came cheek by jowl with a slenderly

built thin-faced man whose eyes twinkled humorously, and with mobile

lips that somehow suggested comicality. He stopped and stared;

apparently trying to recall some remembrance of her. She recognised him

at once. He was Jemmy Spiller the most popular comedian of the day.

Everybody who had any acquaintance with Clare Market knew Jem Spiller.

So much so that a tavern there was called after him.

"Faith, young madam, I've seen you before," said he. "Where, pray, was

it?"

"I've sung inside the 'Spiller's Head' more than once a year and more

ago," returned Lavinia with the demure look which was so characteristic

and at the same time so engaging.

"What, are you that saucy little baggage? By the Lord, let me look at

you again."

Spiller's laughing eyes roamed over her from head to foot and his shrewd

face wrinkled into the quizzical expression which had often times sent

his audience into a roar. Lavinia laughed too.

"Aye, you haven't lost the trick of sending a look that goes straight as

an arrow to a man's heart. Tell me, was it not you that Mr. Gay took

under his wing? At the 'Maiden Head,' wasn't it?"

"Yes. I've much to thank Mr. Gay for and you as well, Mr. Spiller. You

and your friends from the market saved me from a clawed face."

"Why to be sure. That fury Sal Salisbury had her spurs on. She'd have

half killed you but for us coming to the spot at the right time. But,

child, what have you been doing? Hang me if you haven't sprung into a

woman in a few months."

It was true. When Spiller last saw her she was hardly better than a waif

and stray. She was thin and bony, her growth impeded by insufficient

food, irregular hours and not a little ill usage. At Miss Pinwell's she

had lived well, she was happy, she had had love illusions and Nature had

asserted its sway.

Lavinia coloured with pleasure. To be complimented by Spiller, the idol

of the public--an actor--and she adored actors--was like the

condescension of a god. She dropped him a low curtsey.

"Oh, and you're in the fashion too. How long have you been a fine lady?"

Spiller's voice and manner had become slightly serious. Lavinia was too

familiar with London life not to understand the inference.

"I owe it all to Mr. Gay," she answered quickly. "He is the kindest

hearted man in the world. You see he spoke to her Grace the Duchess of

Queensberry about me and she sent me to school in Queen Square."

"What, you've rubbed shoulders with the quality, have you? How comes it

then that you talk to me--a rogue and a vagabond?"

"You a rogue and a vagabond! Indeed you're not. I--I'm afraid, though,

I'm one. I doubt if her grace would notice me now."

"The devil she wouldn't! What's happened then?"

"Oh, it's a long story. I should tire you if I were to tell you."

"A pretty girl tire me? What do you take me for, Polly? It is Polly,

isn't it?"

"Mr. Gay called me Polly, but it isn't my right name."

"Good enough for me, my dear. But what have you done? A harmless bit of

mischief when all's said, I'll swear."

"I don't know," rejoined Lavinia slowly. "I didn't mean any harm but I

suppose I was very silly."

"Well, let me have the catalogue of your sins and I'll be judge."