CHAPTER XXXIV.
1805
Difficulties of my situation at Hamburg--Toil and responsibility--
Supervision of the emigrants--Foreign Ministers--Journals--Packet
from Strasburg--Bonaparte fond of narrating Giulio, an extempore
recitation of a story composed by the Emperor.
The brief detail I have given in the two or three preceding chapters
of the events which occurred previously to and during the campaign of
Austerlitz, with the letters of Duroc and Bernadotte, may afford the
reader some idea of my situation during the early part of my residence
in Hamburg. Events succeeded each other with such incredible rapidity
as to render my labour excessive. My occupations were different, but
not less laborious, than those which I formerly performed when near the
Emperor; and, besides, I was now loaded with a responsibility which did
not attach to me as the private secretary of General Bonaparte and the
First Consul. I had, in fact, to maintain a constant watch over the
emigrants in Altona, which was no easy matter--to correspond daily with
the Minister for Foreign Affairs and the Minister of Police--to confer
with the foreign Ministers accredited at Hamburg--to maintain active
relations with the commanders of the French army--to interrogate my
secret agents, and keep a strict surveillance over their proceedings;
it was, besides, necessary to be unceasingly on the watch for scurrilous
articles against Napoleon in the Hamburg 'Corespondent'. I shall
frequently have occasion to speak of all these things, and especially
of the most marked emigrants, in a manner less irregular, because what I
have hitherto said may, in some sort, be considered merely as a summary
of all the facts relating to the occurrences which daily passed before
my eyes.
In the midst of these multifarious and weighty occupations I received a
packet with the Strasburg postmark at the time the Empress was in that
city. This packet had not the usual form of a diplomatic despatch,
and the superscription announced that it came from the residence of
Josephine. My readers, I venture to presume, will not experience less
gratification than I did on a perusal of its contents, which will be
found at the end of this chapter; but before satisfying the curiosity
to which I have perhaps given birth, I may here relate that one of the
peculiarities of Bonaparte was a fondness of extempore narration; and
it appears he had not discontinued the practice even after he became
Emperor.
In fact, Bonaparte, during the first year after his elevation to the
Imperial throne, usually passed those evenings in the apartments of the
Empress which he could steal from public business. Throwing himself on a
sofa, he would remain absorbed in gloomy silence, which no one dared to
interrupt. Sometimes, however, on the contrary, he would give the reins
to his vivid imagination and his love of the marvelous, or, to speak
more correctly, his desire to produce effect, which was perhaps one of
his strongest passions, and would relate little romances, which were
always of a fearful description and in unison with the natural turn
of his ideas. During those recitals the ladies-in-waiting were always
present, to one of whom I am indebted for the following story, which she
had written nearly in the words of Napoleon. "Never," said this lady in
her letter to me, "did the Emperor appear more extraordinary. Led away
by the subject, he paced the salon with hasty strides; the intonations
of his voice varied according to the characters of the personages he
brought on the scene; he seemed to multiply himself in order to play
the different parts, and no person needed to feign the terror which he
really inspired, and which he loved to see depicted in the countenances
of those who surrounded him." In this tale I have made no alterations,
as can be attested by those who, to my knowledge, have a copy of it. It
is curious to compare the impassioned portions of it with the style of
Napoleon in some of the letters addressed to Josephine.